it is 5am and yet i'm still in front of pc blogging.. i tried to sleep but i only managed to close my eyes only for a couple of minutes.. it is darn HOT!! outside seem like its gonna rain.. heavy one!! but y is it still hot inside?? i sweat when i slept jz now.. haiihh! but kesian kt shaxie.. tido kene himpit with me.. :( oh btw, i'm in shaxie's room..
yesterday i text-ed her saying that i wanna sleep with her today.. yesterday as i wrote previously i was alone! so... dh bgtau shax xelok plak xjd kn?? u know what i mean...
anyways.. i think sumthng wrong with my stomach! mybe its due to my eating disorder! lately i eat alot! its a BIG ALOT!! the buncitss-ness of me grew quite scary! when i sit i can feel my tummy mcm nak terkeluar jer..and it is sgt huduss! urghhh!!!
Bb ckp.. 'pdn muka! sape suh mkn byk!'
and i reply saying 'Bb mkn byk sape suruh! dh tau org pon kuat mkn..mana bole tgk bb je mkn!!'
haaiihh!!
everyday me n bb selalu gaduh bout 'mkn' thingy..! ;D
funny aite??
but its not gadoh2 yg terok ok...
its gadoh2 like perli2..
:D
we have so much time together!
jz love hanging out with him..
everydays! everyhours! even everyseconds!
hakhakhak... :D
and sikit pon xrase buhsan!
speaking bout buhsan... i never really u/stnd why ppl asking me.. u always with him.. mkn study bace papers shopping! everydays u seeing him.. aren't u bored???
well!! the answer is NOO!!!
why should i feel bored when my time were spent with someone i like?? with someone i love??
u shouldn't feel bored u know.. u should feel happy! think of others yg hardly can see their love onees?? do u wanna be like that??
i know.. u probably think... the lesser u spend ur time with love ones the greater the love is.. wth!
i regret that i can't spend more time with my family.. but its ok.. i have bb here..
i can see them during my holidays.. then during that times, i cannot see bb... thats the 'opportunity cost' of my life ;p
ok la...
its nearly 6 am..
i nak balik bilik..
i wanna pray then try to sleep..
:)) sue
yesterday i text-ed her saying that i wanna sleep with her today.. yesterday as i wrote previously i was alone! so... dh bgtau shax xelok plak xjd kn?? u know what i mean...
anyways.. i think sumthng wrong with my stomach! mybe its due to my eating disorder! lately i eat alot! its a BIG ALOT!! the buncitss-ness of me grew quite scary! when i sit i can feel my tummy mcm nak terkeluar jer..and it is sgt huduss! urghhh!!!
Bb ckp.. 'pdn muka! sape suh mkn byk!'
and i reply saying 'Bb mkn byk sape suruh! dh tau org pon kuat mkn..mana bole tgk bb je mkn!!'
haaiihh!!
everyday me n bb selalu gaduh bout 'mkn' thingy..! ;D
funny aite??
but its not gadoh2 yg terok ok...
its gadoh2 like perli2..
:D
we have so much time together!
jz love hanging out with him..
everydays! everyhours! even everyseconds!
hakhakhak... :D
and sikit pon xrase buhsan!
speaking bout buhsan... i never really u/stnd why ppl asking me.. u always with him.. mkn study bace papers shopping! everydays u seeing him.. aren't u bored???
well!! the answer is NOO!!!
why should i feel bored when my time were spent with someone i like?? with someone i love??
u shouldn't feel bored u know.. u should feel happy! think of others yg hardly can see their love onees?? do u wanna be like that??
i know.. u probably think... the lesser u spend ur time with love ones the greater the love is.. wth!
i regret that i can't spend more time with my family.. but its ok.. i have bb here..
i can see them during my holidays.. then during that times, i cannot see bb... thats the 'opportunity cost' of my life ;p
ok la...
its nearly 6 am..
i nak balik bilik..
i wanna pray then try to sleep..
:)) sue
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