sorry guys! emo post!

BENCI!!!!!!!

Benci kerja under die!
rase macam die nie gatal!
Nape aku die marah dan bukan aliff??

I mean. I tau I did my job pretty slowly but so do aliff.
Tp kenapa aku yg kene sound with that 'weird' face of yours? igt cantik sangat ker??
& nape time sound aliff macam punya baikk aje??
tau la die lelaki!
& tau la muka die (org2 kt office ckp) macam Ikram dinzly (mcm tue ke eja?).

isk!
Susah jgak kekadang kerja ngn Melayu nie kn??
ari tue kerja ngn chinese semua pon lg best.
sheeeesshh!!!!

isk!
hilang mood aku kerja ngn kau.
ddk semeja ngn kau is like living in HELL!
nape 2 weeks aku kene kerja ngn kau????
oooh!!
cpt2 la 2 weekss!
mati mati mati aku!

Intern again!

Work has been pretty boring last week. Nothing much been done. All day the same old things. Boring! I want to do new things and I want to go out and audit company!! I don't wanna stay in the cold office and stare at the empty laptop! Empty here means with only basic laptop with no internet! I repeat NO INTERNET! How am I gonna live with that? They said that pretty soon I would be able to get the password. But how long should I wait? Didn't they know how boring our life has been??

Intern in a big firm actually give you pros and cons. Well same goes with medium/small size firm. Actually it doesn't matter which firm you choose as long as you'd do your job good and shows the firm your determination to work. Ceyh! macam dah abes je intern cakap cam tue :P But its true (according to my dad).

I actually very envy with my friend who did their intern in medium/small firm. Because at the very first day they had the chance to go out and audit a company. JEALOUS! Me? Nadda~~ No company lagi :( What I did was only casting and cross checking the financial statements. oh! and filing and photocopying accounts and minum kopi and staring at the laptop. Haha. My friend pon actually told me that in 2 or 3 months time they will change to tax department! They actually get to learn many things during their intern. Me? tak ada change department pon. I will stick to audit department for the rest of the program. :((

But looking at the postive side it actually is a good thing. 6 months intern is actually not that long. I mean during these months you can't expect to learn so many things. Let for example, If you only learn auditing for 3 months, you might not get the chance to learn thoroughly about auditing. You might only be able to learn small things about auditing and that there is still lots more to learn. You know what I mean. right? But on the other hand. If you have the whole 6 months to learn auditing, you might have the chance to learn more than those who only learn for 3 months. you actually have double the knowledge! (InsyaAllah!). But If you get to learn tax... thats a bonus! well... mana2 pon still ada baik nye. so no worries :D
Actually I was trying to calm myself and telling myself not to regret doing my intern there. Haha.
well, lagipon I hate tax. So it doesn't really matter if I dont have the chance to go to tax department. Hehe. Thats a bonus to me *wink*

hmmm~~
I miss Bb!
Like gile gile gile gile miss!
Everyday I would called him and we would 'gayut' on the phone for few minutes. (kekadang almost 1hr) Haha. Seb baik celcom agak murah. So its okay! lagipon ada prepaid banyak2 pon nak call sape if bukan dak dendut busyuk tue kn? hehe..

ok ok ok!
STOP!
Its time to sleep!
gosh! my sleeping time is now as early as 9pm!! gile tak?
If I slept over 10pm I would wokeup as a panda the next morning and in the end have to consume lots and lots of caffein! which of course NOT good!!
Haish!


off to sleep.
daaaaaaaaaa~~ xx

Internship Day 1 and Day 2

My two days of work has been pretty good! Even though there weren't many jobs assigned to me yet but it was still good ;)
The other staffs were very welcoming and they are a bunch of cool people! They are so friendly and treated me and the other two intern as a friends. The staffs of the company I work for actually are around the age of me and maybe older. But I don't think its more than 40 year of age. Well of course ada yg more than 4o years old. But susah nak jmpe since the staffs that age are mostly audit managers or audit partners and that they are hardly in the office. Actually, I tak penah jumpa dieorg lagi pon. Maybe dieorg busy kt branch lain kot. Or maybe they are out the country.
But seriously! Most of them muda sangat and sangat la friendly. And surprisingly most malays workers jugak. Best sangat la the environment.

