I've been very stress this whole week.
last tuesday i've got Public Sector exam.
then have to do marketing assignment which due today (friday)
then tomorrow ive got Organizational Behavior exam.
;((

&&
OB sgt byk to study!
ada 4 chapters & ohmy! byk nye nk kene hafal..
ni baru midterm aje..
FINAL???
urghh!!!!!!

tension nye la study nie kn??

but anyways,
yesterday when to Bb's housemates farewell party (act, mkn2 aje)
they'll sgt sporting..
i mean...
its mix ok ( chinese, indians, & malays)
but they'll mcm 1 race..
siap bole gurau2 panggil monyet laa..
gay laa...
huhu..
best nye dpt housemates mcm tue...
lucky Bb..

wish i have those sporting housemates..
my housemates?
only shaxie & fira aje i think yg best.
mira, wina & sha sgt xbest...
i mean since the stupid incident & the tuduh2 tue i dont think we're ok..

honestly, mira & wina i can handle..
but sha?
looking at her face aje dh meluat..
& i hate her soOo much!
yurks!
who do she think she is?
plzz laaa!
harap je muke innocent and all..
so ppl,
dont judge a books by its cover.
thank u very much!


oops! biar la if dieorg bace.. sorry!
its my blog... i'll write whatever i like.
if u terasa or marah...
plz just click the x button at the top..

urgh!
life is so unfair!!
but who's me to judge aite??

God had his own reasons for the things that happened to me..
just have to live with it.
& thankful for everythings.
;)

grow up suraya!!
its time for u to be more matured than now! (mature ke?)
hehe...

but anyway,
today was kinda sux!
sux in terms of my health!
haha..
got a very terrible headache...
& i think its due to the yesterday exam ;(
i felt kinda tired & sometime felt like to vomit..
but luckily i'm much more better now after telan 2 biji panadol.
(thanks to shaxie) ;))

ok.
off to bed!
& i hope to wake up around 5.30am to study.
still got lotsa things to cover before saturday exam..
;(

nite nite~

abah i miss!

:((

right now most probably abah in the flight!
on the way to NZ for 2 weeks!!

ooowhh!!
suddenly i miss him triplee trillion muchh!!
huhu...

abah called me just now asking what i wanted as a gift.
i said nvr mind..
just lotsa & lotsa chocolates will do ;))

fyi, i obssessed with chocolates!!
its my life!!
hahahaaa ;)))

take care abah ;)

i woke up very very early today!!
5.30am!!
huhu..
there's reason why okay!
i dont slimply wake up early for nothing okay!!
hahaha ;p

but anyway, the reason i woke up early is because i've got exam at 10.
& because i havent study THAT much!
urgh!!

so the paper was not that hard but still cannot do ;((
the last ques was kinda confusing FOR ME!
haha..
i did lil bit of it ( actually i wrote 1 full pg for the Q but it wasnt the right answer!)
bummit!!!!!
urghh!!

now i'm devastating!!!!!

choow!!!

sunday!

yesterday i accompanied Bb to hospital pantai.
he had to see the doctor because of his eyes thingy..
& also because the hospital called him for his signature..
haha..
in the hospital i saw hizami's car at the car park.
but no so sure if it was his.
i think it was.. at least.
haha..
its ok..
i ask him if it was him in pantai ;p

then after hospital,
we went to Jj cz Bb wanted to buy contact lenses.
he said he cant bare to live without lenses cz it his life!!
actually his life was BOLA!
so no contact lenses no bola for him!
so die kena beli to save his life..
haha..
weird!!
but anyway, i bought myself a color lenses also..
with power of course..
fyi, my power increased to 150!!
urghhH!!!
benci toll!!!!!

then after that we watched HITMAN!!!
ooOOmmgggod! !!
gile best la the cite!
although its hard for us to understand the cite.
but goshhh!! best sgt2!!!!
&&&
the hero was OoH my! so HANDSOME & CUTE & MACHO!!
hehe..
seriously!
go watch!!!

then after movie went straight home to study ;(
midterm is tomorrow..
& i dont think what i've read stuck in my head!
bummmitt!

