actually i was relieved though that i dont have to balik jb.
this is because..
i've got this scary horrifying news about jb!!

there's this thing where we called 'rusuhan kaum'.
yeahh!!
malay and india..
i dont know whats behind the story..
but what i know is that, the indian was very angry with the malays that they created problems!

what had happened in JB was that the indian killed malays!!
wtf!!!!!
and with the celebration of independece in jb!
they were a rumors saying that the indian will attack in dataran.
and they might probably kill even more people..
-kill the guys
-rogol the girls!

fuck la i tell u!
what is the real story?
why things have to be like this?
we are in a free peaceful country..
should this stupid things have to happened???

goshh!!
some ppl seriously got no brain..
killing ppl really solve all the problems?
think carefully my dear..
u surely dont wanna end up like in middle asian right?
u surely dont wanna waste ur tym in jail do you??


but to all JBians!
be carefull..
especially to my family...
will pray day and night for the safety on my family..

xoxo sue

i feel soOOo down right now.
dont know why.
its kinda strange u know..

well actually was sad knowing that most people here will going back home to celebrate merdeka
while me?
stuck here in melaka alone!
shax, hanim everybody!
not Bb of course..
he's the one who dont allowed me balik jb.

;(( ;((

i am sOOo jealous!
jealous of basha.. ;p

hahhaha..
tetiba je rase jealous teramat sgt ngn die...
besh nye study kt overseas!

it was once my dream u know..
& still is..

but..
but....

saye xpndai mcm tue..
gile2 mcm die & always caused trouble pon otak still the bomb!!
jealous nyee!!

seal slaughter!!!

Last night as i was browsing through the Internet, i came across this one stupid uncivilised human being in Canada.
u know what??
every year, the government of canada allowed to seal slaughter!!
yerpp!!
u read me!
slaughter the seall!!
and its a baby seal!
FCUK!!

in 2006 je, the government allowed 354,344 seals to be killed, of which 98% were less than 3 months old. !!
gile kejam yg teramat sangat i tell you!!
&&& u wanna know the most kejam thing??
the way they killed the baby seal is by beating the seal pups to death with a club or a large ice-pick.
babi!!
eishh!!
geram laaaa!!
and if u read the whole article u would be crying your ass immediately..
;((

here's some bloody and horific pictures of the stupid human behavior nowadays...



tgk la... poor baby seal ;(

sial nye org!!

huhu.. help!!!!

cibai laaa org!!

lamanye xblog!!
its not that i dont wanna blog.. but i cant..
the stupid bad internet connection in ixora was the reason i cant.
now still is bad..
tension siott!!
online ym pon mcm tuuut!!
hahhaha...
wuteve!!

stress nye!!
i called Bb hundredth of times!
no answers!!
hishhH!!

where is he????
confused!

urghh!!!

;)

yay!!
my family is on their way here in melaka for a hols!!
am soooO happy!!
;))

out~

yesterday me and Bb went out to celebrate our belated 2yrs anniversary.
we did not had the chance to celebrate on 15 july because that time Bb was sick!
very very sick.

so only yesterday we thought was the time to celebrate.
we went out from 3pm till 12am!
imagine the tiredness of it!
but we had fun!

we had our dinner at kennys' rogers.
then
we watched ratatouille movie.
it was fun! and funny!
but a bit gross!
yela..
rats cooked for u?
imganine that..
yurkss!!

after that.
we did some shopping!
and because there's this celebration of merdeka in dataran pahlawan, the DP opened till late 12.
well most of the shops la..
and because of that too..
the roads was jam!!
badly jamm.....
urghh!!

and because of that tooo..
me and Bb had fun!
i mean..
we get the chance to walk like around the melaka raya.. ;))
actually was waiting for our friend to fetch us.
and because of the jam..
i've got headache!!
hahaahhaa;))

then after that..
we was hungry again!!
so we ate at asam pedas in pasar apa ntah nama die...

basically thats all..
;))


*pictures will be update in a short while ;p*

rascal flatts~

i'm soOOo into country songs!!
hehhe..
tetiba jer terasa sgt2 suka.
saye telah jatuh cinta!!!! ;))

its very relaxing!
when in stress better listen to this kind of songs.
sure ok lepas tue ;p

and this is my fav. group at the moment.
but am searching for more..
;))

sore throat~

sore throat!!
hate it..
last night i almost out of breath because of it..
cant sleep.
and it bothering me every single second!
almost 2days now.

sore throat bile kamu mahu baik yer?
sick n tired of it!

i dont wanna end up getting sick.
plz plz plz go away!

Ooops!

wanna know something funny and embarrassing happened yesterday?
hehhe ;)

yesterday i waited for Bb..
and as usual he's always late..
not always la but still always..
erk?? *thinking*

wuteve la kn..
as i was waiting for him i dgn buhsan nye meng-try2 baju..
pkai 1 baju then rase xbest tukar another baju..
hahha..
gile xd keje kn?
nk g mkn kt kdai bwh ixora je kot..

well..
i pkai this baleno baju then chat with my cuzen..
chat punya chat..
then Bb call ckp dh siap and suh turun bwh skrg..
i dgn kelamkabut like always pegi tukar baju lg!!
hahha..
ok i wasnt that confy with the previous one so i tukar la kn..

so dlm lift i was like.... eh mcm got something wrong with me je..
rase mcm tercekik plak..
rase like this baju shrinking towards me..
kuar dr lift jer..
i raba2 my baju..
&&&&
OMG!!
i realised that i wore the baju terbalik!!!!!!!!
dpn belakang terbalik...
hahahha
*ketwa guling2*

i pnggil Bb then i went to the toilet betolkn.
and like always Bb ketwa kn me like nvr ketwa before..
hahhaa ;))

kelakar k..
what are those girls in the lift yg realised might probably think??
am i insane??
hahahha...

wutever!!

we'll miss u, basha!

yesterday i called Basha to wish him farewell. he's going to texas for a couple of years to further his study.

yerp..! sedih kn? ;((

he's one of my besties in jb.

so much memories we had together..

and and and..

i remembered the day he pretended to be my boyfriend.

hahhhaa ;))

so funny ok that day..

wanna know the full story?

