My thoughts.

I just found out yesterday that I would not be going to do the final audit for the company I audited (interim) few weeks ago. I was a bit sad and dissapointed. I wasn't really wanna go, but I still wanna go. Hehe.. paham tak? ok! Actually, I was so eager NOT to go because I knew I will get tired and exhausted every single day I'm there. But I still wanna go because I wanna learn new things. New things that I didn't get the chance to learn when I audited for the interim. Yeah la, I'm doing my intern here and of course I wanna learn as much as possible about the audit world. I wanna know EVERYTHING before I decided I wanna do what for my living later. I need to gain as much information as possible and I need to learn. I need to perform my intern so that I can push up my cgpa. People said that this is the time for me to improve my cgpa. and I needed it so much!.

other thing:

I watched the memorial for the late MJ yesterday through Singapore channel (TV5) after I came back from work. gosh! I was very thouched by the speech made by Paris, MJ's daughter. Such a sweet innocent lil girl. Anyway, I still has a doubt on whether MJ was a Muslim or not. People hasn't mention about that and that they didn't refer to him as 'allahyarham'. Well, I guess that thing is only between MJ and God. Whatever it is, MJ was a legend and hope he rest in peace. oh! I really loveeeeeeee his songs. :)

Other thing:

The news about changing back the teaching of Mathematics and Science to Bahasa. How did you find the decision made by the Government? Personally, I did not agreed with the decision made. This is because I've been there. Been there mean I've gone through schools and right now I'm in Uni. The environment on both the schools and uni are very different. In school usually you have someone that guide you. Teachers can easily monitored you on both your academics and socials. And some schools even have teachers you spoon feeds the students. But when you in uni, the environment changed. In Uni, you are on your own. Yes, there're lecturers you will guide you, but the way they guide you is not the same as the teachers. anyway, tak ada kene mengena with PPSMI pon kn?

Anyway, when I first started my classes in Uni few years back I actually had a very tough time to master the English terms for Mathematics. I knew I learned that somewhere (between add math and modern math) but I just couldn't figured it out then. I was quite dissapointed in myself that time. But few weeks of learning Mathematics in English I can say that I'm proud of myself. That time how I wished I learned Mathematics in English in schools. And when the teaching of Maths and Science changed I was very happy. I thought then that the youngster (especially my bro & siss) can have better future in terms that bila masuk uni they can easily understand and can perform better than me.

But right now, everything will be back to normal. I have no idea why lotsa people are against the idea of teaching in English. What actually they were thinking? Were they have any idea what might happens if everything when back to normal? Were they knew that in this globalization English is VERY important. If everything when back to normal, I afraid that our country might fall farr awayy back and that the neigbouring country (especially Singapore) will be leaving us faaarrrr.

Well, whatever the decision made by the Government has pros and cons. I just hope it will help the citizen (especially Malays) in the future. I hope the decision made will not be something be regretful later on. I really hope our country will be a better place for you and for me ;)

ok.

I got headache now. Haha..

I've been blogging since I got back from lunch. And that is.............. one hour ago.

Haha..

lama jugak ber-belog nie :P

last words from me...........

I LOVE you Bb! :D

take caree~~