OooooOOo!!

i wanna watch THE GOLDEN COMPASS..!!

& i think this movie is a MUST see 1..

ehehe..

i swa the preview & it was OOoo soOO fantastic!!

jom watch!!!

ex

oowh yeah.
i remember now..
yesterday in Jj..
guess who i saw?????????????


my EX in JB!!
when i was i form 5..
hahaa.....

before we entered Jj i saw this group of guys at CIMB atm outside Jj.
then one of them tegur Bb..
Bb's friend..
he said he is from ALAM..
then when i heard alam i was like........ ok probably my ex's here..
so buat bodoh je la kn..

then at 1 shop...
i saw himm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!!
u dont know how i felt ok that tym!
well...
dont wanna talk about him.
i have Bb now! ;))
& i love him ;))

but of course he didnt see me.. ( hope so)
but if he did... he wont recognize me cz what i know.... tym f5 i was sOOo gemok!!
that i weigthed nearly 60kg!
now i'm 49kg..
hehe ;)
not to be proud but i think i'll gain more ;(

owh yeahh..
his name is HAMZAH FANSURI!
cute aite name die??
hehe.
jz like the person!
(oOOpss!!)
hahahaa..
no laa.. joking ;p

daa~~

enchanted!

Enchanted was awesome!

full of sweeettt-ness! ;)

the songs!!

omyy!!

i love ;)

sape ada lagu2 OST Enchanted??

buzz me at ym - gorg_swan

ok!!

hehe

so u guys!!

go & watch enchanted!

especially to those whose in love ;)

i know its fary tales.

but sometime u just have to run away from the reality aite?

i lil'bit of fary tales aint harm u.

hehe..

watch watch watch!!!!!

ever ever after!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

muaxhhh!

yayyyy!!

jap lagi nk g tgk cite ENCHANTED!!!

seronok nyee!!
xsabar! ;))

nnti after the movie i'll update about the movie & whether its nice or not.

;)

but surely its nice & best & woooahhH!!

haha

ok till then ;)

;))
i soOOoo in Lovvee with country songs!!
;))

sad ;(
rasenye i cant meet rasyiqah this weekends.
just read my previous post...
so many things to do yet so lil' time.
urghh!!

kesian azy, fairuz, ad n especially iqa..
promised hang out with them before iqa fly to NZ..
but with my time like that how can i make it?
;(

iqa fly nxt yr.. but nxt month die kene g MRSM Langkawi cz die continue study there b4 fly to NZ..
urgh!
i'm sooOOoo gonna miss her!!

iqa... n the girls...
sorry sgt2 cz i cant make it..
i wanna hangout n gossiping with u guys.. but i cant ;(
its been nearly a yr aite we havent meet?
eventhough ddk jb but its hard for us to meet kn??
so so so sorry ;((

IMPORTANT date for next week :

1) 26/11 - sumbit marketing assignment 1 to hizami. (demmit! didnt anything yet!)
2) 27/11 - midterm exam for public sector accounting (demmit again! didnt start anything yet)
3) 01/12 - midterm exam for organizational behavior (also xstart anything! urghhh!!)

urghh!!
byk nye keje n benda nk kene buat..
assignment nak kene submit to hizami xtau nak wat mcm mana..
ooooowhhh i'm so stress3!!

hari yg penuh kemarahan.

i am so pissed off today! at Bb..
dont ask why cz i myself also dont know!!
urghh!!
tension okay!
sometimes i think i hate him soOo much.
but most of the time i luv him!
urghh!!
why?????????
pls give answer to me...


btw,
yesterday i went to muhibbah dinner.. i know3.. its already past raye. but MMU Melake nie lembab sket.... hahhaa...
overall okay la... but ada la a group of girls ( what i saw la) punyalah tamak amek byk sgt food n xhabis... & because of them got other ppl yg xdpt rase the food. siot gile! tamak nk mmpos pastue wat muke kerek. cantik xpe la kan.. bongok!!!!!!!
owh yeah... smlm jgak i won the fuh-yoo thingy! hahaha.. they came to us (me, huda, ctsue n sape ntah) to play some game.. yg sgt bodoh okay! hahah.. dgn pakai baju kurung we have to follow what they say n do the opposite way. phm?
wutever!
hahaa...

