Its a relief thinking of NO MORE exam for the next eight months! I love to study and go to class and most importantly meet friends and all. But the most puking thing is to think of exams and the stresses I have to go through! urgh!!
Anyway, I'm so NOT ready for my intern next Monday! I kept on thinking about how would the environment be. Can I handle working there alone without my friends and Bb by my side?? Can I survive with the 'old' people? gosh! Who I wanna have lunch with? Its in the middle of the JB city and I'm scared! I have no friends there. I'm scared that I might not find any friends. I'm scared thinking of the people reaction towards me. I am not that bright and my cgpa explained all. I'm scared knowing that I might not perform to what their expectation would be! I heard that there will be one more intern from the UITM Melaka in the same company as I. But surely that intern guy is brilliant! yah la! UITM students always get the dean lists. My friend studied in UITM and she always get the Dean list. Me? In my dream la kot! Never have I experience to hold that title. When would my turn be?? hmm..
Well, I think I should do my best and like Bb told me 'Just be yourself'. yah! Just be myself and InsyaAllah everything's gonna be okay! Thank you Bb! And I'm surely gonna miss you for the eight months!! But you promised me that you will always find the time to come down to JB and we would do our weekly routine together. aight?? Don't forget yeah!
Working as an intern would be my second jobs experience. I had my first job way back after the SPM exam. Shikin (my bestie) and I worked as a cashier in Giant Supermarket in Perling Mall just to killed time while waiting for the result. I worked as a part timer and it did give memorable memory! hehe. Rindu plak time tue. But wait! No! I had worked as a promoter too! Two promoter jobs! haha. One is for vanish pink color cloth liquid washer and the other one is some kind of ice-cream brand! Haha. Well the promoter jobs I done were only to help my friends. They asked me to help since at that time I just resigned as a cashier and that they need someone to do the job for awhile while they search for the new promoter. Haha. Sangat best dapat job experience! and sangat best some more because they paid me RM50 per day! Imagined that! I just need to promote the product to customers and if they wanna buy it than its good but if not, its okay! haha. Tak payah paksa orang beli pon. I don't need to have the pressure to beg people to buy! and the best part as being a promoter was that.... I get to relax! haha. Memang time kerja tue aku relax memanjang. Jalan2 satu Perling Mall la. Survey barang-barang kt Giant tue la. Haha. Okay! I'm such a bad worker!
Well, I hope the next experience of mine would be more awesome than the previous ones. I just hope that I would love working there and that there would be less pressure and that I can work open hearted! Haha. And most importantly is that I hope that every day I would wake up and have the feeling of eager to work! Boleh tak? Well I might become a workaholic someday ;)
wow! This is such a long post! Random post of what I feel right now. I actually cannot wait to work but at the same time I'm just scared. I just not ready yet! I need HOLIDAYS! I need couple of weeks to fresh up my mind before start working. Nie bagi 2-3 hari aje? Mmg la macam tak ada mood nak kerja. Stresses from the exams pon tak hilang lagi weyh! haish!!..
oh! starting next week my blog posts would almost be about work and work and work! Hehe. Best plak!
Ok. Thats about it. I need to do more packing and that off to lunch. I'm going back home tomorrow morning because there're still tons of things to be pack and I exhausted! :(
Write soon. xx
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