Anyway, What I did these two days:
The first day I didn't do much. We just assigned to read some survival kit of the company. The kit contained the procedures of audit and what type of 'first' audit work that we should know as a beginner. The survival kit give us the guidance of audit. oh! did I mentioned that three of us were give laptop each! and that we can bring them home!! Haha.. Not a big deal there :P
Pastu after lunch till the end we just sit at our own desk and go through the kit which was quite boring! and cold too! haha..

Today (2nd day)
It was better than yesterday though. In the morning I didn't do anything. I on my laptop and go through the kIt (again!). Then tetiba one of the audit senior interkom me and told to meet her. So I went to her desk then she assigned job to me! She assigned Jobs to me till the very end of the day! which of course I like :)) Fyi, She's soooooo young to be an audit senior. She joined the company around 2-3 years only. She's so cute! and akan marah if I called her, kakak! Haha. She wanted me to use kita-awak instead which I felt awkward of course! Hehe..
Ok! Now I'm exhausted! banyak sangat Financial Statements kene check td. And do the covers for company's working paper files. pheww!

Nak tido!
till then~~

BYE BYE MELAKA!

I'm going back today! GOSH! I'm SO gonna miss Melaka especially the places where Bb and I would go and lepak-ing. Hehe. And of course I'm gonna miss my friends especially those who will graduate. Sure after this it would be hard for us to meet. :(

I hope that whatever happens we would still stay in contact. I would never trade anything with the friendship I had with all of you ;) Jiwang tak? Hehe.. But its true :)

Malas dah nak buat kawan baru. I just need to stay with the ones I have :)

I would be busy starting next week and as I reach home around evening today I need to do and sort out alot of things before anything else. I need to buy and shop anything necessary for work. I need to prepare mentally and physically.

Ok la.
Got to go.
Later.
xx

The first experience :)

Boy!

Its a relief thinking of NO MORE exam for the next eight months! I love to study and go to class and most importantly meet friends and all. But the most puking thing is to think of exams and the stresses I have to go through! urgh!!

Anyway, I'm so NOT ready for my intern next Monday! I kept on thinking about how would the environment be. Can I handle working there alone without my friends and Bb by my side?? Can I survive with the 'old' people? gosh! Who I wanna have lunch with? Its in the middle of the JB city and I'm scared! I have no friends there. I'm scared that I might not find any friends. I'm scared thinking of the people reaction towards me. I am not that bright and my cgpa explained all. I'm scared knowing that I might not perform to what their expectation would be! I heard that there will be one more intern from the UITM Melaka in the same company as I. But surely that intern guy is brilliant! yah la! UITM students always get the dean lists. My friend studied in UITM and she always get the Dean list. Me? In my dream la kot! Never have I experience to hold that title. When would my turn be?? hmm..

Well, I think I should do my best and like Bb told me 'Just be yourself'. yah! Just be myself and InsyaAllah everything's gonna be okay! Thank you Bb! And I'm surely gonna miss you for the eight months!! But you promised me that you will always find the time to come down to JB and we would do our weekly routine together. aight?? Don't forget yeah!

Working as an intern would be my second jobs experience. I had my first job way back after the SPM exam. Shikin (my bestie) and I worked as a cashier in Giant Supermarket in Perling Mall just to killed time while waiting for the result. I worked as a part timer and it did give memorable memory! hehe. Rindu plak time tue. But wait! No! I had worked as a promoter too! Two promoter jobs! haha. One is for vanish pink color cloth liquid washer and the other one is some kind of ice-cream brand! Haha. Well the promoter jobs I done were only to help my friends. They asked me to help since at that time I just resigned as a cashier and that they need someone to do the job for awhile while they search for the new promoter. Haha. Sangat best dapat job experience! and sangat best some more because they paid me RM50 per day! Imagined that! I just need to promote the product to customers and if they wanna buy it than its good but if not, its okay! haha. Tak payah paksa orang beli pon. I don't need to have the pressure to beg people to buy! and the best part as being a promoter was that.... I get to relax! haha. Memang time kerja tue aku relax memanjang. Jalan2 satu Perling Mall la. Survey barang-barang kt Giant tue la. Haha. Okay! I'm such a bad worker!

