cyber

right now i'm in cyber..
in shedot's apartment..
will update more about it..

but so sorry..
because i will not have the chance to meet everyone here..
but will try it..

;)) sue

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why?????????????

still cannot sleep...

nearly 4am..

;(((((

haiihh!!

i dont know what will happen to the muslim nowadays... i mean i'm not a gOod great muslim.. but still i know the dosa pahala.. and yet i still done sins.. (who dont?) i'm not perfect.. but i'm not at the lvl of these one family..
ada 1 family nie.. which Bb told me about it (he read it in mastika)... a husband is a muslim and kawin with a christian msk islam wife.. later they have 4 children.. and right now dieorg dh divorced.. but u know what?? after divorced the wife murtad.. yesh! murtad.. and got notting to do with the man anymore kn?? but guess what.. they still living in one roof! yeah... bodo kn?? and 2 of their children pon murtad..
but but but.. the worst part is... even though bapak die islam.. but bapak die hidup in the world like the christians.. living under the same roof with the ex-wife who is a christian.. encourage his children to drink ( die ckp kt anak2 die, minum la if nak but jgn minum byk2 sgt) wtf???? he olso allows his children bwk balik couple.. and said to them.. buat la apa2 pon yg nk buat, but jgn mengandung anak luar nikah... hahahhaa... siot gile ok!
if he allows his children to do those kinda of thingy.. why dont u and ur fucking family murtad teros.. i mean.. jgn la rosakkn the name of muslim.. jgn ada name islam pon dlm hidup korg.. haish! geram jgak ok bile dgr...

&&&&&& ada 1 story lg...
the reporter interviewed some teenagers (muslim).. most of them said that.. drinking, sex and everything gotta do with that was like a routine to them.. and to them its not a biggie deal.. ???? huh???? the reporter asked y?? they said that... mcm mana org melayu nak maju if mcm nie?? kite kene open-minded...
BODO gile jwpn tue... u think be like that kite akan maju?? u think thats the only way for the muslim nk maju??? BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pk ler balik...

taknak ckp byk2.. bcz i'm not perfect either..

shopping3~

i miss the last episode of emil&emilda.. how sad!! i've been following the story since the 5th episode.. and of course i wanna watch the last one.. but according to shax.. the ending was not-the-ending we thought it would be.. shax said it was sOoo confusing..like nisa actually was not emil's wife...amat was of course not emil's son.. and darleena's mom kill mr darus accidently.. and that emil was not happily ever after with emilda.. well yesh! but after a yr.. wth??? actually, i felt like wasting my time following the story if the ending was like that.. duhh!!
the reason for me missed the story is because.......................... i was out shopping with Bb!! yay!! it was a quick shopping.. like only an hr and a half.. hahhaa.. believe it!
we bought..
~ cap from quicksilver for Bb
~ nike t-shrt for Bb
~ MNG shrt for me..

then we ate and ate and ate untill we're full!!! hahaha... in the end have to bungkus the food.. but still cannot finish it.. so i gave to shax.. ;))

have soo much fun today.. well mula2 tak.. but in the end.. yesh!!
but now..
cannot sleep.. its already 3.30am..
demmit la!
got class at 2 tomorrow.. till 8pm!!
gile la kn??

psp??

Bb wanna buy a psp.. a gold one! i loike it!! but the problem is.. myself! i mean sometimes i would encourage him to buy.. but other times i would just pulled my face when he mention about it! demmit! whats up to me!
i dont really understand myself.. sometimes i thought that it would give us so much benefits! u know like watching movie together, play games, take pictures and soo on.. but on second thought, it is sooOoo wasting of money! well yeah... its not like money gonna be a victim.. but still he's my bf.. and i think i have the rights to do that thingy.. right??
but.. when i xbg die beli.. he would like... ala... nape nie sue? ari tue dh bg green light... urghhh!!! tension la... was it my fault??
i dont know....
Bb.. if u wanna buy... buy it la.. i dont wanna be ur 'penghalang' in doing wuteve u like.. jz dont ask me again bout the psp thingy.. nak beli jz beli..

i penat...
update more later~
daa~

tuesday~

just woke up from 2hrs sleep... ngee~~ lately i've been sleeping more during the days.. just dont know why.. probably just damn tired from class.. hahha... is not like my day packed with classes.. basically, everyday i have not more than 4hrs classes.. packed??? hahaha... NOT actually.. but still ;))
right now i'm all alone in my room.. shax just left for her 2hrs lecture at A2.. hanim's at her room.. anne will be coming today.. she's sure gonna be all happy!
and i? my today classes already ended at 10am.. actually i've got till 12pm but because of the very the expensive facilities (computer n projector) of MMU's broke down.. we have to cancelled the class and replace it on thursday night! wtf!!! at night?? gosh! its my sleeping time ok! hahaha... hizami n amal all sad.. y?? because that night, they wanna watch transformers.. hehehe.. have to cancel the plan?? or r u guys gonna like skip the class?? hahaha...
ok la..
i wanna wash my clothes and watch some movie till shax's home...
toodles~~

mondays!

