Bb dearie,

You woke me up with an unexpected LONG msg.

because of that I am wide awake!

i don't blame you for waking me up.

i blame you because for almost 3 yrs we've been 'married', you still didn't trust me!

trust in the sense of not trusting how much i love you.

for still not knowing the love i have for you.

( havent i shown it enough?)

Bb,

i didn't expected that with a testi from a i-called-friend,

u suddenly felt so upset & hurt.

Bb,

he is just someone whom i knew from my BFF, azy

he is someone i never met before & seriously he's not my type.

( he's ok though, but he is just not my type)

even though he had been living in UK or study in UK or whatever UK,

he is still someone whom i think i will not happy living with.

Bb,

I'm 20 yrs old okay!

& so are you.

& at this age (even though still fresh young ;p)

i still think I'm over finding for a new bf.

u know,

finding a new bf is hard work!

you have to go back to stage 1 where u have to get to know each other first, bla bla bla....

I'm tired already for that.

& therefore i have been saying this to me over & over again that you are for me.

& that no matter what, i will & always try keeping this relationship work till forever.

Bb,

i love you so much ok!

& please don't u ever doubt about that!

do you think we will remain almost 3yrs if I'm not in love with u?

c'mon!!

I sacrificed alot for you

& I'm willing to sacrifice more and more and more.

Bb,

seriously honestly,

the testi he sent was unmeaning to me.

& the testi i replied back to him was only like Q&A

( u know like he asked i answered)

that's about it!
no other intention.

Bb,

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER!

i was kinda surprised with your msg.

& sgt2 terharu!

& after i reply your msg on the spot,

u imidietly called me.

& i was shocked on how you sound.

you sound so scared that something might be happening with us.

Bb,

nothing will happen to us ok.

not something from me i promised!

& i know you wouldn't do something that would break us apart too would ya?

Bb,

even though we always argued or have miss communication of stuff..

please bare in your froggy mind (",)

I WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU!

( jumpe la abah cpt!!)

hehe..

yours truly forever,

suraya aminudin

Bb is watching football match.

i dont even know which team vs. which.

&

i dont give a fucking damn about it okay!

i msg-ed him before the match telling him that i was hungry & lets buy a burger!

&

like always he would say..

'sue mkn la apa2 yg ada dulu ok?'

'Bb nak tgk match jap'

'after the match if sue xtido lagi kite g beli okay?'

boleh kahh??

i mean the match start at 1am.

& probably habis around 3am...

3am to buy & eat a burger???

are u nuts, bb??

haishh!

looks like football match are WAYYY MORE important than me huh??

u know,

like i told u millionth of times before, i dont care if u addicted or desperate for a football match..

but as long as u dont forget what is more important than the stupid football match!!

fyi,

me myself also like to watch football match okay!

but am not that addicted!!

haishh!

sometimes, NO! EVERYTIMES!

i just dont understand whats GOOD about football??

it is just a match which is like sooooo wasting of time!!

ok la..

whatever!

Violet Afflex.

-owh! so cute!-

nothing important bout this post.

i just really like to see the cutie beautifol violet affleck.

& she has been choosen the cutest baby by the parade magazine in USA.

* oh! she beat suri cruise okay! hows that??*

** but suri also one of the cutest baby today!**

I was wondering,
why those ugly people (sorry to say) doesnt know that they're ugly or knew they're ugly but stupid enough to act like they're 'THE MISS UNIVERSE'???
please la...
i didnt say that im pretty or the bomb or whatever...
everyone is pretty in their own ways..
but please la....
put some thought in you..
dont act like pretty things when the reality isnt..
you just polluting the environment with the 'konon-konon sexy menyakitkn mata yg euuwhh! disgusting tue...
haish!
agak2 la kn..
aduii!!

hmm..
ok la.
later~

hmm...
i viewed my ex's friendster page just now..
& i saw that there's my name in who i wanna meet coloumn..
but not quite sure whether its me who he meant or another suraya.
but then i searched for other suraya in his friends' lists..
& the result was none..
only me the suraya in his lists..

so what do you guys think?
is it me??
hmm....
*pk2* jap..
is he still have feelings for me or just wanna see me as a friend??
but.............................
i have no idea!
i wanna send him a testi asking who the suraya..
but takot he will think that i am so THE PERASAN!!
hahahha..
wutever laa!!!

urgh!
exam is in 2 more days ;(
&& like every semesters i'll always have not enough time!
this is due to the last minutes of studying ;(
hate it so muchh!!
why are u such a lazyy arsee, suraya?????

my first paper would be MARKETING!
& i think most of u would know that marketing is SO BORING!
hahhaha..
seriously okay!!

on the other hand,
am jealous of shaxie... she managed to wake up very early EVERY day to study!!
VERY VERY EARLY!
around 5-6am, she will be at her desk studying ;(
good for her but bad for me ;((
jealousnyee!!!

owhh2!
after the marketing paper, me, shaxie, hanim & the other gurls are planning to go swimming at ixora's pool.. i know its lame!
hahha.
but i am so excited ok!
spending new yrs eve in the pool!!!
wOOt!!!!
hahahaa...

ok.
wanna take my shower then ..................................STUDY! ;(

haha =)) *gelak guling2*

1) DON'T LOOK AT NAKED LADY

Boy 1: Why do you
run from a naked lady?
Boy 2: Becos my mum said that if I
look at a naked
lady, I'll turn into
stone. A part of me is getting hard
already!


(2) NAMES OF WIVES

A malay man had 4 wives, and he called
his...
4th wife..... baby doll
3rd wife.....china doll
2nd wife.....barbie doll
1st wife..... panadol !


(3) HOW INDIA GOT ITS NAME

This is how India got its name.....
The king was having sex with his
mistress while
thinking a name of his
country and his mistress ask him "is
it In
Dear?"...


(4) RESEARCH FINDING

Research shows men are fatter than
women because
every-night men get fresh
milk & 2 big papayas
women only get 1 banana, 2 peanuts & 1
tea-spoon of
starch!


(5) ARAB MAN

An arab was being interviewed at a US
checkpoint.
'Your name pls.'?
"Abdul Aziz "
"Sex? "
"Six times a week!! "
"No, no, I mean male or female! "
"Doesn't matters, sometimes even
camel !"


(6) SERVICE

Sex is like a restaurant.
Sometimes you get full satisfactory
service, and
sometimes you have to be
satisfied with self-service"


(7) HAPPY MAN

What makes a happy man?
Daughter on the cover of cosmo.
Son on the cover of sports illustrated.
Mistress on the cover of playboy
and .. Wife on the cover of "missing
persons"


(8) SWIMSUIT

Why was the 2-piece swimsuit invented?
To separate the HAIRY section from the
DAIRY
section.


