Virus H1N1 is getting very citical.

Today in Malaysia there are 4 more death cases.

totalling to 14 death cases or more (I think)

This is bad!

and not to mention SCARY!

Lets all pray to Allah for the safety of our family, friends and loved ones from the virus. May we all live in harmony and away from the virus.

amin.

sheeesh!

Sheeesh man!
Tomorrow I'm gonna be all alone!
sheesh sheesh!!
alone here mean... alone as in alone as an intern in the company.. sheesh!
The other 2 interns will be doing outside audit in the same company.
and me?
all alone in the cold office practically will be doing nothing beside staring through the woods (my laptop background image). sheesh!

Haha..
I think I wanna paksa Bb to join me for lunch tomorrow. Can ey Bb?
* Bb's here in Jb & obviously he won't read my blog till next week. I think I should just call him and begged for his empathy. hehe

Rase macam malas plak nak g office esk. I wanna stay home and sleeeeeeeeeeep :(

isk!!

sheesh!

If only I knew it sooner. It surely be much more easier!

Just now I went to see the senior manager whom I thought would be the one who should/will approved my intern log book. Well, at least that what the company secretary told us. She said that that senior manager would be the one in charged of signing and approving that sort of thing. But then the senior manager said it should be the person who asked you for help or gave you the job. I agreed with the senior manager. Because how she surpposed to know what kind of job I did since she was not the one who gives me the job. Fyi, here we do not have any specific supervisor as the person who gives us job changes through time. & here there are more than 2 manager/senior managers. This week I may work for A manager then next week may changed to B. So its all depends on the vacancy of job and the needs of people. I on the other hands enjoying the changes of managers as I can learn so many things and I can experience working with different people. Untill now I had worked with 3 Managers with different style of working environment. I was LUCKY ;)

But than again. I have problem remembering the person in charged of giving me the works. How am I surpposed to remember those yg bagi kerja since day 1? Yes! since day 1 baru nak pergi mintak approval. gile tak? haha.. booo to myself! But the one I dont remember were those given inside the company which of course tak sure sape bg. In a day, there were several people asking for help. how to remember? tell me!!

ok la.

malas nak pk.

I wanna sleep!!!

cpt2 5.30!!!!

bla bla blaa~~

Yiippieee!
This week is gonna be a good week after all ;)
Looks like Allah listen to my prayer. hehe
Alhamdulillah.

You must be wondering what the hell that makes me happy. right?
fyi, 2 days in a row I've been assigned to do other job somewhere in JB. Audit a Japanese factory. Which is cool! and of course less stressful compared working with her. hehe.

But last Monday surprisingly she was okay! She treated me really really nice. I was shocked! seriously! She taught me details about auditing. She gave me the knowledged about doing audit that I was once blurred. She's actually a nice ladyy provided that you did exactly how she wanted it to be done. I was quite happy working with her but still got the feeling of scared & stressfull. haish! But tak tau la if die baik because I was fasting that day ke or mmg she was in a good mood. Tp Aliff kene marah time tue. hmm~~ nasib badan kot :(

I still wish that I will be assigned to do other job with someone else besides her. Tak boleh la kerja2 tmpt stress nie. Sakit kepala.

I'm sorry I have not been updating my blog properly. I mean, I only blogged about my work. about my intern. and about my seniors. I just have no idea what else to blog about. Because right now (and for the rest of 5 months) I will be living with the same routine over & over again. & I think it would be difficult for me to find something exciting to blog. I actually getting tired of work. Sometimes I had fun! But most of the time I get frustrated. :(

I dont have enough time to enjoy myself and my face look so tired. My face look much much older! and one day there was a guy asking how old I am. I told him that I m 22yrs old. He said..... Seriously? I thought you're 25! WTF? haha.. begitu tua sgt ke muka ku?

Because of that... everyweek I will not miss my 'me' time where I would pampered myself with good facial mask. teheee! Hopefully dpt memudakan wajah ku :P

Monday!

Another Monday!! :(
I hate it!
How I wish the day could just disappear.

Today I'm going to the place where I audited before (the place where I blogged saying that I was happy not the be chosen for the final audit. remember?)
Well, today I have to go in. & I have no idea how long I'm gonna be there. probably a week or 2 weeks.
oh! my life gonna be in hell!
Like I said. I don't like her. I don't like working with her. I don't like her. I just don't know why.
I'm sorry. But that is what I feel right now.

I wish I could just go back to Melaka. Meet Bb. and have the life back as a student. I really want that. :((
Bb! save me pleaseeeee :((

I have no heart, no mood, no strength to go to work this week. Because of her. JUST HER!

Jahat tak ey?
Ok la. Nak get ready...

xx

Urgh!
Penat gile gile tak hingat dunia laaaaaa~~~
sakit mata tgk laptop lama2 buat vouching.
sakit kepala handle client yg lembab carik documents.
sakit kaki jalan banyak buat fixed assets sighting. tp best ;)

more about intern.