Today??
class was from 8am-2pm with only 2 hrs break in between..
i was sOoo exhausted and bored!
the 3hrs lectures ( 2hrs AIS n an hr knowledge econs) was bored!!
the lectures was talking to himself for the 3 hrs lectures.!
seriously no one ever pay any attention to them..
it was like the boring-ness ever lectures!
and of course, i was sleepy! hahaha... everyone is!

after class.. i teman Bb to see his AA as he's got problem with registration subjects..
well, its his AA's fault.. got problem with the assessment.. wth!!
hahaha..
after that, i went home and found hanim in my room with shax watching bug's life..
and yesh!! it was like a billion times shax watched that movie..
hahaha..
she's soOo into bug's life ;))

i didn't join them because i was sooo tired (though i nvr watch the movie yet!)
soOo i jumped into bed and slept for almost 3hrs!
hahhaha..
gile terok!

well... blog later
later~~

blablabla...

i'm bored.. shax's out having her dinner with aiman.. Bb bz tgk prison break.. and i? stuck in my room doing nothing! haiihh!! what should i do?? i just have no idea what to do... i miss home! thats for sure.. owhhh and yeah.... i'm broke! but i dont know how to ask my dad for money.. huhu.. he gave me rm200 last week.. in just a week its gone! hahaha.... seriously i dont know where my money gone.. i mean... ok2.. i list the things i bought this past week ok.

1) AIS text book - RM72
2) a week food, everyday RM10, saturday to saturday - RM 80 (estimated only)
3) printer ink - RM10
4) ok! another RM50?? i watched movies, ocean 13 and pirates..

ok! so thats how i basically spend my money.. but for sure, i eat alot!! damn lots! and of course more money i used.. haiihh!! so?? how should i ask my dad for money?? tatot ler.!!..

but its ok... tomorrow i call him.. hehehe.. he's sure can understand laa ;))

new skin!

yay!!
i've changed my blog's skin..
i'm loving it!
Uummmmphh!! ;))

i've been using the old one for a long period of tyme.
so i guess its tyme for a changed..

its still girlish2 type of skin.. so what??!!.. i like it.. its me! hehhee... but now.. its brown.. its ok.. still looks cool enough for me.. hahaha...

shax beside me is also customizing her blog! yerp! she's making her blog.. looks great!! go check it out.. sure there's some ppl dying to read her blog.. hehehe... (shax, aku promote ur blog here ;p)

pirates2!!

Finally! i've watched pirates of the caribbean at world's end... hahhaa... for almost a month it showed in the cinema... wth?? well.. the movie was ok! quite boring as it is wayy toOo long.. i dont quite understand the first 2hrs of the movie.. but after that its fun! the part of war! woow! i loiikee it! hahahhaa...

ok.. now i cannot wait for transformers! hopefully it will goo beyond expectation!!! hahhaa..

but bb kt mana kite nk tgk yer?? hehehe.. decide awl2 yer... ;P

wth??

ok..
i wanna blog about something emotional!! hehhe... i'm a bit emotional tonight.. i just dont know why.. well actually, after watching monster-in-law, i viewed my friends' pages (friendster n myspace) then suddenly i felt soo down, sad and lonely..
as to the people that already knew me.. they might probably know who i am basically.. i'm shy and not friendly.. i dont talk much but i preferred to just listen.. because of that i guess, makes me a loner! i have friends.. but i dont have like a zillions friends or perhaps i dont even have hundreds of them.. i think i have a very low self-esteem.. yeah... so pathetic right??
do people dislike me? i mean, like my housemates.. we know each other.. like duh!! we used to be closed (gossipping and all) and then just like a snap of fingers we're like enemy! if we bump into each others, we sometimes ignore others or just smile.. not even a word! wth?? why??
its not just my housemates.. there are others who i dont think i should mention here.. pbbbfttt!! hate it!
honestly.. in MMU i dont have many close friends.. i mean like friends who u can seat together and have fun.. gossipping and telling jokes.. huhu.. right now.. i only have shax, mia, amal and huda.. and sometimes hizami.
i miss alpha yr.. where i have shiedot, doory, hazirah and millie.. i miss the crazy-nest of them..

u know what.. its good to have bb around.. with him i can have hella good of fun! he will make me forget all the bad things.. he make me laugh and cry.. but most of it.. i have fun.. my life shines brightly!! hehehhe.. ;))
i dont what would happen if he's not around.. mybe at that time .................only god knows.. wallahualam..

well..
i better stop before i go to deep about it..
later~

........