(9) GOOD AMBITION

Teacher: What do
you want to become?
Little Johnny: Doctor !!
Teacher: Why?
Little Johnny: Coz its the only
profession where u
can tell a woman to take off her
clothes and
ask her husband to pay for
it.


(10) DENTIST

Woman complaining to dentist: "It's so
painful, I'll
rather have a baby
than
have a tooth removed."
Dentist: "Make up your mind soon, I'll
adjust the
chair accordingly."


(11) VIRGIN

Old lady, 85, a virgin, about to die.
wanted
her tombstone to read :
BORN A VIRGIN, LIVED A VIRGIN, DIED A
VIRGIN.
The engraver shortened it to: "
RETURNED UNOPENED "


(12) OLD MAN AND YOUNG GIRL

75 yr old man got married to a 15 yr
girl.
On their first night both were crying -
why???
Coz she didn't know anything, and he
had forgotten
everything.

after reading my previous post over & over again i found out that it was sucks!!
there're lotsa gramatically errors..
sorry for that..
maybe i was kinda emotional that i forgot how to write..
or maybe that i actually very stupid in english ;(
i just dont know which one is right ;(

her i dissapointed with.

Dear S,
I thought i know you very well. I thought you are my BFF. I thought you are someone that i can rely on when i'm down and someone that i can share my happy moments with. I thought we are meant to be forever as a BFF.
But all the thoughts that i have towards you seems to be so un-true! so bullshit!! why on earth suddenly you became someone totally different from the girl i used to know 9 yrs ago? what had made u changed so drastically? arent you care about me like how i care for you? is it because you have a NEW bf u forget all of us! including ME? dont you remember how we spent our evenings walking around tmn perling, played under the rain or lepak-ed at perling mall till magrib? dont you remember all the good days with had together??
oooh.. && dont you remember how i had to entertained your 'love' life at that time?? walking around in front of your 'then-bf''s house just so you can see him or at least his family?? Dont you remember how i sacrificed for you by telling lies to your parents on where you are going? Dont you at least have in your heart how much i sacrificed my time, effort, love, & dignity just to see you happy?
Dont tell me bacause of him (new bf) suddenly you can forget all those things. This ain't supposed to be the way they are okay!. we supposed to have fun! MUCH MORE FUN than before.
I dont hate you but seriously i am dissapointed in you. i did msg-ed you but you didnt reply. what are you expect me to do? begging you to save our friendship? oooh c'mon!! i had enough ok! enough of making the 1st move. I can try once more but if you still with your stupid bad attitude, sorry bye2 we are.

p/s to the readers: sorry for my suddenly emotional post. i am kinda dissapointed with her. someone for me to know & for you guys not to ever find out! hehe...

in memories of yr 2007 ;p
(taken from nesya's blog)

1)Where did you begin 2007?
- home in jb kot.
- perasaan : happy cz baru abes exams.

2) What was your status on Valentine’s Day?
- not available. ;)

3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
- yes in MMU

4) How did you earn your money?
- pama scholar ;p ooohh && ptptn (tp only for MMU's fees)

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
- nope. i was all healthy ;p hehe.. only clinics.

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
- this year....no.. xnak dh la.. polices in melaka all mcm ****

7) Where did you go on vacation?
- around m'sia only.

8 ) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
- huhu.. saye xmmpu ;(

9) Did you know anybody who got married?
- my neighboor's & abg wanzul

10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
- my neighboor's mom ...(is it this yr?? sorry lupe)

12) Did you move anywhere?
- nope..

14) What concerts/shows did you go to?
- none.

15) Are you registered to vote?
- saye masih kecik ;p

16) Who did you want to win BigBrother?
- apakah ituu??

17) Where do you live now?
- the xbest melaka ;( & the very best jb ;)

18) Describe your birthday?
- happy2.. celebrated it with friends & family.

19) What’s one thing you thought you’d never do but did in 2007?
- g genting?? hahaha... (& the story behind it ;p )

20) What has been your favorite moment?
- genting trip!! & Bb ;)

21) What’s something you learned about yourself?
- i always learned that i am soOOo gedik & emo at small thingy... but only to Bb.. oooh && i am too dependent on him *wink*

22) Any new additions to your family?
- xd kot...

23.) What was your worst month?
- cant remember ... but it was the days when my housemates had a very huge fight.. & i also involved.. not to forget my stupid idiodic ex-rummates.

24.) What music will you remember 2007 by?
- byk tuh!!

25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
- i nvr drink n will nvr do..

26) Made new friends?
- tak kot..

27) New best friend?
- since msk beta... amal, & huda.

28) Favorite Night out
- weekends. ;)

Since its nearly the end of the year 2007,
i think i better make some new year resolutions..
& i wanna put 100% effort on it!
& i wanna make sure by the end of year 2008 i'll achieve all of it!

no more 'malas2'
no more 'its too early'
no more 'miss nice girl'
no more 'i dont care'
no more those negative attitudes..!!

i wanna change!!
change for the better not for anyone...
but of course for ME

after my 1st paper(exam) - 31/12/07
i'll list all the resolution that i wanna make sure to achieve nxt year!

ok.
now study!!!!

My new layout!
gile HOT pink!
hahahhaa...

i am bored ok!
well...
pink rocks my world!
hahahhahahaa ;p

things i did these couple of days:

thursday:
- went back to jb to celebrate raya haji.. went back to kg.. and we lapak-ed there for hours..

friday:
- teman my sis buat passport (3hrs!!!) then went to cs....
- celebrated my mom's bufday!

saturday:
- met rasyiqah and azy for the 1st time in like yrs!! rasyiqah getting hotter!! ;) azy maintain cute ;)

sunday:
- out with family.. bought my bus ticket n went to angsana...

monday:
- back to melaka ;(

so basically my days was full of jln2.. my kaki hurts! hahahha....
ok now its time to study ;((

i'll be back to my hometown tomorrow morning..

celebrating raya haji in jb!!

wOOt!!!

lama jgak dh xbalik jb ( 2weeks ago dh balik pon kot ;p)

but anyway,

this weekends was planning to hangout with my gurls from jb..

iqa's flying to nz nxt yr..

so since everyone is in the middle of hols (except for me! like duhhh!!)

its easier to plan now...

takot xsempat nk jmpe before she fly....

hmmm...

tension gile!!

assignment still berlambak!!

& finals is in 2 weeks..

