abah sayang!!

i feel like blogging today.. feel like theres so many things to say.. but i dont know what.. hehehe.. well basically like always i'm busy with my studies.. got 1 more paper to go (midterm for god sake!) still got finals!!! got lotsa assignments.. critique essay which due next week & i havent done anything yet! demmit!!! why am i sooOoo lazy???

yesterday.. i found out from naz ( my bro) that he'll be furthering his study in Lim Kok Wing!!! yesh yesh yesh!!!! the SooOOoo expensive LIM KOK WING!!! can u imagine it???? my bro in LKW?? hehhee... well he like arhi so my dad thought that LKW was the only BEST place for him to go.. actually my dad dont really into IPTA.. & dont ask me why.. i just dont know the answer..

i'm happy for him (naz) because he will be studying again and not lepaking at home doing nothing.. but what i'm scared about was that it is SOoOOOO expensive!!! && who knows me... they know that my family is not rich!! i'm scared that my dad cannot handle IF we face financial problem in the future! =( i just can help thinking bout it u know.. my sis and i are in MMU which is already expensive! but then my bro in the MOST! expensive U in m'sia ( i think!)

&& i know that my dad want the BESTEST! for all of us... but i think he shouldn't have to sacrifice himself though.. he works hard enough i know.. he works almost everydays in a week.. even saturdays n sundays!! & even on school holidays! he have not much rest! & he's sick! ... oh gosh!! i'm crying writing this.!!seriously!! i love my dad sOOOo much! & he's the best dad in the whole entire world!!
i wish i could say this to him... oh god! i'll praying all day long asking god for the happiness n good health for my dad.. i hope we will never ever make him down! i dont wanna upset him.. he done more than enough for the good sake of our family!..

i wish and i hope n i WANT! to be the girl that my dad have always wanted me to be! & that would be ACCOUNTANT!! i dont wanna burden him more in the future.. i wanna make him happy.. i dont wanna make him sad anymore.. & thats my promise! to myself!! and u my blog the witness of this..

abah!
i know u wouldnt read this..
but if i got a chance to say this in front of u i would..
abah!
sue sayang abah sgt sgt!!
sue tak nak kecewakn abah in the future..
thank you soOoo much for everythings..
&& i hope i can repay everythings that u have done..

;)) xoxo~ sue
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hoho...

jz finished my FAR midterm exam... how was it?? i dun wanna even talk about it.. well i think i did pretty well.. but ..........*sigh* i still got i more paper to go.. and that will be management accounting.. so i've to prepare early as i dun wanna stuck in the traffic jam in my brain! hahahaa... i got lotsa assignment to finish ok!! critique essay!! FAR, MA, FINANCE.. semua subjects la got assignment! pening3!!..
ok la.. i'm kinda dizzy now.. woke up at 6am jz to study FAR! ahhahaha... till then...
caylowww~~~~ ZzZzzzzZZZzz

shhhHhhh~

I am damn busy right now.. Thus, my blog would be in silence for a time being..
so...
happy happy olways!
smiillee!!! =D

owh yeah!! wish me luck in my midterm exams! got 2 more papers (FAR n MA)
=D =D =D


luvluv ;)) sue

GACC '07

huuhu..

i'm bit depressed actually.. i dont know hows my macroecons result would be like.. i think i did stupidly! urghhh!!! tension siot!..
but anyways.. i dont to spoilt my mood blogging with those feelings.. what comes around goes around.. haiihh!!

this couple of days are the most tiring days ever! (in yr 2007).. i've been selling the-not profitable ice-cream for 2days!! it was like *&^% i tell u! sgt menyakitkn hati.. haiihh!!
luckily the GACC event was ok! and luckily again there was AKO MUSTAFA!! yesh2!!! the malay-hensem-owh my heart melt! actor!!! :)) i luv2 him! hehehee... he came with his family i think.. i dun know how on earth he knows bout this GACC thingy... me as a student in MMU pon baru tau ( if xjaul icecream sure xtau :p )

whats GACC?? its stand for GAMES, ANIME, COMICS and CIRLCES.. its the event of celebrating people's passion in games, anime and comics.. people said that this is the 'huge' event of MMU and lotsa people (outside) knew about it.. but... i dun think soo!! :P

what i likee the most bout GACC was the cosplay!! wahhh!! sgt cool ok dieorg nie!! dressing in all sort of anime characters! ada naruto, L of death note, sakura, ghost, pokemon, detective connan! and byk lg laa!! actually i dun really know the name..hehehe.. saye suke that event! and i think i will not miss it nxt yr!! :D

fyi: our business?? we loss!! pity2!!.. hehehe

here's some pictures:

me and the hensem ako mustafa!! =D

us with one of the character

penat2 jual icecream.. snap pic!!

