bla bla blaa~~

Yiippieee!
This week is gonna be a good week after all ;)
Looks like Allah listen to my prayer. hehe
Alhamdulillah.

You must be wondering what the hell that makes me happy. right?
fyi, 2 days in a row I've been assigned to do other job somewhere in JB. Audit a Japanese factory. Which is cool! and of course less stressful compared working with her. hehe.

But last Monday surprisingly she was okay! She treated me really really nice. I was shocked! seriously! She taught me details about auditing. She gave me the knowledged about doing audit that I was once blurred. She's actually a nice ladyy provided that you did exactly how she wanted it to be done. I was quite happy working with her but still got the feeling of scared & stressfull. haish! But tak tau la if die baik because I was fasting that day ke or mmg she was in a good mood. Tp Aliff kene marah time tue. hmm~~ nasib badan kot :(

I still wish that I will be assigned to do other job with someone else besides her. Tak boleh la kerja2 tmpt stress nie. Sakit kepala.

I'm sorry I have not been updating my blog properly. I mean, I only blogged about my work. about my intern. and about my seniors. I just have no idea what else to blog about. Because right now (and for the rest of 5 months) I will be living with the same routine over & over again. & I think it would be difficult for me to find something exciting to blog. I actually getting tired of work. Sometimes I had fun! But most of the time I get frustrated. :(

I dont have enough time to enjoy myself and my face look so tired. My face look much much older! and one day there was a guy asking how old I am. I told him that I m 22yrs old. He said..... Seriously? I thought you're 25! WTF? haha.. begitu tua sgt ke muka ku?

Because of that... everyweek I will not miss my 'me' time where I would pampered myself with good facial mask. teheee! Hopefully dpt memudakan wajah ku :P

Monday!

Another Monday!! :(
I hate it!
How I wish the day could just disappear.

Today I'm going to the place where I audited before (the place where I blogged saying that I was happy not the be chosen for the final audit. remember?)
Well, today I have to go in. & I have no idea how long I'm gonna be there. probably a week or 2 weeks.
oh! my life gonna be in hell!
Like I said. I don't like her. I don't like working with her. I don't like her. I just don't know why.
I'm sorry. But that is what I feel right now.

I wish I could just go back to Melaka. Meet Bb. and have the life back as a student. I really want that. :((
Bb! save me pleaseeeee :((

I have no heart, no mood, no strength to go to work this week. Because of her. JUST HER!

Jahat tak ey?
Ok la. Nak get ready...

xx

Urgh!
Penat gile gile tak hingat dunia laaaaaa~~~
sakit mata tgk laptop lama2 buat vouching.
sakit kepala handle client yg lembab carik documents.
sakit kaki jalan banyak buat fixed assets sighting. tp best ;)

more about intern.

Sorry Bb,
bukan tak nak update but my life is too busy these couple of weeks. asek kene keluar audit company aje. I've got no time to relax except on weekends. But tue pon macam tak relax sangat. You knew what I've been doing kn? I called you every single days and texted you every now and then. So don't worry eventhough I did not update anything in my blog but you can still text or call me. I'm free for you whenever you want me ;)

Well, the senior auditors were right. Once you started to be busy you will be busy like hell! haha.. But once nothing to do you will be bored like hell jgak. Haha.. its true. I've been there :P dulu mula2 start intern punya la buhsan. 2 weeks jgak la menatap laptop yg tak ada ape2 tue je.. But now since week 3 of intern I've been busy keluar masuk office. and believe it or not, I miss my office! haha.. Miss nak ddk senang lenang without work. Penat sgt la audit luar. But the best part of it, tak rase langsung masa berlalu. rase kejap sgt. Tengok jam eeeeeeeeehh dah pukul 5.30pm! BALIKKK!!!!!!!!!! haha..

Ok la.
Nak mandi2.. and rest.
tomorrow will be busy. I get to do asset sighting ALONE! my first time. hehe..
terujaa~~~

take care guys especially Bb ;)
xx

My thoughts.