&& i'm dead!!!!!

enndd~

weekends ;)

huhu..
i had a very good splendid weekends.. ;)
asilah came down to melaka for lepak2....

friday night
- kak izza drove us to jus buah for dinner.. we talked n talked till kak izza sgt ngntok... then went back... continue talking in my room until 3-ish in the morning....

saturday
- i went to mc with Bb.. we bought our bus tickets for raya haji... had our lunch at the new open McD in mc...
- at night, lepak-ed at mamak with hanim, shax, asilah n reez.... we had so much fun! especially ada reez bapok tue! ;p
we talked n talked like there's no tomorrow... we lepak-ed till 2-ish morning.. gossip2 ;))

sunday
- we 5 went for breakfast in mc... asilah balik ;( but still talked n talked....
- did my marketing q-aire assignments.. not that complete.. i dont know how ;( sorry amal.. i did what i can...
- had dinner with Bb n now i'm studying for finals ;(((

so basically that's how i spent my weekends... although i didnt have much sleep but hanging out with them made my day ;)

to asilah:
be strong okay! i know u can do it gurl! just dont think anymore bout the thingy... its not worth a penny okay! u'll find someone WAYYYYYYYYYYYY better than him.. ;))
oowhh!! nnti dtg melaka lg ;p


love love u guys ;))

Bb ajak tgk movie alien vs. prediator.
but i dont know nk g ke x..
its nearly to the exam weeks..
cite tue pon kuar 20th kn?
not sure....

every weeks tgk movies..
huhu.
bankcrupt!
hahaha...

nak lwn milie list movies for this yr ;p
(tp xlist kn when the month we watched la ok)

1- Transformers (i watched 3 times!!)
2- Golden Compass
3- Hitman
4- Enchanted
5- Die Hard 4
5- Ratatouille
6- 30days of night
7- Sunshine
8- Hannibal Raising
9- Ocean's 13
10- 300
11- Bridge to Terabithia
12- Pirates of Carribean
13- Spiderman 3
14- Ghost Rider
15- The Return
16- The Holiday
17- Bee Movie

hmm...
rase nye byk lagi kot..
but xigt ;p

huhu..
with those movies.. rase2 nye how much money i spent just to watched movie??
u do the math ok.
heheh..

ok la..
wanna get some sleep...

have u ever feel that at certain period of time all u wanna do is lay down doing just nothing??
u dont feel like to go out..
u dont feel like surfing the net..
u dont feel like watching tv...
u dont feel like chatting or hanging out with friends..
basically u dont feel like doing anything...
all u wanna do is just lay down with a nice cup of coffee or hot chocs.
do anyone of you feel the same way as i do right now??

urgh!
musim stress dtg lagi!!
i hate it!!
i just wanna lay down without stressing my mind thinking of 'unnecessary' thingy.
huhu...

bad news for me:
- my finals exams start on 31th dec. 07
- my last paper is on 5th jan 08
- & all of my housemates finish their exams before 4jan 08.
- 2days i live alone in ixora. ;((
mcm mana?? what should i do??
;((

I'm addicted to multiply..!!!!!!!

now i can dowload so many things with just one click?

eyh??

hahhaha..

wutever pon i already found sooOo many things (especially musics with full albums!!)

oooowhhh!!!

lalallallaaa~~

& right now i'm downloading the ost for enchanted!!!

yippiieee!!!

;))

but the songs are not all best..

some of them.

especially the part of giselle n the hero (sape name erk?)

ok la..

i got to go..

class!!

ddaaadaa~~

haha..
looks like my previous previous post was wrong...
haha..
today was a totally super duper hot!!
i sweat & sweat & sweat...
its like living in the desert la plak..
hahaa..
apa daaaah!!!

but anyway,
today was so lazzyy!!
mondays always the most lazy day ever!!
i have class at 3pm..
only!!!
but today i have to wake up early to see AA.
& now im sleepy ;(

ok bout my new AA.
his name is Mr. Ramaiyer Subramaniam..
he's a pure indian & graduated from somewhere in bangalore..
& he's Good in Accounting..
td jmpe die, he told me to improve my accounting as he's the accounting man..
hahaha
bengong!
im dead after this ;(

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no waterrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it only ixora or all of the bukit beruang have no water????
urgh!!
i've got appointment with my AA at 10.
& i havent taken my bath yet!!

looks like meeting him without bathing ;p
hahaha..
but seriously im stresssssssss!!
urgh!!!!
tension2....

grrrr~~~
friggin' cold here!!
feel like living in the ice cube!
( apa nama the house kt antartica tue erk??)
hehe..
anyways,
it has been raining madly like forever!
& i dont when is the last time i felt hot & sweat & thirsty!!
seriously!
all i feel now is only grrrr~~~ & grrrr~~ & grrr~~~
get what i mean??
hehheee ;p

anyway,
i spent my weekends in jb..
& of course with my family ;)
at home me n my sis spent the happy hours watching jelatang n spaQ episodes which we missed through the internet..
hahaa..
gile semangat kn???
& because of that i ended up sleeping around 6am!
& had to wake up around 10am to get ready to go back to melaka ;(
but but but...
while watching those episodes, all we do was laughing n eating & eating lotsa chocolates till 6am!
hahaa..
gile la..
now i wonder how many kg's i gain..
huhu ;(

ok la..
i think thats about it for now.
wanna get more sleep before i could struggle for the notesssssss.....

toodless~

My dad had reached M'sia around 2am just like what i'd mentioned..
but anyway,
Bb like always didnt let me go back home (jB)
he said he will miss me soOo much! (hehe, so sweet)
but i have to...
& i wanted to..
sorry Bb...

but to make thing ok...
i'll go back tomorrow (saturday)
& will be in melaka on sunday..
only 2 days & a nite in jb...
so in that, Bb would not miss me that much ;)

ok..
pre-exam schedule out yesterday..
& my exams start 31 dec & ends 5 jan..
huhu..
start awl abes lmbt!
ngek betol....


hmm...
ok la..
i've to go...
daaaa~~

since the day i went to jj with Bb ( the day i bought ps i love u novel), since that day..... i cant stop thinking of the wedges in vincci!! urghh!!! im so in love with the wedges... fyi, i'm not a fan of shoes.. especially vincci.. but that wedges.... really makes me soOoo uhh no myself!! hahhhaa.. but seriously! the wedges sgt cantek ok!! & after balik jb nnti wanna ask my mom for some money ;p hehee...
nak jgak!!! xkira apa jd!!
hehehe...

owhh yeah... my dad will reach m'sia around 2am today (tomorrow to be more specific) hehe..
so cannot wait!!
my sis bgtau abah beli lotsa & lotsa chocolate & rings for all of 5 of his girls ;)))
hehe.
so sayang kt abah!!!
hehe...