*sob sob**

uhhhuu :((
today.. am very SAD :(( .. same goes to tomorrow! (wow!! impressively i can predict my feelings for tomorrow ;p )
i jz found out that tomorrow my WHOLE family are going to cyberjaya and they would not stop at malacca!!!! not even for a minutes! *sob sob* y??? Jb-Malacca-Cyberjaya.. can what?? sedih nyeee...
i havent seen my family for bout 3weeks now.. i wanna see them.. i miss them loads!!
:(( seriously!!

actually.. the reason that my dad 'so rajin' to go there is because he would HUGE probably send my bro ( which got his SPM result a couple of days ago) to LIM KOK WING!! gile laa!! my bro will pursue his study in architecture which he totally felt in love with!! :D

luckily for me... my bro xmsk MMU Malacca!! hahahhaa... if die msk.. then he will be my dad 'spy'! muahahahaa :)) no laa! my dad trust me!! i'm a goOD girl!! =D

:(( am still sad!! my sis in MMU Cyberjaya will got the chance to see my family :(( jealous nyee!! die sgt belagak with me! demmit u lyana!!! hahhaaa

i wanna see my family!!!!!!!
i wanna go to cyberjaya!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna
i wanna!!!!!!!!!!!!

abah...
plz come to malacca.. fetch me! then we all go to cyberjaya...
plzzzzz..
plzzzzzzz
ppplllzzzzz!!!!
i'm begging you!!
=D

tomorrow while selling the ice-cream... for sure i terigt kn my family... think of what are they doing now... are they enjoying themselves without me..
then as the result... I'll be selling ice-cream without love n happiness..
wakkakaaka..
saye merepek.!!

:)) sue

JJ

:) :) :)
Lately i'm soo rajin to update my blog.. i dunno y?.. mybe i thought this is the only where to xpress my feeling.. MYBE!!.. but actually every single days i would express my feelings to Bb.. xpress with semangat-ness!! =D n yesterday as i was expressing my feeling towards him over something which i dun entirely like!! he told me that he hates seeing me like that.. he said again that if i wanted to tell or mengadu something to him, plz dun do it with emotioness!! die takot!!! hehehe... pardon me Bb... thats the way i am.. cerita dgn semangat!! =D

i jz reached home from JJ.. went with mia amal n huda.. we hardly spend time like that together.. i loikee itt!! we did sum shopping!! like duhh~ keluar if xbeli sumthing.. xlengkap idop! ;p but anyways.. i had fun! we had fun!! thanks ya'll.. =D muahhxxx :-*

after this what should i doo???
let's seee.. i got tones of works to be done.. probably after this i would take my shower.. then do some revision..then have dinner.. then then again study lil bit..triple then.. go to sleep! ZZzzzZz =D

thats all for now... we'll meet again my dearie blog.. luv ya' ;p

;)) sue

haaiiihhh!!

My mind and body are awfully tired and cramped!! got class from 10am-7pm with 3hours break.. (luckily got break..if not!! haihhh!!) too many inputs i received today but none actually stick in my brain!! arghhH!!! depressed totally!! i donno when will i start to study since got plenty of works to be done on time.. lets see... i've got 2meetings tomorrow which are to discuss about our asssignment.. n then.. i got business to work!! which is selling ice-cream during GACC days this saturday n sunday! n the most important one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got MACROECONOMICS EXAM on moday!! wuuuuaaahhhh!!!!! =,(((( bile mau study inih??? havent start anything yet... matii!!! beside that... nxt week.. have to submit critique essay! 3pages long n i also havent start anything... look how busy iam! demmit!!

but but but..
u wanna know what pissed me off actually?? well........ i'll better keep it to myself.. i dont wanna hurt anyone's feeling.. but seriously it pissed me off!! planning something without discussing.. and then make desicion themselves... i'll stop there.!! shhhhhh... enough writing...

:)) sue

hurmmm...

while waiting for my so-lembap printer to prints all my notes for tomorrow lectures.. so y not i do some blogging ;p hurmm... still got 4 more pages to go!! urghhh!! so the lembap ok!! anyways how i spent my life today... pity2.. nothing besh happened! like duhh~~ olways!! its weekdays for god sake! and its olways be lectures and tutorials! *sigh*

i woke up early today!! hahahaaa.. thats because i got class at 8am! i'm not an early bird kinda person.. its only an hour english class..[penat je bgn awl2 :( ] afta that.. i didnt go straight home but i did some revision with huda mia n zami (the penyebok ;p) then.. have my b/fast+lunch with bb.. went back home.. slept for 10 minutes then went back to classs till 2pm..

afta class i slept again but this tym for an hour and a half.. then woke up.. have my bath.. then continued study till 7pm :((

later at 8.30pm had my midterm financial exam.. hahhahaaa... the questions?? i think i did good and i think i did badly :(( its senang but susah :(( how?????


hmmmm....
so basically thats all bout today...
tomorrow is a new day.. but with same old routine!! demmit!! bile mau berubah yer???

hhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaa..!! finally dah abes pon print!! hehe..
berjanggut saye menunggu nye :DD

till fingers meet keypads..