Sorry Bb,
bukan tak nak update but my life is too busy these couple of weeks. asek kene keluar audit company aje. I've got no time to relax except on weekends. But tue pon macam tak relax sangat. You knew what I've been doing kn? I called you every single days and texted you every now and then. So don't worry eventhough I did not update anything in my blog but you can still text or call me. I'm free for you whenever you want me ;)

Well, the senior auditors were right. Once you started to be busy you will be busy like hell! haha.. But once nothing to do you will be bored like hell jgak. Haha.. its true. I've been there :P dulu mula2 start intern punya la buhsan. 2 weeks jgak la menatap laptop yg tak ada ape2 tue je.. But now since week 3 of intern I've been busy keluar masuk office. and believe it or not, I miss my office! haha.. Miss nak ddk senang lenang without work. Penat sgt la audit luar. But the best part of it, tak rase langsung masa berlalu. rase kejap sgt. Tengok jam eeeeeeeeehh dah pukul 5.30pm! BALIKKK!!!!!!!!!! haha..

Ok la.
Nak mandi2.. and rest.
tomorrow will be busy. I get to do asset sighting ALONE! my first time. hehe..
terujaa~~~

take care guys especially Bb ;)
xx

My thoughts.

I just found out yesterday that I would not be going to do the final audit for the company I audited (interim) few weeks ago. I was a bit sad and dissapointed. I wasn't really wanna go, but I still wanna go. Hehe.. paham tak? ok! Actually, I was so eager NOT to go because I knew I will get tired and exhausted every single day I'm there. But I still wanna go because I wanna learn new things. New things that I didn't get the chance to learn when I audited for the interim. Yeah la, I'm doing my intern here and of course I wanna learn as much as possible about the audit world. I wanna know EVERYTHING before I decided I wanna do what for my living later. I need to gain as much information as possible and I need to learn. I need to perform my intern so that I can push up my cgpa. People said that this is the time for me to improve my cgpa. and I needed it so much!.

other thing:

I watched the memorial for the late MJ yesterday through Singapore channel (TV5) after I came back from work. gosh! I was very thouched by the speech made by Paris, MJ's daughter. Such a sweet innocent lil girl. Anyway, I still has a doubt on whether MJ was a Muslim or not. People hasn't mention about that and that they didn't refer to him as 'allahyarham'. Well, I guess that thing is only between MJ and God. Whatever it is, MJ was a legend and hope he rest in peace. oh! I really loveeeeeeee his songs. :)

Other thing:

The news about changing back the teaching of Mathematics and Science to Bahasa. How did you find the decision made by the Government? Personally, I did not agreed with the decision made. This is because I've been there. Been there mean I've gone through schools and right now I'm in Uni. The environment on both the schools and uni are very different. In school usually you have someone that guide you. Teachers can easily monitored you on both your academics and socials. And some schools even have teachers you spoon feeds the students. But when you in uni, the environment changed. In Uni, you are on your own. Yes, there're lecturers you will guide you, but the way they guide you is not the same as the teachers. anyway, tak ada kene mengena with PPSMI pon kn?

Anyway, when I first started my classes in Uni few years back I actually had a very tough time to master the English terms for Mathematics. I knew I learned that somewhere (between add math and modern math) but I just couldn't figured it out then. I was quite dissapointed in myself that time. But few weeks of learning Mathematics in English I can say that I'm proud of myself. That time how I wished I learned Mathematics in English in schools. And when the teaching of Maths and Science changed I was very happy. I thought then that the youngster (especially my bro & siss) can have better future in terms that bila masuk uni they can easily understand and can perform better than me.

But right now, everything will be back to normal. I have no idea why lotsa people are against the idea of teaching in English. What actually they were thinking? Were they have any idea what might happens if everything when back to normal? Were they knew that in this globalization English is VERY important. If everything when back to normal, I afraid that our country might fall farr awayy back and that the neigbouring country (especially Singapore) will be leaving us faaarrrr.

Well, whatever the decision made by the Government has pros and cons. I just hope it will help the citizen (especially Malays) in the future. I hope the decision made will not be something be regretful later on. I really hope our country will be a better place for you and for me ;)

ok.

I got headache now. Haha..

I've been blogging since I got back from lunch. And that is.............. one hour ago.

Haha..

lama jugak ber-belog nie :P

last words from me...........

I LOVE you Bb! :D

take caree~~

Finally I get my internet connection! After 1 month of internship here.... haish!

ok update later. nak balik :D

@ office

I'm in the office basically doing NOTHING! I'm pretty sure this week I will be a statue pretending to be pretty ;p

I'm borrowing my friend, yi wen's internet connection because mine hasn't been setup yet. tired of waiting already. thinking of applying for the broadband. easierrr!! eish!!

I got 1 and half hour to go! bummit! wanna go home! gile buhsan!

call Bb tapi die tak nak jwb :( ntah mana die pergi. msg pon reply mcm nak tak nak aje. Bb dah berubah ker?

hmm~

ok la..

i'm out~~~