ok la..
wanna take my shower & do whatever i should do...
taadaaa~

;)
had my dinner at jj yesterday...
& i bought a novel...
its a old not quite old novel...
but i wanted that novel for all that i know ;p

a novel by cecelia ahern... haahaha
yah2..
u know...
p.s. i love u!!!!!!!!!!!

hehee
but i've got the movie one (front page)
& its only cost rm28+
;)
i am soOo happy ;))

i miss my dad!!
pelik kn?
i mean when he's here in m'sia i didnt missed him like how i miss him now..
but since he's in nz i cant help but thinking of him every single seconds ;)
selalu aje mcm nie.


but whatever pon, he'll be back on wednesday, insyaAllah ;)
then nxt week i'll be back home.!!
JB!!!!
here i come!
ahakz...
;)

yesterday i was extremely tired!
i woke up at 5.30am. ( this is due to the last minutes study!!)
did some revision for my 9am OB exam..

then after exam i had my breakfast with Bb.
had to walk like 10 minutes to the medan seleraa.
then right after that i went out with huda n amal for shoppinG!
not exactly shopping for me.. but for them!
hehe
but actually it was just window shopping.

ok now!
mega sales just started!!
urghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe...

xpe2..
wait till next week
then we shop till we drop okay??
;)

now i have to do lotsa assignments...
;((

till then

I am tOOooo tired!!

the end~

I've been very stress this whole week.
last tuesday i've got Public Sector exam.
then have to do marketing assignment which due today (friday)
then tomorrow ive got Organizational Behavior exam.
;((

&&
OB sgt byk to study!
ada 4 chapters & ohmy! byk nye nk kene hafal..
ni baru midterm aje..
FINAL???
urghh!!!!!!

tension nye la study nie kn??

but anyways,
yesterday when to Bb's housemates farewell party (act, mkn2 aje)
they'll sgt sporting..
i mean...
its mix ok ( chinese, indians, & malays)
but they'll mcm 1 race..
siap bole gurau2 panggil monyet laa..
gay laa...
huhu..
best nye dpt housemates mcm tue...
lucky Bb..

wish i have those sporting housemates..
my housemates?
only shaxie & fira aje i think yg best.
mira, wina & sha sgt xbest...
i mean since the stupid incident & the tuduh2 tue i dont think we're ok..

honestly, mira & wina i can handle..
but sha?
looking at her face aje dh meluat..
& i hate her soOo much!
yurks!
who do she think she is?
plzz laaa!
harap je muke innocent and all..
so ppl,
dont judge a books by its cover.
thank u very much!


oops! biar la if dieorg bace.. sorry!
its my blog... i'll write whatever i like.
if u terasa or marah...
plz just click the x button at the top..

urgh!
life is so unfair!!
but who's me to judge aite??

God had his own reasons for the things that happened to me..
just have to live with it.
& thankful for everythings.
;)

grow up suraya!!
its time for u to be more matured than now! (mature ke?)
hehe...

but anyway,
today was kinda sux!
sux in terms of my health!
haha..
got a very terrible headache...
& i think its due to the yesterday exam ;(
i felt kinda tired & sometime felt like to vomit..
but luckily i'm much more better now after telan 2 biji panadol.
(thanks to shaxie) ;))

ok.
off to bed!
& i hope to wake up around 5.30am to study.
still got lotsa things to cover before saturday exam..
;(

nite nite~

abah i miss!

:((

right now most probably abah in the flight!
on the way to NZ for 2 weeks!!

ooowhh!!
suddenly i miss him triplee trillion muchh!!
huhu...

abah called me just now asking what i wanted as a gift.
i said nvr mind..
just lotsa & lotsa chocolates will do ;))

fyi, i obssessed with chocolates!!
its my life!!
hahahaaa ;)))

take care abah ;)

i woke up very very early today!!
5.30am!!
huhu..
there's reason why okay!
i dont slimply wake up early for nothing okay!!
hahaha ;p

but anyway, the reason i woke up early is because i've got exam at 10.
& because i havent study THAT much!
urgh!!

so the paper was not that hard but still cannot do ;((
the last ques was kinda confusing FOR ME!
haha..
i did lil bit of it ( actually i wrote 1 full pg for the Q but it wasnt the right answer!)
bummit!!!!!
urghh!!

now i'm devastating!!!!!

choow!!!

sunday!

yesterday i accompanied Bb to hospital pantai.
he had to see the doctor because of his eyes thingy..
& also because the hospital called him for his signature..
haha..
in the hospital i saw hizami's car at the car park.
but no so sure if it was his.
i think it was.. at least.
haha..
its ok..
i ask him if it was him in pantai ;p

then after hospital,
we went to Jj cz Bb wanted to buy contact lenses.
he said he cant bare to live without lenses cz it his life!!
actually his life was BOLA!
so no contact lenses no bola for him!
so die kena beli to save his life..
haha..
weird!!
but anyway, i bought myself a color lenses also..
with power of course..
fyi, my power increased to 150!!
urghhH!!!
benci toll!!!!!

then after that we watched HITMAN!!!
ooOOmmgggod! !!
gile best la the cite!
although its hard for us to understand the cite.
but goshhh!! best sgt2!!!!
&&&
the hero was OoH my! so HANDSOME & CUTE & MACHO!!
hehe..
seriously!
go watch!!!

then after movie went straight home to study ;(
midterm is tomorrow..
& i dont think what i've read stuck in my head!
bummmitt!

OooooOOo!!

i wanna watch THE GOLDEN COMPASS..!!

& i think this movie is a MUST see 1..

ehehe..

i swa the preview & it was OOoo soOO fantastic!!

jom watch!!!

ex

oowh yeah.
i remember now..
yesterday in Jj..
guess who i saw?????????????


my EX in JB!!
when i was i form 5..
hahaa.....

before we entered Jj i saw this group of guys at CIMB atm outside Jj.
then one of them tegur Bb..
Bb's friend..
he said he is from ALAM..
then when i heard alam i was like........ ok probably my ex's here..
so buat bodoh je la kn..

then at 1 shop...
i saw himm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!!
u dont know how i felt ok that tym!
well...
dont wanna talk about him.
i have Bb now! ;))
& i love him ;))

but of course he didnt see me.. ( hope so)
but if he did... he wont recognize me cz what i know.... tym f5 i was sOOo gemok!!
that i weigthed nearly 60kg!
now i'm 49kg..
hehe ;)
not to be proud but i think i'll gain more ;(

owh yeahh..
his name is HAMZAH FANSURI!
cute aite name die??
hehe.
jz like the person!
(oOOpss!!)
hahahaa..
no laa.. joking ;p

daa~~

enchanted!