I just found out yesterday that I would not be going to do the final audit for the company I audited (interim) few weeks ago. I was a bit sad and dissapointed. I wasn't really wanna go, but I still wanna go. Hehe.. paham tak? ok! Actually, I was so eager NOT to go because I knew I will get tired and exhausted every single day I'm there. But I still wanna go because I wanna learn new things. New things that I didn't get the chance to learn when I audited for the interim. Yeah la, I'm doing my intern here and of course I wanna learn as much as possible about the audit world. I wanna know EVERYTHING before I decided I wanna do what for my living later. I need to gain as much information as possible and I need to learn. I need to perform my intern so that I can push up my cgpa. People said that this is the time for me to improve my cgpa. and I needed it so much!.

other thing:

I watched the memorial for the late MJ yesterday through Singapore channel (TV5) after I came back from work. gosh! I was very thouched by the speech made by Paris, MJ's daughter. Such a sweet innocent lil girl. Anyway, I still has a doubt on whether MJ was a Muslim or not. People hasn't mention about that and that they didn't refer to him as 'allahyarham'. Well, I guess that thing is only between MJ and God. Whatever it is, MJ was a legend and hope he rest in peace. oh! I really loveeeeeeee his songs. :)

Other thing:

The news about changing back the teaching of Mathematics and Science to Bahasa. How did you find the decision made by the Government? Personally, I did not agreed with the decision made. This is because I've been there. Been there mean I've gone through schools and right now I'm in Uni. The environment on both the schools and uni are very different. In school usually you have someone that guide you. Teachers can easily monitored you on both your academics and socials. And some schools even have teachers you spoon feeds the students. But when you in uni, the environment changed. In Uni, you are on your own. Yes, there're lecturers you will guide you, but the way they guide you is not the same as the teachers. anyway, tak ada kene mengena with PPSMI pon kn?

Anyway, when I first started my classes in Uni few years back I actually had a very tough time to master the English terms for Mathematics. I knew I learned that somewhere (between add math and modern math) but I just couldn't figured it out then. I was quite dissapointed in myself that time. But few weeks of learning Mathematics in English I can say that I'm proud of myself. That time how I wished I learned Mathematics in English in schools. And when the teaching of Maths and Science changed I was very happy. I thought then that the youngster (especially my bro & siss) can have better future in terms that bila masuk uni they can easily understand and can perform better than me.

But right now, everything will be back to normal. I have no idea why lotsa people are against the idea of teaching in English. What actually they were thinking? Were they have any idea what might happens if everything when back to normal? Were they knew that in this globalization English is VERY important. If everything when back to normal, I afraid that our country might fall farr awayy back and that the neigbouring country (especially Singapore) will be leaving us faaarrrr.

Well, whatever the decision made by the Government has pros and cons. I just hope it will help the citizen (especially Malays) in the future. I hope the decision made will not be something be regretful later on. I really hope our country will be a better place for you and for me ;)

ok.

I got headache now. Haha..

I've been blogging since I got back from lunch. And that is.............. one hour ago.

Haha..

lama jugak ber-belog nie :P

last words from me...........

I LOVE you Bb! :D

take caree~~

Finally I get my internet connection! After 1 month of internship here.... haish!

ok update later. nak balik :D

@ office

I'm in the office basically doing NOTHING! I'm pretty sure this week I will be a statue pretending to be pretty ;p

I'm borrowing my friend, yi wen's internet connection because mine hasn't been setup yet. tired of waiting already. thinking of applying for the broadband. easierrr!! eish!!

I got 1 and half hour to go! bummit! wanna go home! gile buhsan!

call Bb tapi die tak nak jwb :( ntah mana die pergi. msg pon reply mcm nak tak nak aje. Bb dah berubah ker?

hmm~

ok la..

i'm out~~~

sorry guys! emo post!

BENCI!!!!!!!

Benci kerja under die!
rase macam die nie gatal!
Nape aku die marah dan bukan aliff??

I mean. I tau I did my job pretty slowly but so do aliff.
Tp kenapa aku yg kene sound with that 'weird' face of yours? igt cantik sangat ker??
& nape time sound aliff macam punya baikk aje??
tau la die lelaki!
& tau la muka die (org2 kt office ckp) macam Ikram dinzly (mcm tue ke eja?).

isk!
Susah jgak kekadang kerja ngn Melayu nie kn??
ari tue kerja ngn chinese semua pon lg best.
sheeeesshh!!!!

isk!
hilang mood aku kerja ngn kau.
ddk semeja ngn kau is like living in HELL!
nape 2 weeks aku kene kerja ngn kau????
oooh!!
cpt2 la 2 weekss!
mati mati mati aku!

Intern again!

