BYE BYE MELAKA!

I'm going back today! GOSH! I'm SO gonna miss Melaka especially the places where Bb and I would go and lepak-ing. Hehe. And of course I'm gonna miss my friends especially those who will graduate. Sure after this it would be hard for us to meet. :(

I hope that whatever happens we would still stay in contact. I would never trade anything with the friendship I had with all of you ;) Jiwang tak? Hehe.. But its true :)

Malas dah nak buat kawan baru. I just need to stay with the ones I have :)

I would be busy starting next week and as I reach home around evening today I need to do and sort out alot of things before anything else. I need to buy and shop anything necessary for work. I need to prepare mentally and physically.

Ok la.
Got to go.
Later.
xx

The first experience :)

Boy!

Its a relief thinking of NO MORE exam for the next eight months! I love to study and go to class and most importantly meet friends and all. But the most puking thing is to think of exams and the stresses I have to go through! urgh!!

Anyway, I'm so NOT ready for my intern next Monday! I kept on thinking about how would the environment be. Can I handle working there alone without my friends and Bb by my side?? Can I survive with the 'old' people? gosh! Who I wanna have lunch with? Its in the middle of the JB city and I'm scared! I have no friends there. I'm scared that I might not find any friends. I'm scared thinking of the people reaction towards me. I am not that bright and my cgpa explained all. I'm scared knowing that I might not perform to what their expectation would be! I heard that there will be one more intern from the UITM Melaka in the same company as I. But surely that intern guy is brilliant! yah la! UITM students always get the dean lists. My friend studied in UITM and she always get the Dean list. Me? In my dream la kot! Never have I experience to hold that title. When would my turn be?? hmm..

Well, I think I should do my best and like Bb told me 'Just be yourself'. yah! Just be myself and InsyaAllah everything's gonna be okay! Thank you Bb! And I'm surely gonna miss you for the eight months!! But you promised me that you will always find the time to come down to JB and we would do our weekly routine together. aight?? Don't forget yeah!

Working as an intern would be my second jobs experience. I had my first job way back after the SPM exam. Shikin (my bestie) and I worked as a cashier in Giant Supermarket in Perling Mall just to killed time while waiting for the result. I worked as a part timer and it did give memorable memory! hehe. Rindu plak time tue. But wait! No! I had worked as a promoter too! Two promoter jobs! haha. One is for vanish pink color cloth liquid washer and the other one is some kind of ice-cream brand! Haha. Well the promoter jobs I done were only to help my friends. They asked me to help since at that time I just resigned as a cashier and that they need someone to do the job for awhile while they search for the new promoter. Haha. Sangat best dapat job experience! and sangat best some more because they paid me RM50 per day! Imagined that! I just need to promote the product to customers and if they wanna buy it than its good but if not, its okay! haha. Tak payah paksa orang beli pon. I don't need to have the pressure to beg people to buy! and the best part as being a promoter was that.... I get to relax! haha. Memang time kerja tue aku relax memanjang. Jalan2 satu Perling Mall la. Survey barang-barang kt Giant tue la. Haha. Okay! I'm such a bad worker!

Well, I hope the next experience of mine would be more awesome than the previous ones. I just hope that I would love working there and that there would be less pressure and that I can work open hearted! Haha. And most importantly is that I hope that every day I would wake up and have the feeling of eager to work! Boleh tak? Well I might become a workaholic someday ;)

wow! This is such a long post! Random post of what I feel right now. I actually cannot wait to work but at the same time I'm just scared. I just not ready yet! I need HOLIDAYS! I need couple of weeks to fresh up my mind before start working. Nie bagi 2-3 hari aje? Mmg la macam tak ada mood nak kerja. Stresses from the exams pon tak hilang lagi weyh! haish!!..

oh! starting next week my blog posts would almost be about work and work and work! Hehe. Best plak!

Ok. Thats about it. I need to do more packing and that off to lunch. I'm going back home tomorrow morning because there're still tons of things to be pack and I exhausted! :(

Write soon. xx

BARCELONA!!!

isk!
NOT FAIR!!
Everyone is busy watching the match between Barcelona and Manchester United while I'm stuck in my room doing????? STUDYING!!!
iskk!!
NOT FAIR AT ALL!!
I wanna watch the match too!!!
(ok! Bb bace sure gelak dengan tak percaya)
But its true.
Eventhough I'm not some fanatic football fans but I do love football!
I said that before right?