Enchanted was awesome!

full of sweeettt-ness! ;)

the songs!!

omyy!!

i love ;)

sape ada lagu2 OST Enchanted??

buzz me at ym - gorg_swan

ok!!

hehe

so u guys!!

go & watch enchanted!

especially to those whose in love ;)

i know its fary tales.

but sometime u just have to run away from the reality aite?

i lil'bit of fary tales aint harm u.

hehe..

watch watch watch!!!!!

ever ever after!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

muaxhhh!

yayyyy!!

jap lagi nk g tgk cite ENCHANTED!!!

seronok nyee!!
xsabar! ;))

nnti after the movie i'll update about the movie & whether its nice or not.

;)

but surely its nice & best & woooahhH!!

haha

ok till then ;)

;))
i soOOoo in Lovvee with country songs!!
;))

sad ;(
rasenye i cant meet rasyiqah this weekends.
just read my previous post...
so many things to do yet so lil' time.
urghh!!

kesian azy, fairuz, ad n especially iqa..
promised hang out with them before iqa fly to NZ..
but with my time like that how can i make it?
;(

iqa fly nxt yr.. but nxt month die kene g MRSM Langkawi cz die continue study there b4 fly to NZ..
urgh!
i'm sooOOoo gonna miss her!!

iqa... n the girls...
sorry sgt2 cz i cant make it..
i wanna hangout n gossiping with u guys.. but i cant ;(
its been nearly a yr aite we havent meet?
eventhough ddk jb but its hard for us to meet kn??
so so so sorry ;((

IMPORTANT date for next week :

1) 26/11 - sumbit marketing assignment 1 to hizami. (demmit! didnt anything yet!)
2) 27/11 - midterm exam for public sector accounting (demmit again! didnt start anything yet)
3) 01/12 - midterm exam for organizational behavior (also xstart anything! urghhh!!)

urghh!!
byk nye keje n benda nk kene buat..
assignment nak kene submit to hizami xtau nak wat mcm mana..
ooooowhhh i'm so stress3!!

hari yg penuh kemarahan.

i am so pissed off today! at Bb..
dont ask why cz i myself also dont know!!
urghh!!
tension okay!
sometimes i think i hate him soOo much.
but most of the time i luv him!
urghh!!
why?????????
pls give answer to me...


btw,
yesterday i went to muhibbah dinner.. i know3.. its already past raye. but MMU Melake nie lembab sket.... hahhaa...
overall okay la... but ada la a group of girls ( what i saw la) punyalah tamak amek byk sgt food n xhabis... & because of them got other ppl yg xdpt rase the food. siot gile! tamak nk mmpos pastue wat muke kerek. cantik xpe la kan.. bongok!!!!!!!
owh yeah... smlm jgak i won the fuh-yoo thingy! hahaha.. they came to us (me, huda, ctsue n sape ntah) to play some game.. yg sgt bodoh okay! hahah.. dgn pakai baju kurung we have to follow what they say n do the opposite way. phm?
wutever!
hahaa...

ok gtg.
nak tido..
sejuk2 nie best wooo tido!
nite3!

sue xoxo

;))

sunday is a day to have fun! ;p

as always, sundays are the day for me & Bb to have fun ;p

ari ahad @ sabtu sure kiteorg xlekat kt bilik.

xcaya tny shax.

kn shax??

hehe.

always got something for us to do.

the common one is watching the new movie.

yea la...

every week sure got 1 or 2 movies baru kn?

so of course kiteorg xnak lepaskn peluang watching the new one which is

.......

BEE MOVIE!!

gile best okay the movie.

cute plak tue ;p

althought i was kinda tired ( have to wait like 5hrs for our movie)

i still phm the movie.

owh & ramai gile bdk kecik!!!

hahaha..

& bising & diorg yg gelak plng kuat.

but cute ;p

padan muke Bb!!! hehe..
but at the same time still kesian kt die ;p

td time Bb main bola ptg2 kt padang mmu, die accident ;p
bola 'terpelanting' kt mata die.
& sape kenal my Bb die wear spect. but time main bola die pkai contact lenses. like duhh!!
so bile bola kene mata die, terkena la lenses die kn?
so he thought that time yg lenses die msk dlm mata.
he was scared because his left eye sgt2 sakit.
then he went to see the doc. in hospital pantai to check his eyes.
luckily the doc said its nothing.
the lense was already out. ( maybe terkeluar after the bola kena mata die)
but the for safety the doc. injected his eye.. (hahaha ;)))
sian die aite??
haha NOT!

sorry Bb.
its not that i dont kesian u. but the thing is i dont really like u play soccer.
if u play soccer ada aje benda yg xkene..
i mean u'll get hurt & injured!
& of course i hate it okay!
then dh sakit2 sebok2 ngadu kt sue..
bukan sue xnak layan..
but if u sakit because of bola!!! of course i will not entertain u!!!!

gile kejam sue kn??
hehe....

but honestly,
u can play i dont really mind.
but please dont be too obsessed with soccer or football or whatever u called it.
play to have fun i can accept it.
but if u play & play & play & as a result ur marks drop.
i'll kill u!!!
(kill in terms of my way okay)
hahahha..

ok2 need to sleep got plan tomorrow ;p

VS fashion show.

hot chicks everywhere!!

(owh & exclude heidi's husband ;p)

its a Victoria's Secret fashion show.

i wish i could attend the glamorous event ;p

lots & lots of hot celebrities attended the show.

& of course the models are super hot!

but2..

the most bestest thing is that.

my all time favorite girl group.....