ok gtg.
nak tido..
sejuk2 nie best wooo tido!
nite3!

sue xoxo

;))

sunday is a day to have fun! ;p

as always, sundays are the day for me & Bb to have fun ;p

ari ahad @ sabtu sure kiteorg xlekat kt bilik.

xcaya tny shax.

kn shax??

hehe.

always got something for us to do.

the common one is watching the new movie.

yea la...

every week sure got 1 or 2 movies baru kn?

so of course kiteorg xnak lepaskn peluang watching the new one which is

.......

BEE MOVIE!!

gile best okay the movie.

cute plak tue ;p

althought i was kinda tired ( have to wait like 5hrs for our movie)

i still phm the movie.

owh & ramai gile bdk kecik!!!

hahaha..

& bising & diorg yg gelak plng kuat.

but cute ;p

padan muke Bb!!! hehe..
but at the same time still kesian kt die ;p

td time Bb main bola ptg2 kt padang mmu, die accident ;p
bola 'terpelanting' kt mata die.
& sape kenal my Bb die wear spect. but time main bola die pkai contact lenses. like duhh!!
so bile bola kene mata die, terkena la lenses die kn?
so he thought that time yg lenses die msk dlm mata.
he was scared because his left eye sgt2 sakit.
then he went to see the doc. in hospital pantai to check his eyes.
luckily the doc said its nothing.
the lense was already out. ( maybe terkeluar after the bola kena mata die)
but the for safety the doc. injected his eye.. (hahaha ;)))
sian die aite??
haha NOT!

sorry Bb.
its not that i dont kesian u. but the thing is i dont really like u play soccer.
if u play soccer ada aje benda yg xkene..
i mean u'll get hurt & injured!
& of course i hate it okay!
then dh sakit2 sebok2 ngadu kt sue..
bukan sue xnak layan..
but if u sakit because of bola!!! of course i will not entertain u!!!!

gile kejam sue kn??
hehe....

but honestly,
u can play i dont really mind.
but please dont be too obsessed with soccer or football or whatever u called it.
play to have fun i can accept it.
but if u play & play & play & as a result ur marks drop.
i'll kill u!!!
(kill in terms of my way okay)
hahahha..

ok2 need to sleep got plan tomorrow ;p

VS fashion show.

hot chicks everywhere!!

(owh & exclude heidi's husband ;p)

its a Victoria's Secret fashion show.

i wish i could attend the glamorous event ;p

lots & lots of hot celebrities attended the show.

& of course the models are super hot!

but2..

the most bestest thing is that.

my all time favorite girl group.....

SPICE GIRLS!!

they performed live ( although lipsynching) for the 1st time!!!!!

after 10 yrs of silence! but now they're back!!!

yiipppiieee!!! ;)))

arent they so hot & glamorous???

it's almost midnite but yet i dont feel sleepy. shax's already in bed since 8pm. she's probably having the nicest dream ever ;p . yeah la i think its worth for her since yesterday she had a hard time sleeping. poor shaxie & its all because of the coffee ;p who can we blame? hehe.. shaxie is so addicted to coffee & the 'best' thing is that she'll drink it in the middle of the nite. haiih shaxie! hehe. ;))
shaxie blogged about mr lim & his super duper fucking idiot friend aite? if u guys read her blog u should know what i'm talking about. what i'm gonna share with ya'll is that Bb also had a similar kinda situation with what shaxie had been thru. a slightly diff. but the same all fucking manners that those stupid ixora management gave us!!! wth!! i totally deeply hating them!!! so fucking berlagak that i wanna slap all the faces of the management (excluding the kakak melayu- she's the only nicest person in management). urghh! gile sgt berlagak!. i wanna know sampai bile dieorg bole bertahan. come'n la.. ur business surely wont last long despite all the bad things you've done to lotsa ppl okay! i guarantee!!!
okay stop blogging about those unhealthy ppl. ignore them or else they'll ruin ur day. hahahha.