Well, I hope the next experience of mine would be more awesome than the previous ones. I just hope that I would love working there and that there would be less pressure and that I can work open hearted! Haha. And most importantly is that I hope that every day I would wake up and have the feeling of eager to work! Boleh tak? Well I might become a workaholic someday ;)

wow! This is such a long post! Random post of what I feel right now. I actually cannot wait to work but at the same time I'm just scared. I just not ready yet! I need HOLIDAYS! I need couple of weeks to fresh up my mind before start working. Nie bagi 2-3 hari aje? Mmg la macam tak ada mood nak kerja. Stresses from the exams pon tak hilang lagi weyh! haish!!..

oh! starting next week my blog posts would almost be about work and work and work! Hehe. Best plak!

Ok. Thats about it. I need to do more packing and that off to lunch. I'm going back home tomorrow morning because there're still tons of things to be pack and I exhausted! :(

Write soon. xx

BARCELONA!!!

isk!
NOT FAIR!!
Everyone is busy watching the match between Barcelona and Manchester United while I'm stuck in my room doing????? STUDYING!!!
iskk!!
NOT FAIR AT ALL!!
I wanna watch the match too!!!
(ok! Bb bace sure gelak dengan tak percaya)
But its true.
Eventhough I'm not some fanatic football fans but I do love football!
I said that before right?

Anyway..
right this moment I heard that Barcelona is leading with 1.
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
Hehe..
I'm so NOT into Man U.!
Wkakakakakka...

Other thing is..
I cannot wait for the clock to strike 12!!
Isk!!
nape lambat sangat nie?
Penat dah study.
Oh!
I had a terrible stress level last night!
I was sooooooo down that I'd kill myself!
I never imagined that the forensic paper could be that hard!
I looked at the past year papers and that what made me stress!
The paper contained too many questions! with looooooong articles to read!
5 Questions with loads of sub-Q!
MATI LAA!!
I takot gile if tak sempat buat semua.
& even scarier to imagine that I might not be able to understand what the articles/cases are all about!!!
aduuii!!
MA pon tak setakot ini!!
(ok membebel lagi!)

CEPAT2 PUKUL 12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok!
back to the notes.
Later my darl! xx

SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT!!

I wanna cry!
I wanna scream!
I wanna sleeep all day long!
I wanna eat lots & lots of chocolates!

Yerp!
I'm in a VERY stress situation!

I need holidays!
PRONTO!
But it doesn't help also since I have no holiday after the exams.
screw MMU!
haish!

oh!
I'm stress with securities investment!
This subject is being a biatch to me now!
urgh!
I have less than 24 hours to finish back ALL 8 chapters!!
I did study but I don't know why that suddenly I feel stress and tension and I seem to forget EVERYTHING!
I repeat!
EVERY SINGLE THING!!

This is BAD!!

What should I do?
I need HELP!

L.A.Z.Y
T.I.R.E.D
S.L.E.E.P.Y

What is your choice?

So, SUE?
You want the result now or later in the future?
Your choice mate!

xx

Its RAINING!

Weeeeeeee~~~
It's raining here in MELAKA!!
Its been awhile!
NO!
Its been toooooo long!!
Melaka had been too HOT for the last couple of weeks!
and its about time to feels the COLD!
Thank you Allah for the rain.
We really really need it!
& finally I can sleep soundly with my body covers in blanket. :)

ooh!
Kesejukkan!
But I'm not complaining!
I appreciate it & thankful for it!
:)

I'm off to sleep!
xx
SUE~