SPICE GIRLS!!

they performed live ( although lipsynching) for the 1st time!!!!!

after 10 yrs of silence! but now they're back!!!

yiipppiieee!!! ;)))

arent they so hot & glamorous???

it's almost midnite but yet i dont feel sleepy. shax's already in bed since 8pm. she's probably having the nicest dream ever ;p . yeah la i think its worth for her since yesterday she had a hard time sleeping. poor shaxie & its all because of the coffee ;p who can we blame? hehe.. shaxie is so addicted to coffee & the 'best' thing is that she'll drink it in the middle of the nite. haiih shaxie! hehe. ;))
shaxie blogged about mr lim & his super duper fucking idiot friend aite? if u guys read her blog u should know what i'm talking about. what i'm gonna share with ya'll is that Bb also had a similar kinda situation with what shaxie had been thru. a slightly diff. but the same all fucking manners that those stupid ixora management gave us!!! wth!! i totally deeply hating them!!! so fucking berlagak that i wanna slap all the faces of the management (excluding the kakak melayu- she's the only nicest person in management). urghh! gile sgt berlagak!. i wanna know sampai bile dieorg bole bertahan. come'n la.. ur business surely wont last long despite all the bad things you've done to lotsa ppl okay! i guarantee!!!
okay stop blogging about those unhealthy ppl. ignore them or else they'll ruin ur day. hahahha.

tomorrow my class start at 8am. AGAIN! untill 12pm. non-stop 4hrs lectures! haha. gile kejong dlm lecture hall tue nnti. ;p
okay wanna sleep. i need a wonderful peaceful sleep like shax's. hehe.

goodnite everyone. sweet dream ;))

sue xxx

i was pissed off with Bb just now. but i'm okay now ;)) he's so good in pujuk-ing me ;)) thats what i likkee about him the most ;))
why i was mad?? imagine if u had to wait for someone for half an hr in the freaking nowhere?? ok2.. exagerating!! Bb asked me to wait for him at fbl lobby at 6.30pm. he had class untill 7pm but he thought the class was gonna end. but sadly the lecturer disscussed the tutorial Q's. so the class ended 7.05pm. so imagine i had to wait for him for half an hr in fbl lobby all by myself ;((
apa lagi i mara la!!! but then die pujuk ;p suke saye ;))))

Dear blog,
what happened with the world nowadays? i mean the people (Human beings??). not all of course. but hey! tired to hear the same old stories to each & everyone yg terlibat. urghhh!! & of course i wont blog detail about it. i just dont wanna hurt anyones' feeling.
but anyway.
today class was ok i guess. mdm mazni suddenly became such a nice lecturer afterall. she seem fun & un-strict (thats what according to her). but the lectures went so bloody slow. haha. the 1st lectures was very fast but today sgt2 slow. haha.
after class we (amal, me, huda, mia & zami) went to clinic to timbang our weight. u know what??? damia kurus gile2 nye kurus la.. (sorry mia but i wanted to tell everyone ;p) she weight like 40kg?? imagine that... i'm so very jealous of her! mia mia... whats the secret?? share2 please!! hehe ;))

my next class would be at 4pm & its a boring boring tutorial conducted by mr. paul!! urghh!! buhsan3!!!!!
can i please not go to that tutorial class!!

ok later.

Dear blog,
Life has been very very boring this past few days! i lost my appetite. i eat less than i usually eat. i lost interest in food called RICE. urgh! whats is happening to me?? i feel kinda bored with the food here. (i told u already aite?) but the sad thing is that i dont think i loss a kg of my weight. urghh!! dh xbole mkn nape xkurus2??. haha..
but anyways. i hate study! haha. lotsa assignments this sem. short sem but hectic!! & the courses i took this sem mcm hard aje semua. leceh bebenor >:(

urgh!
i'm hungry! but what to eat???

zoo

Dear blog,
yesterday was great! me & Bb went to visit his 'friends'. hehe. i mean we went to melaka's zoo ;))
i know its kinda lame talking bout zoo at this age. but seriously i've never been to malaysian zoo.
not to try talking big but its true. i've been to australian & singapore zoo but not malaysian
;( very sad aite?
but anyway, i find melaka zoo quite awesome!. its big! very big! the animals was most of them lazying around sleeping ;( nak tngkp picture pon susah. but we managed to snap some pictures though. the pictures will be upload tomorrow i hope.
Jln2 di zoo melaka only took us about 2hrs. but hey! seriously we were damn exhausted! its like climbing bukit beruang. haha. & of course it was hot.
after zoo melake we had our lunch cum dinner at Mcd Ayer keroh. then went to Jj . bought some things then straight home!.
wooahh! the day was full with walking! i wonder how many calories i burned today. any idea??
hehe.
i wanna lose some weight. i think i'm getting fatter. ;(

ok. daa~

Dear blog,
just reached home from mia's open house. yg dtg only me,shax,hizami,huda & also nesya n faiz (nesya's bf).
we ate nasi beriyani (i think) which is sOOo sgt sedap ;))
&& there's only gossips all the way ;p
of course la kn when melaccans meet cyberians there would be lotsa & lotsa gossips. *wink*
sorry i've got no pictures to post together. maybe nesya have it. u should check her blog

ok.
wanna rest & sleep ;P

Dear blog,
was out to the mall today. thought of buying a Gisele bunchans (betol ke spelling?)ipanema sandal 'terbantut' cz they dont have my siza (size7) ;(
in MP pon have no size 7. very frustrating actually. my current sandal was old! haha. mcm nk tercabut je when walking. but actually in a good condition. but the mood to shop was very high! what to do aite?
but bile pikir2. i think i wanna save the money & buy a sneaker. maybe adidas or nike. which one yg terpikat hati akan kubeli someday. insyaALlah. i wanna start wearing shoes now. bole?
but depends where to go la kn.

shax is sleeping now. she wanna wake up around 3am to study. mcm pelik aje. i mean i was the one who usually sleep very early but today. other way around. ;)

i soo cannot wait for tomorrow. mia's open house! bole mkn sedap2.. ;p & have fun of course la kn ;))

Dear blog,
i was quite... no VERY angry at him yesterday. i just dont know why. i guess starting from now i cant totally depends on him. i have to be independent towards everythings! just dont be too 'mengharap'. i wont blog detail bout yesterday. not because i dont want to but because i was late for class ;p
i've got classes on fridays!!!!!!! demmmitt!
everyones dh free on fridays but us?? boleh x? smpai ptg 5-6pm. mmg bengong!

okay. i've to take my shower.
peace ya'll ;p
xoxo

Dear blog,
nothing interesting happened today. woke up went to classes had my lunch & here i am at home blogging. thats all. how pathetic aite? but anyway, i changed my number again!. its still celcom but only its prepaid. kinda fedup using postpaid. so i changed. haha. but the prepaid one is kinda save. ;p

owh yeahh...
tomorrow is depavallie ;))
so happy happy happy depavalli to all who celebrate it ;)
enjoy the day ok!