tomorrow my class start at 8am. AGAIN! untill 12pm. non-stop 4hrs lectures! haha. gile kejong dlm lecture hall tue nnti. ;p
okay wanna sleep. i need a wonderful peaceful sleep like shax's. hehe.

goodnite everyone. sweet dream ;))

sue xxx

i was pissed off with Bb just now. but i'm okay now ;)) he's so good in pujuk-ing me ;)) thats what i likkee about him the most ;))
why i was mad?? imagine if u had to wait for someone for half an hr in the freaking nowhere?? ok2.. exagerating!! Bb asked me to wait for him at fbl lobby at 6.30pm. he had class untill 7pm but he thought the class was gonna end. but sadly the lecturer disscussed the tutorial Q's. so the class ended 7.05pm. so imagine i had to wait for him for half an hr in fbl lobby all by myself ;((
apa lagi i mara la!!! but then die pujuk ;p suke saye ;))))

Dear blog,
what happened with the world nowadays? i mean the people (Human beings??). not all of course. but hey! tired to hear the same old stories to each & everyone yg terlibat. urghhh!! & of course i wont blog detail about it. i just dont wanna hurt anyones' feeling.
but anyway.
today class was ok i guess. mdm mazni suddenly became such a nice lecturer afterall. she seem fun & un-strict (thats what according to her). but the lectures went so bloody slow. haha. the 1st lectures was very fast but today sgt2 slow. haha.
after class we (amal, me, huda, mia & zami) went to clinic to timbang our weight. u know what??? damia kurus gile2 nye kurus la.. (sorry mia but i wanted to tell everyone ;p) she weight like 40kg?? imagine that... i'm so very jealous of her! mia mia... whats the secret?? share2 please!! hehe ;))

my next class would be at 4pm & its a boring boring tutorial conducted by mr. paul!! urghh!! buhsan3!!!!!
can i please not go to that tutorial class!!

ok later.

Dear blog,
Life has been very very boring this past few days! i lost my appetite. i eat less than i usually eat. i lost interest in food called RICE. urgh! whats is happening to me?? i feel kinda bored with the food here. (i told u already aite?) but the sad thing is that i dont think i loss a kg of my weight. urghh!! dh xbole mkn nape xkurus2??. haha..
but anyways. i hate study! haha. lotsa assignments this sem. short sem but hectic!! & the courses i took this sem mcm hard aje semua. leceh bebenor >:(

urgh!
i'm hungry! but what to eat???

zoo

Dear blog,
yesterday was great! me & Bb went to visit his 'friends'. hehe. i mean we went to melaka's zoo ;))
i know its kinda lame talking bout zoo at this age. but seriously i've never been to malaysian zoo.
not to try talking big but its true. i've been to australian & singapore zoo but not malaysian
;( very sad aite?
but anyway, i find melaka zoo quite awesome!. its big! very big! the animals was most of them lazying around sleeping ;( nak tngkp picture pon susah. but we managed to snap some pictures though. the pictures will be upload tomorrow i hope.
Jln2 di zoo melaka only took us about 2hrs. but hey! seriously we were damn exhausted! its like climbing bukit beruang. haha. & of course it was hot.
after zoo melake we had our lunch cum dinner at Mcd Ayer keroh. then went to Jj . bought some things then straight home!.
wooahh! the day was full with walking! i wonder how many calories i burned today. any idea??
hehe.
i wanna lose some weight. i think i'm getting fatter. ;(

ok. daa~

Dear blog,
just reached home from mia's open house. yg dtg only me,shax,hizami,huda & also nesya n faiz (nesya's bf).
we ate nasi beriyani (i think) which is sOOo sgt sedap ;))
&& there's only gossips all the way ;p
of course la kn when melaccans meet cyberians there would be lotsa & lotsa gossips. *wink*
sorry i've got no pictures to post together. maybe nesya have it. u should check her blog