Anyway..
right this moment I heard that Barcelona is leading with 1.
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
Hehe..
I'm so NOT into Man U.!
Wkakakakakka...

Other thing is..
I cannot wait for the clock to strike 12!!
Isk!!
nape lambat sangat nie?
Penat dah study.
Oh!
I had a terrible stress level last night!
I was sooooooo down that I'd kill myself!
I never imagined that the forensic paper could be that hard!
I looked at the past year papers and that what made me stress!
The paper contained too many questions! with looooooong articles to read!
5 Questions with loads of sub-Q!
MATI LAA!!
I takot gile if tak sempat buat semua.
& even scarier to imagine that I might not be able to understand what the articles/cases are all about!!!
aduuii!!
MA pon tak setakot ini!!
(ok membebel lagi!)

CEPAT2 PUKUL 12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok!
back to the notes.
Later my darl! xx

SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT!!

I wanna cry!
I wanna scream!
I wanna sleeep all day long!
I wanna eat lots & lots of chocolates!

Yerp!
I'm in a VERY stress situation!

I need holidays!
PRONTO!
But it doesn't help also since I have no holiday after the exams.
screw MMU!
haish!

oh!
I'm stress with securities investment!
This subject is being a biatch to me now!
urgh!
I have less than 24 hours to finish back ALL 8 chapters!!
I did study but I don't know why that suddenly I feel stress and tension and I seem to forget EVERYTHING!
I repeat!
EVERY SINGLE THING!!

This is BAD!!

What should I do?
I need HELP!

L.A.Z.Y
T.I.R.E.D
S.L.E.E.P.Y

What is your choice?

So, SUE?
You want the result now or later in the future?
Your choice mate!

xx

Its RAINING!

Weeeeeeee~~~
It's raining here in MELAKA!!
Its been awhile!
NO!
Its been toooooo long!!
Melaka had been too HOT for the last couple of weeks!
and its about time to feels the COLD!
Thank you Allah for the rain.
We really really need it!
& finally I can sleep soundly with my body covers in blanket. :)

ooh!
Kesejukkan!
But I'm not complaining!
I appreciate it & thankful for it!
:)

I'm off to sleep!
xx
SUE~

GLOBAL WARMING!

Grrr~~
Ya Allah! Kenapa panas sangat sekarang nie? Tak tahan gila dah nie. Hari hari nak kena mandi lebih dari dua kali. Lepas mandi aje tak sampai sejam badan dah mula berpeluh dan tak selesa. huhu :( Tensen sangat!

Nak tidur pon susah! Tidur sure bermandikan peluh.
Nak keluar jalan-jalan pon sure bermandikan peluh jugak.
Nak keluar pergi makan pon sama!
aduii!!!
If keluar peluh aje tak ape... nie sampaikan gatal2 satu badan macam orang tak betul dah asek garu-garu..
Nak hujan!! lama dah tak hujan!!

GLOBAL WARMING shuuuuuuuuuuhh jauh jauh!!
You make my life miserable! With you, everything seems to be wrong! GO AWAYY PLEASE!!
I NEED to study! But with you here by my side..... IMPOSSIBLE!!!!.

I want to go HOME!!!!!!
Homesick!!!

Miss my parents!
Miss my sisters!!
Miss Thumper and nenet2 sekalian!!
ooh!!!!!

Baru plan nak ikot abah balik this week but then kawan-kawan ajak makan ramai2 kt umbai.
:((
dilemma!!

Nak Balik or Not to balik??
hihihi..

Suddenly
I feel so NERVOUS!
what is the reason??
omg!!
Is it because of tomorrow's presentation??
BIG yes!
It scared a shit outta me!!
oooohhhh!!
scary gile gile gileeee!!

ok!
seriously my hands shaking.
I can't right or even press the keyboards well.
at this moment I've been typing like a kid who just learned how to type.
sangat slow and full of backspace!
urghhh!!

I need strength!
this is the most nervous scary and cuak presentation ever!!!!
:(

phew!!

pheww!

I'm done with the assignments!
Now I only have 1 presentation to prepare.
I'll start that tomorrow morning.
I hope by tomorrow I'll finish the presentation then I can start studying for the finals!
urgh!!!

Anyway,
a mystery thing happened just now.
till now we have no clue!
what???
haha..

ok la nak tgk movie.
xx