Work has been pretty boring last week. Nothing much been done. All day the same old things. Boring! I want to do new things and I want to go out and audit company!! I don't wanna stay in the cold office and stare at the empty laptop! Empty here means with only basic laptop with no internet! I repeat NO INTERNET! How am I gonna live with that? They said that pretty soon I would be able to get the password. But how long should I wait? Didn't they know how boring our life has been??

Intern in a big firm actually give you pros and cons. Well same goes with medium/small size firm. Actually it doesn't matter which firm you choose as long as you'd do your job good and shows the firm your determination to work. Ceyh! macam dah abes je intern cakap cam tue :P But its true (according to my dad).

I actually very envy with my friend who did their intern in medium/small firm. Because at the very first day they had the chance to go out and audit a company. JEALOUS! Me? Nadda~~ No company lagi :( What I did was only casting and cross checking the financial statements. oh! and filing and photocopying accounts and minum kopi and staring at the laptop. Haha. My friend pon actually told me that in 2 or 3 months time they will change to tax department! They actually get to learn many things during their intern. Me? tak ada change department pon. I will stick to audit department for the rest of the program. :((

But looking at the postive side it actually is a good thing. 6 months intern is actually not that long. I mean during these months you can't expect to learn so many things. Let for example, If you only learn auditing for 3 months, you might not get the chance to learn thoroughly about auditing. You might only be able to learn small things about auditing and that there is still lots more to learn. You know what I mean. right? But on the other hand. If you have the whole 6 months to learn auditing, you might have the chance to learn more than those who only learn for 3 months. you actually have double the knowledge! (InsyaAllah!). But If you get to learn tax... thats a bonus! well... mana2 pon still ada baik nye. so no worries :D
Actually I was trying to calm myself and telling myself not to regret doing my intern there. Haha.
well, lagipon I hate tax. So it doesn't really matter if I dont have the chance to go to tax department. Hehe. Thats a bonus to me *wink*

hmmm~~
I miss Bb!
Like gile gile gile gile miss!
Everyday I would called him and we would 'gayut' on the phone for few minutes. (kekadang almost 1hr) Haha. Seb baik celcom agak murah. So its okay! lagipon ada prepaid banyak2 pon nak call sape if bukan dak dendut busyuk tue kn? hehe..

ok ok ok!
STOP!
Its time to sleep!
gosh! my sleeping time is now as early as 9pm!! gile tak?
If I slept over 10pm I would wokeup as a panda the next morning and in the end have to consume lots and lots of caffein! which of course NOT good!!
Haish!


off to sleep.
daaaaaaaaaa~~ xx

Internship Day 1 and Day 2

My two days of work has been pretty good! Even though there weren't many jobs assigned to me yet but it was still good ;)
The other staffs were very welcoming and they are a bunch of cool people! They are so friendly and treated me and the other two intern as a friends. The staffs of the company I work for actually are around the age of me and maybe older. But I don't think its more than 40 year of age. Well of course ada yg more than 4o years old. But susah nak jmpe since the staffs that age are mostly audit managers or audit partners and that they are hardly in the office. Actually, I tak penah jumpa dieorg lagi pon. Maybe dieorg busy kt branch lain kot. Or maybe they are out the country.
But seriously! Most of them muda sangat and sangat la friendly. And surprisingly most malays workers jugak. Best sangat la the environment.

Anyway, What I did these two days:
The first day I didn't do much. We just assigned to read some survival kit of the company. The kit contained the procedures of audit and what type of 'first' audit work that we should know as a beginner. The survival kit give us the guidance of audit. oh! did I mentioned that three of us were give laptop each! and that we can bring them home!! Haha.. Not a big deal there :P
Pastu after lunch till the end we just sit at our own desk and go through the kit which was quite boring! and cold too! haha..

Today (2nd day)
It was better than yesterday though. In the morning I didn't do anything. I on my laptop and go through the kIt (again!). Then tetiba one of the audit senior interkom me and told to meet her. So I went to her desk then she assigned job to me! She assigned Jobs to me till the very end of the day! which of course I like :)) Fyi, She's soooooo young to be an audit senior. She joined the company around 2-3 years only. She's so cute! and akan marah if I called her, kakak! Haha. She wanted me to use kita-awak instead which I felt awkward of course! Hehe..
Ok! Now I'm exhausted! banyak sangat Financial Statements kene check td. And do the covers for company's working paper files. pheww!

Nak tido!
till then~~