ok.
wanna rest & sleep ;P

Dear blog,
was out to the mall today. thought of buying a Gisele bunchans (betol ke spelling?)ipanema sandal 'terbantut' cz they dont have my siza (size7) ;(
in MP pon have no size 7. very frustrating actually. my current sandal was old! haha. mcm nk tercabut je when walking. but actually in a good condition. but the mood to shop was very high! what to do aite?
but bile pikir2. i think i wanna save the money & buy a sneaker. maybe adidas or nike. which one yg terpikat hati akan kubeli someday. insyaALlah. i wanna start wearing shoes now. bole?
but depends where to go la kn.

shax is sleeping now. she wanna wake up around 3am to study. mcm pelik aje. i mean i was the one who usually sleep very early but today. other way around. ;)

i soo cannot wait for tomorrow. mia's open house! bole mkn sedap2.. ;p & have fun of course la kn ;))

Dear blog,
i was quite... no VERY angry at him yesterday. i just dont know why. i guess starting from now i cant totally depends on him. i have to be independent towards everythings! just dont be too 'mengharap'. i wont blog detail bout yesterday. not because i dont want to but because i was late for class ;p
i've got classes on fridays!!!!!!! demmmitt!
everyones dh free on fridays but us?? boleh x? smpai ptg 5-6pm. mmg bengong!

okay. i've to take my shower.
peace ya'll ;p
xoxo

Dear blog,
nothing interesting happened today. woke up went to classes had my lunch & here i am at home blogging. thats all. how pathetic aite? but anyway, i changed my number again!. its still celcom but only its prepaid. kinda fedup using postpaid. so i changed. haha. but the prepaid one is kinda save. ;p

owh yeahh...
tomorrow is depavallie ;))
so happy happy happy depavalli to all who celebrate it ;)
enjoy the day ok!

peace ;p
xoxosue

Dear blog,
Public sector accounting seem to be pretty hard. we have to know all the ministers names n what their jobs are. well basically we have to know bout the country and the politics. boring aite? lecture said that starting from now we have to watch news & read the newspapers EVERYDAY!!! can u imagine how boring my life could be after this? ;((
but today i forgot to buy newspaper so i read it through the net only.
after PSA class i had my lunch in ps with Bb. & only a day i've started getting bored with the menu. it is still the same old menu. ;( when ha its gonna change??
after lunch i went straight to bed till 4-ish cz i my head was bangging like hell!! urghh! hate headache!
& now i'm watching heroes! (ok i know i'm ketinggalanzaman) but what to do? hehe. Bb burned byk movies for me! woooahhh!!! i loike ;p

ok. peace!
xoxosue

dear blog,
i reached melaka yesterday afternoon. unpacked a lil' bit then went to class. my 1st class was ok i guess. just had a simple preview bout the subject & the assignments. the book that we have to buy cost rm74. mahal kn? but i already bought it. lecturer said if u dont buy it then u'll fail the subject. mcm sumpah aje! so thats y i buy it. haha.. after class went to jj with Bb. watch 30days of night. the movie was thrilled & the sound effect was awesome!! haha. but basically the movie not that good yet scary.. mcm mana tue?? haha.. then had my dinner & bought some things. reached home from jj around 10-ish. then went straight to bed ;( ok thats all ;p

update later.

i'll be off to melaka in a couple of minutes!!!!!!!!
;((

& will reach melake around 2pm.
;((

then straight to class
;((


xbest nyeee!!!!

open house

dear blog,
yesterday was super duper fun! all the things went pretty well. i had a blast with all my cousins. the guest well unknown to me! hahaha.. yeah la most of them was my dad's friends n coworkers. owh yeahh my ex-teachers from secondry school came. woahh! so suprised ;p
pictures xbyk amek cz we dont have digital camera. my bro dh amek. so we took some pictures using handphones n video camera. so the picttures turned out to be bad ;(
see my fs for the pictures.

openhouse!