;p

well.. when i was 18 i was so gatal the miang kinda girl.. i like to flirt! but for god sake only tru mirc. ONLY! and i totally had no intention to go out dating.. but this one boy was soOOooOOOo the perasan thought that i like him.. and right after school he will call me and we will gayut like for over an hour a day! at first i dont mind at all.. because he was the one who call me so i've got nothing to waste (i mean bil tepon ;p) but day by day i started to felt bored.. because what? because he will played his guitar and sang for me! yerp3! SANG!! and omg! what a worst voice! and he seriously thought he got THAT voice?? wtf!! so i started to ignored him.. but then one day.. he calles asking me out.. and of course i reject la kn.. i gave him lotsa reasons.. but dgn degil nye he called shikin my friend (which no. phone die i gave) asked her out.. because what?? he said he wanna gave me presents and desperately need to see her.. what????

to make the story short..

i followed shikin.. but not as suraya.. but i menyamar jd ika! hahahha ;)) but of course terkantoi la pastu...

hahhaha ;))

but before terkantoi... me n shikin ternmpk basha with his friends.. kiteorg keja die smpai dpt then begging him to be my bf for a day.. after puas begging he agreed!

yay!!

so start la agenda romantis kami ;p

romantis la sgt kn.. gaduh3 byk... cz basha bising3 mara2 ckp tue la gatal sgt.. kan dh kene.. haha..

owyh yeah! before i forgot.. this guy? adalah seorg yg sgt xhensem.. gemok pendek dan hitam! hahahha..

seriously! omg!!

actuallt i dont mind la kn die mcm tue.. but tru phone punyala die describe himself as totally opposite him! wtf! gile perasan mammat nie.. xbole blah langsung!!!

so after terkantoi yg ika actually was me.. he was really mad. but i dont give a fcuking damn about it.. i ignored and basha settle kn for me.. hehhe.. how sweet he was that day.. acted totally like my bf. ;p

well thats what friends are for right? help when needed..

i love him!!

;))

so basically that was the worst day i had in my life.. knowing a person that is soooOOo much perasan..

and as a conclusion.. xpyah chat with strangers.. not worth it!

serik siot..!!

btw.. this is basha with his girlfriend.. both in texas now..

we'll miss u basha!!

i'm going home~~

"Well I'm going home,

Back to the place where I belong,

And where your love has always been enough for me.

I'm not running from.

No, I think you got me all wrong.

I don't regret this life I chose for me.

But these places and these faces are getting old,

So I'm going home.

Well I'm going home."

~~its a chorus from daughtry-home song~~

lalalalla~~

hehhe..

thats how i feel right now..

i'm going home~

nice song ;)

i'm going to pack my things..

and get ready for tomorrow ;))

its about time i released all my tension from my hectic exams schedule this past few days.

and fyi, all the papers was sucks!

i did quite badly i think.

and because of that.

i've got migrain for 3days!

and still not ok!

blehh!

surveys

26 of the MOST Spontaneous QuestionsEver,
BE HONEST.

1. What do you want for your birthday?
~ I want everythings!!! ;p

2. Who will be your next kiss
~ since i'm in melaka.. Bb kot ;)

3. When was the last time you went to the mall?
~ let see... 2 weeks or 3 weeks ago.. lame dh ;(

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
~ nope

5. How did you spend your summer?
~ summer? everyday is summer ;))

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
~ nope.. but i did watched some movies with my pc ;p

7. What was the last thing you had drink?
~ water.

8. What are you wearing right now?
~ white t-shrt and.... nothing.. hahaha ;p

9. What was your last purchase?
~ nothing.. Bb paid for my lunch ;)

10.What was the last food you ate?
~ nasi bercampur

11. Who would be the person you wouldcall if you were up in the middle ofthe night and couldn't sleep?
~ of course it would forever be Bb.. he always will lyn me.. x0x0

12. Have you bought any clothing itemsin the last week?
~ nope ;(

13. Do you have a pet?
~ nope.. but was planning to get 1

14. What made you laugh in the last 5days?
~ 5days?? only Bb and my friends..

15. If you could be anywhere rightnow, where would you be?
~ JB! i wanna go home! tension ddk sini ;(

16. What is the last thing youpurchased online?
~ havent try purchase online.. xcaye jer.

17. One thing you hate about yourself?-
~ only me to know.. hahaha

18. What's your favourite soup?
~ape2 aje.

19. Do you miss anyone?-
~ lotsa ppl to mention here.. but mostly my fam n frens

20. What are your plans for the day?
~ study! what else.. tomorrow exam.

21. Last person you msg'd?
~ Bb.

22. Ever went to camp?
~ once ;)

23. Are you a good student in school?
~ mybe ;p

24. What do you know about the (your)future?
~ full of possibilities..haa

25. Are you wearing any perfume orcologne?
~ yerp.

26. Where is your best friend rightnow?
~ all around m'sia.