peace ;p
xoxosue

Dear blog,
Public sector accounting seem to be pretty hard. we have to know all the ministers names n what their jobs are. well basically we have to know bout the country and the politics. boring aite? lecture said that starting from now we have to watch news & read the newspapers EVERYDAY!!! can u imagine how boring my life could be after this? ;((
but today i forgot to buy newspaper so i read it through the net only.
after PSA class i had my lunch in ps with Bb. & only a day i've started getting bored with the menu. it is still the same old menu. ;( when ha its gonna change??
after lunch i went straight to bed till 4-ish cz i my head was bangging like hell!! urghh! hate headache!
& now i'm watching heroes! (ok i know i'm ketinggalanzaman) but what to do? hehe. Bb burned byk movies for me! woooahhh!!! i loike ;p

ok. peace!
xoxosue

dear blog,
i reached melaka yesterday afternoon. unpacked a lil' bit then went to class. my 1st class was ok i guess. just had a simple preview bout the subject & the assignments. the book that we have to buy cost rm74. mahal kn? but i already bought it. lecturer said if u dont buy it then u'll fail the subject. mcm sumpah aje! so thats y i buy it. haha.. after class went to jj with Bb. watch 30days of night. the movie was thrilled & the sound effect was awesome!! haha. but basically the movie not that good yet scary.. mcm mana tue?? haha.. then had my dinner & bought some things. reached home from jj around 10-ish. then went straight to bed ;( ok thats all ;p

update later.

i'll be off to melaka in a couple of minutes!!!!!!!!
;((

& will reach melake around 2pm.
;((

then straight to class
;((


xbest nyeee!!!!

open house

dear blog,
yesterday was super duper fun! all the things went pretty well. i had a blast with all my cousins. the guest well unknown to me! hahaha.. yeah la most of them was my dad's friends n coworkers. owh yeahh my ex-teachers from secondry school came. woahh! so suprised ;p
pictures xbyk amek cz we dont have digital camera. my bro dh amek. so we took some pictures using handphones n video camera. so the picttures turned out to be bad ;(
see my fs for the pictures.

openhouse!

Dear blog,
woooaahh!! just finished shopping some groceries for tomorrow's open house. am soOOo tired. baru shopping aje. belom cooking later at night. sure kepenatan smpai hari ahad. but luckily i'll be back to melake on monday morning so can rilex2 a bit on sunday. ;))
for tomorrow open housE? my friend will not be coming. none of them! ;(( they all bz with school. they got exams. sedih sgt ;( looks like i've to entertain my sis's friends then. its okay. jadi budak kecik for a day sure will be fun ;p
but the best part is my aunt's pet son will be here!! i tell u he's one of the cutest baby alive!! haha.. see my fs page for his picture ;p soo cute that i wanna cubit2 his pp. but kekdg he's bit ngade2. takot ngn outsider la konon. pang kang! hahahaa...

but anyways.
i unoficially wanna invite those my friends who happened to read my blog to my open house tomorrow after 4pm till late night.
if u dont know my house. just msg me to my new celcom no. thank u! ;))
&&& u're welcome to it okay! mkn smpai perut boncet okay!
hehe ;))

xoxosue

Dear blog,
i so cannot believe itt!! urghhh!!!
was expecting totally diff from the actual one.
bodoww!!
tension!!

:(

dear blog,
i'm sad ;( susahnye nk buat date with my jb friends. ;( bkn selalu i'll be in jb. only 3 weeks. nk jmpe sekejap pon susah.
i dont blame them. i blame MMU! hahha.. why MMU hols always not the same as ipta? susah la mcm nie. sampai kapan pon xjmpe dieorg.
even hari raye pon xjmpe ;(
everyone bz with their upcoming exams. have to study of course.
& as a result, i'm all alone at home doiing nothing except membesarkn bdn.
that is so very unfair!!

guys!
bile lg bole jmpe?
hari tue raye i only met saidin tahril wanzul n didie aje.
korg yg lain bile lg? ;((

xoxosue

dear blog,
see i told u before that i was bloody bored! look at how many entry i posted for just TODAY? hehe.. in lest than an hr. hehe. gile buhsan la. ;))
i'll surely will blog later.

xoxosue

her

dear blog,
i think i have to agreed with nesya. i read her blog a couple of days ago, she wrote that friend with boys are much funner than girls. funner like more best!. suddenly i felt that now. NO! i felt that since the beginning of the hols. i'm not talking about all my girlfriends. the melaccan ones is okay. no problem with them! ;)) it just that my sorg girlfriend nie. from jb that i we've been friend since primary school. haiih! why suddenly she making all the fuss? is it because u have a bf now? like hello!!!! not only u okay. bole dikatakn everyone in our group have their own partner. but still they can squeez some time for their friends. but u?? haihh! is bf is that important? than ur friendS? well to me is yes la.. ;p but luckily mine ddk jauh d-ipoh. hehe. tp still la.. u can work it our right?
there's lotsa things bout her that kinda upset me. but i'm okay with her. not mad at her just upset.
hope she'll change because i dont wanna others to 'pulau' her anymore.

i love her okay!

xoxosue

dear blog,
i've already packed all my things for melake. well not all. but all my clothes la.. (u get me?) hehe.
i still need to do some shopping on the toiletries and some food. living in melake ALONE mean u have to save up. ;)) so the food? u have to bring from home.. haha..
no kidding ;p it just that the food in melake easily make me 'muak' n 'membuhsankn'

next sem?
wahhh3 time flies pretty quickly aite? pejam celik pejam celik dh 2nd yr 2nd sem. lg 2 1/2yrs nk grad! ooowhh so cannot wait.. hehe.
anyway, speaking of new sem... i've got a new revolution. what is it? sorry cannot tell dear blog. i wanna keep it to myself n hope to achieve it. *cross my fingers*

xoxosue

sorry

dear blog,
sorry for the emotional entry yesterday. i was so pissed. i know its my dad who asked for favour! MY DAD! but the thing is, i can easily be mad. 'panas baran'. sorry again. but luckily didn't marah2 my dad. that would be totaly wrong aite? but i did cari him the articles. althought not much or maybe the articles didnt help him at all. it just hard to find article. lagipon i dont know what his speech is all about. hehe.

speech3!

I hate when people asking me for favour at a bad time.. u know like i'm not in the mood or worse when they need it pronto!! like last minutes asking for favour..
i dont know bout u guys.
but i hate it.
is it a bad thing??
am i bad??
seriously i just cannot accept it..
just name it.. whether Bb or friends or my family.
sorry!
million times sorry
but this is me.
i easily get irritated & 'panas baran'

wait!!
i'm not saying that u cant ask me for favour.
i can help u.
but please bear in mind bout bad timing okay?
just dont ask me for favour over thing u need pronto!!!
I HATE THAT!!!!

okay.
have to help my dad cari article bout his speech for tomorrow early morning presentation..
urghh!!
igt senang ke??