Dear blog,
woooaahh!! just finished shopping some groceries for tomorrow's open house. am soOOo tired. baru shopping aje. belom cooking later at night. sure kepenatan smpai hari ahad. but luckily i'll be back to melake on monday morning so can rilex2 a bit on sunday. ;))
for tomorrow open housE? my friend will not be coming. none of them! ;(( they all bz with school. they got exams. sedih sgt ;( looks like i've to entertain my sis's friends then. its okay. jadi budak kecik for a day sure will be fun ;p
but the best part is my aunt's pet son will be here!! i tell u he's one of the cutest baby alive!! haha.. see my fs page for his picture ;p soo cute that i wanna cubit2 his pp. but kekdg he's bit ngade2. takot ngn outsider la konon. pang kang! hahahaa...

but anyways.
i unoficially wanna invite those my friends who happened to read my blog to my open house tomorrow after 4pm till late night.
if u dont know my house. just msg me to my new celcom no. thank u! ;))
&&& u're welcome to it okay! mkn smpai perut boncet okay!
hehe ;))

xoxosue

Dear blog,
i so cannot believe itt!! urghhh!!!
was expecting totally diff from the actual one.
bodoww!!
tension!!

:(

dear blog,
i'm sad ;( susahnye nk buat date with my jb friends. ;( bkn selalu i'll be in jb. only 3 weeks. nk jmpe sekejap pon susah.
i dont blame them. i blame MMU! hahha.. why MMU hols always not the same as ipta? susah la mcm nie. sampai kapan pon xjmpe dieorg.
even hari raye pon xjmpe ;(
everyone bz with their upcoming exams. have to study of course.
& as a result, i'm all alone at home doiing nothing except membesarkn bdn.
that is so very unfair!!

guys!
bile lg bole jmpe?
hari tue raye i only met saidin tahril wanzul n didie aje.
korg yg lain bile lg? ;((

xoxosue

dear blog,
see i told u before that i was bloody bored! look at how many entry i posted for just TODAY? hehe.. in lest than an hr. hehe. gile buhsan la. ;))
i'll surely will blog later.

xoxosue

her

dear blog,
i think i have to agreed with nesya. i read her blog a couple of days ago, she wrote that friend with boys are much funner than girls. funner like more best!. suddenly i felt that now. NO! i felt that since the beginning of the hols. i'm not talking about all my girlfriends. the melaccan ones is okay. no problem with them! ;)) it just that my sorg girlfriend nie. from jb that i we've been friend since primary school. haiih! why suddenly she making all the fuss? is it because u have a bf now? like hello!!!! not only u okay. bole dikatakn everyone in our group have their own partner. but still they can squeez some time for their friends. but u?? haihh! is bf is that important? than ur friendS? well to me is yes la.. ;p but luckily mine ddk jauh d-ipoh. hehe. tp still la.. u can work it our right?
there's lotsa things bout her that kinda upset me. but i'm okay with her. not mad at her just upset.
hope she'll change because i dont wanna others to 'pulau' her anymore.

i love her okay!

xoxosue

dear blog,
i've already packed all my things for melake. well not all. but all my clothes la.. (u get me?) hehe.
i still need to do some shopping on the toiletries and some food. living in melake ALONE mean u have to save up. ;)) so the food? u have to bring from home.. haha..
no kidding ;p it just that the food in melake easily make me 'muak' n 'membuhsankn'

next sem?
wahhh3 time flies pretty quickly aite? pejam celik pejam celik dh 2nd yr 2nd sem. lg 2 1/2yrs nk grad! ooowhh so cannot wait.. hehe.
anyway, speaking of new sem... i've got a new revolution. what is it? sorry cannot tell dear blog. i wanna keep it to myself n hope to achieve it. *cross my fingers*

xoxosue

sorry

dear blog,
sorry for the emotional entry yesterday. i was so pissed. i know its my dad who asked for favour! MY DAD! but the thing is, i can easily be mad. 'panas baran'. sorry again. but luckily didn't marah2 my dad. that would be totaly wrong aite? but i did cari him the articles. althought not much or maybe the articles didnt help him at all. it just hard to find article. lagipon i dont know what his speech is all about. hehe.