:)) sue

my weekends

i'm kinda bored looking at those finance notes! demmit! got midterm exam tomorrow nite!! y on earth do we need exams??? so i feel like rambling sumthing here... muahahahaha.. ok so u know tomorrow's my exam! WISH ME GUD LUCK aite!! hahahaaa...

enuff2! last saturday like olways.. me n bb went out again! duhh~ thats our weekends routine thank u very much! we watched the bridge to terabithia... the movie was ok... not so nice as i thought it would be.. so watch it if u wanna know more.. mls nak cite bout the movie.. =D
after movie.. we did some shopping! yayay!! i bought new shirt.. he bought futbol socks n futsol ball.. gile bola katakn ;p then afta penat2 jln2 around MP n DP we decided to went back home.. actually that nite we're planning to do some study together since we're both got midterm exam this week =(

on sunday though.. i did some studying alone in my room.. but not much can i remember! demmit!! bile la otak nie mau berfungsi ngn pantas sket?? uhuhuh... then later that evening i watched bb men bola.. he got match.. lwn team usrah! because i came his team won!! ( perasaan aje!! ahhahaa) but seriously! they won 4-0 beb!! n bb score 1 goal! goal cantik!! sayanggg dieee!! pandai main bola! ;p btw bb played for UPG FC...ramai sgt UPG member came to gave them support! kecoh jugak la pdg tue.. huuhuh...

enuf rambling i think cz thats jz how i spend my weekends.. uhuhu.. buhsan laa =( so.. i guess i have to start study again.. then sleep then go to class tomorrow like olways before exam later at nite.. so i'll c u when i c u blog dearie.~

p/s: btw.. my adek! would most probably pursue his study in MMU MELAKA!! huuhhu... nape disini jgak yer?? abeyh la xd privacy lagi =((

;)) sue

eartquake day!

time now: 0136

i know i should be on my bed now!!

lying dead till nxt morning!.

hehehe...

but actually i cant sleep..

damn scared of my midterm nxt week!

finance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(((

gile susah ok chapter 5!!

dun u/stnd anything..

pkai financial calculator pon xreti!!

gile2!!!

nie pun baru cover 3chapters!

mcm mana nie??

does anyone baik enough to tutor me for chpter 4 & 5???

raise ur hand !!!

hehehe..

hmmmm..

ok la..

nak basuh baju!

owh ye2!!!

around 12 noon td..

ada earthquake here in malacca.!

my finance tutor felt it in FBL building..

huhu..

scaryyy!!

then because of that...

all classes for today cancelled!!

yay!!

but how bout tomorrow??

got class or not??

haiihh!!

but kesian sgt2 kt indonesian ppl..

selalu je kene eartquake..

mari kite doa2 ramai2 for the safety of them and us..!

amin!!

later~

;)) sue

=(

i'm hUnnnnnnnGGGGgggggryYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

=(((

Open ur eyes!!

ok2...

i know i should be study by now..

but i jz need a few minutes to post sumthing goOd..

i think..

ngee~~

a few minutes ago..

i did some gossiping with my friend..

a friend that been close to me since my beta yr..

a friend when at first i dun trust..

a friend at first i dun like..

a friend that now i can trust..

(p/s: sorry shela cz at 1st sue xsuke shela.. but now.. i like u! i love u! :D )

ok2..

back to the issue..

from what we've talked..

i found out that..

ppl cannot easily be trusted!!

even if that person is ur friend!!

even if that person is ur close friend!!

even if that person looks nice and innocent!!

DO NOT EASILY TRUST PPL!!

trust me!!

now i realised what this 1 person REALLY REALLY are!!

backstabbers!

liars!

'talam dua muka'!!

think she's perfect!!

dont appreciate what she has!!

dont appreciate friendships!!

=(

sorry for her u know..

sorry because she's like that..

ppl trusted her at first..

but this is what she gave in returned!

so people!!

watch out for ur friends!!

open ur eyes!!

be careful with whom ur friends are!!

do not be the next victim of this cruel n selfish person!

person that CANNOT BE TRUSTED!!

update more later~

;) sue

lazzzyy to update!! *sigh*

nothing interesting to share with u for this past few days..

*sigh*

its all been class class class!!

*sigh*

erk...

*yawwwwnNnnn*

i'm soOOo sleepy!!

yesterday went to watch Bb's friends play futsal.

the players are ubi, ide, aie, atad, amir and yan's gang.

bb supposed to play but we came in late..

hehehe...

sian die :P

than

afta futsal me n bb went to have our late dinner

accompanied by aie, ubi, ide and 2 other guys that i dont know their names..

=D

i got home around 2.15am

soo late =(

sangat ngantokz

so i went straight to bed..

thats all for today

update later~

;) sue