Unpredictable lady

I'm sick of reading all the FRS, audit guide, IFRS and all that got to do with auditing. I'm tired and sleepy and I just couldn't wait for the day to be over! I have to read all those because my senior manager (or people called her here as senior partner) I also have no idea what position she's in. WTV la! Anyway, she said she won't sign our logbook if we didn't write properly. Properly here in a sense that we must do thing not just sit around doing nothing but playing games (which die tipu cz we only played games the first 2 weeks of intern here). At first I did typed in my logbook properly according to what I've done that day (like casting & photostating) but then yiwen (Intern from MMU Cyber) told me that her friends all wrote 'administration' for the full 8 hours everyday she's in the office. If I were the manager I also wouldn't want to sign the logbook. But I followed with what yiwen said and ended up both of us got scolded and lectured and nagged by. blurghh!! & now everytime she saw us doing nothing she would sound us. She would said 'haaa just sit there doing nothing never want to us for work!' WHAT??

Oh! She said that this is the first batch of intern students here that she thinks never have the determination and courage and energy to work. She said we are so dull and 'pemalas' (although she didn't used that word but I know what she meant!). She said its not them (her or the firm) that didn't want to give us outside audit job but that certain clients already mentioned NO trainee to audit their company. She also said that she is more welcomed and happy to give us outside job but she just couldn't. FINE! She even asked us to asked her for job or asked other managers. What? How to ask when they all busy with their works. Nak mintak signature itu hari pon dh cakap esk2 ok? busy la.. nie pulak nk mintak kerja. And to her: Why don't you give work to us everytime you saw us doing nothing! OMG! your desk is just near to us of course boleh nampak whether we have work or not. kan?

I'm sorry. I shouldn't said that. I'm just bored and scared. I know what you nagged were all true and that you have a good heart of wanting us to learn and not just sit doing nothing. I know that. and I also know that I wanted to learn as much as possible. But people inside the office are all so busy with their own work and I'm kinda scared to come to them and ask for work. Takot tetiba kene marah plak :( People are unpredictable right? and of course they differ from one another. I will try.

I don't wanna mentioned her name. Takot if die googled name die terjumpa plak blog nie :P haha.. But she's actually a very fun lady. She talks alot and she talks loud! She's always making jokes (when she's in a good mood) but than sometimes you wouldn't know whether what she said was a joke or not. She is awefully unpredictable. susah! :(

So now, I'm reading all the auditing standards to show her that I do have the determination to learn! and hopeffuly by that she could signs by logbook. Tak banyak untuk 5 weeks aje! haha..

Ok la. Back to reading :( xx