gamma??
hahhahaa... classes begin tomorrow! so very the lazy nak pegi class.. i wanna have fun!! haahhaa.. ;))

shax xbalik lg... still in KL.. according to hanim, ticket bus dh abes.. so thats y shax xbalik lg.. huhuu... rindu shax!!

owhh yeah!! i've changed my phone no. from maxis to celcom.. to all my friends i'll give my no. later ok.. right now i'm bz copying all the numbers.. hahhahaa...

i'll update soon
later~

melaka here i come! NOT happy!

in couple of hours i'm off to melaka ;((
haiih!!
the new sem will jz begin shortly!
have to study lg??
:((
tired la!!

whatever it is......
i've got a new wishes!!, new hopes!! and new in everythings!!
yay!!
but not a new bf laa!
hehhee...
stickwitu and only u, Bb!! ;))

genting!

tomorrow.. i mean today ( thursday)... i'm going out!! yay!!! my last 'hanging-out' with my cool buddies!! fara ckp, farewell outing for me! ;)) so sweet! i love them to bitss!! they cheer my days! we're plannin to go to tebrau jj.. to watch fantastic 4.. then jln2.. yay!! i love malls!! hahhaa...

speaking of my cool buddies!
in the end of june, insyaAllah we're going to spend our days together kt genting! yay!!!!! spend tym with them is sooOO worth it!! they rock!! gile2 la dieorg nie...
about genting... its a 3days 2 nights trip.. but the nights will be spend in KL as the hotel is more cheaper than in genting.. save budgets!

cant cant cant waitt!!!!!!!!!!!!
;))

satuday pls come!

cant wait for this saturday!
yippieee!!!!!!!! ;D
jumpe Bb!!
rindu sgt sgt kt die!
4weeks xjmpe rase mcm 4yrs aje..
haiihh!!

tp yg xbesh nyee...
melaka???
soo boring!

but anyways..
me n Bb dh plan soo many fun things to do ;p

pheww!!

finallly!!
after so much painfull of waiting for the result, i'm relieved now!
well...
the result was not that colorfull laa!
but for me...
its more than good..
i thought that i'm gonna fail some of the subjects as it was bloody hard!!!
the moment i step out of the exam hall, i felt like crying! felt like screaming my lungs out!
phewww!!
its over!

i'm going to gamma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yesh3!!
can u believe iT???
rase mcm cpt sgt jer masa berlalu!
hahhahaa...

ok la...
nak enjoyyy!!!

jom heboh!

ok..
yesterday i went to jom heboh jb in danga bay!
like duuhh!!
ada ke other place yg happening enough than danga bay to do those kind of things??
hehehe
but anyways..
jam terok gile ok!
well not that terok sgt la..
but still...
lots and lots of ppl there!
and it was bloody hot!!!
urghhh!!!
cant stand it!
me and shikin xthn sgt..
about an hour aje kiteorg kt sana..
xthn laa!
so in the end..
we decided to just lepak2 kt angsana.
igt kn nk karaoke
but full!!
haiihh!!
everywhere full of ppl!
tension sungguh!
kt angsana
ada show..
from sofaz!
damn nice ok the lead singer voice!
sedap sgt die nynyi live!
and ada leya as a host..

and now...
i've got headache!
since yesterday laa...
cz of those crowd and hotness!
haiihh!!

fbl sux!!

everyone have got their past and failed result!!

why only fbl students havent got ours yet??

why do we have to wait till monday to get the result??

u know how much pressure u put on US???

damnn llaaaa!!!

students lain dh happy dh skrg..

xpyah nk pk2 about the result!

we???

haiihhh!!

hate fbl!!!

always nk jd the cacat of all...

bla bla bla....

wooahhh!! seem like ages i updated my blog... so the mls ok nk update! have quite a fun during my holidays! hahahhaha.. NOT REALLY!!
met my buddies here.. most of them!! havent met azy, syeeqa, AD n firuz though!!! goshh!! i mish2 them!!

yesterday was fara's 20th bufday! we went out to celebrate it.. went to leisure mall.. jln2 aje.. igt kn nk watch movie but xd cite besh! i mean got laa... but most of them ada yg dh tgk.. so ended up xtgk laaa! huhuu... then we thought nk main boling but the bufday gurl xnak.. fara demam :((
sian bufday gurl!

then since leisure mall got nothing yg besh!! beside boling n movie.. so we headed to CS to see tahril yg tgh keje.. actually tahril merajuk ngn kiteorg.. keluar without him.. they actually planned nk kuar mlm..midnite out! but.. i cant! u know my parents! strict! wouldnt let me keluar mlm..huuhuhu.... soo soorrry guys! this is me! hahahaha...

i wanted to go out again!! before balik melaka! demmit!! i kene ballik melaka awl! on saturday! my dad keje on sunday! what???? on sunday pon nk keje?? haiihhh!! most important person la kn!! hahahahah.. wtv!