-okay end-

daddyku sayang~

yurm3..
abah got hamper again today! but today one is very yurmmmyy!! hamper full of chocolates!! hehe.. surely i'll be gaining more weight after this ;(
chocolates yg got names okay! expensive one!

sometimes cemburu with my dad ;p
he said that he only bg ceramah for 15minutes!! and dpt that hamper! boleh x?? best nyeee...
every single days ( not every single laa but most of the days) he'll get hampers.
yesterday he got some kerepeks.
& he said maybe tomorrow he'll get one also..
aduiii...
makin byk 'food' in my house.
&& trust me! we here 6 persons xterhabis nk mkn.
mybe i'll bring some to melake.
surely kt sana starving ;p

tonite again my dad ada dinner to attend! wahhhh!! best nye keje die..
tp abah selalu bz.
even sundays got work.
kesian jgak kt abah..

but wuteve it is, i'll always pray for the safety & best health for daddy.
he's the best daddy in this entire world!!
put aside all the nagging laa...
hehe..
jk~ ;))


owhh yeah..
my dad birthday is coming ( 10/11)
but that time i'll already in melaka...

miss melake ?

something funny just came to my mind..... ;))
i miss MELAKE!
haha...
can u imagine me saying that???
NOTTT!!
hahha..
but seriously i do miss melake..(right now je la ko ;p)
i dont know whats up with me today.
my mind is alll towards melake..
well maybe actually i miss Bb and shaxie..
thats what makes me miss melake..
not that melake ixora thingy okay.!
i hate that place!
since the suicide case.

owh yeahh!
shaxie told me yesterday that she's be back to melake tomorrow??? thursday??
shaxie biar betol..
i mean i know u have ur own reason to balik awl..
but not that sooon..
there'll be noone at home..
who do wanna stay with?
aren't u scared of ....... thing?
sorry..
but i do...
i rather stay up all nite with Bb downstay than sleeping alone..
yahyahyah..
penakut.!
u can say that..
hahhaha...

okay saye dh membebel..
-end-

why?

i know i should be thankful to god for not fail in exams. but the thought of knowing my friend get higher n better n waaayyyy better than me makes me sad.. why cant i get the result that he get? are we really that different in IQ? well i know he's so genius n smart n good in academic. but y cant i be like that?? die blaja and so do i.. but why there's the diff??
i just need the answer to the why Q..
sad laaa ;((

so u might wondering who is he.. well sape penah 1 fgroup with me in alpha can guess. sape lg if bkn mr. hizami.
;))
but wutever it is...
congratulation u guys for ur result! nxt sem we make it much more better aite?
;))

yayyyy!!!

with this i proudly announce that...............

i passed all the subjects!!!!!!!!!!!!
yayyyyy!!!

gile proudly i might say!
(bkn nk riak or menunjuk ok)
hehe..

cz td punya la cuak..
rase mcm nak gugup jantung bile bukak stdnt info.
&& die punya lembab mcm siput babi menmbah kesuspenan jantungku..
;))

but sadly my target x terachieve lg ;((
xpe maybe next sem..
chayookk!!!

result released!

so yeah the result for the fbl student had been released at 6pm.
but still i cannot excess in the system..
tension nyee!!!

owh owh!!
i'm scared!
gile scared!!!

nk tgk ke x???
*double triple sigh*

katie

i know this couple is weird.
well seeing the fact that the girl is taller than the guy.
but wutever u want to say.
i still think that katie look fabulicious in that gown and owh the hair is cute!! & so the shoes!
hehe..
she's just look sooOo amazing!
put aside tom of course!
;))

sharon stone

whatt la??
that was my 1st impression seeing this picture.
gile la..
imagine how many bears or cats or whutever animals had to die just to make that thing??
huishh!
bole sharon stone dgn penuh bangga nye berjln..
pelempang kang baru tau!!
hahaha..
kesian those animals..
put some heart to those animals for god sake!
waduuhh!!
where'd u put ur brain huh??
under that stinky feet of urs??
i thought soo!!
hahaha..
-end-

mumbling

First of all, i'm bored!! haha... bored like hell!!! i just dont know what else to do rather than watching tv, sleeping, online-ing and eating!! honestly that is my everyday routines since the holidays. dumb! && i'm getting fatter! trust me! i gained so much weight! ada la dlm 2-3kgs. not joking okay! imagine ddk kt rumah and just eat sleep eat & sleep.. haiih!! ;( i wanna go out! but i have no friends! ;( most of them got exams.. double sigh!! i wanna gayut kt telephone still there's noone! please please please!!! give me idea of what to do!! bole mati kebuhsanan mcm nie ;p

secondly! i'm pissed! pissed off with MMU! u know based on my previous entry. dont wanna blog abou it again. ;)

thirdly! i'm scared! scared of my result.. okay! i dont wanna talk about it yet.

fourthly! i miss everybody! should i mention the names?? okay2.. basically Bb & my BFF (azy fara shikin & the geng)

fifthly! worried ;( because i'm getting fat!!! urghh!! it took me a long time to have a body like 3 weeks ago.. i know xd la kurus. but i'm happy with it. & seriously i dont wanna ended up having a body like when i was in form 4-5. hate that!!! i still can remember the face of everyone when they look at my body back then.. & still can remember the teased ;(( stupid! hahahha

lastly! i'm sleepy! hahahaa.. i told u!! boring like me will ended up sleeping a moment later.. then as a conclusion menambahkn lagi the lemaks in my body!! urghhh!!



owh owh owh!
congratulation Bb!! u passed on all ur papers.. xpyah risau lagi kn?? must be relieved by now kn?? sue je belom lagi.. dont know when FBL nk keluarkn result. saje je nk bg students cuak..

urghh! marah!

how could MULTIMEDIA UNIVERSITY have such a bad server??
u tell me??
buat malu kaum kerabat aje..
i've tried to check my result since yesterday morning..
and it already 24hrs u bloody stupid arse!!
hishh!!!
geram gile okay.!

bongok laaa!!
i've got excess in student info!!!!!!!
but u know what???
fbl xkeluar lg result!
double bongok laaaa!
bkn nk inform kt bulletin board xpyah la susah2 since yesterday try nk check!
stupid system!!
benciii laaa!!!

today is the 5th day of raya.
well overall raya this yr was boring!!
but still got the 'funfun'

haiihh!!

hols this sem pon boring ;((

mataku sakit

my left eye hurts!!!
blooodddyy hurtt!!!
got some kind of lebam there..
donno what..
shax ckp kene gigit ngn semut..
tp getting biggger....
bonggookk laa........

*stress2*

i'm miss Bb already...
eventhough baru je jmpe td..
jap lagi i dh nak balik.
will not see him for 3 weekss!!!
ouuwwhhh!!
mcm mana???

bla bla bla..

1 more day then i'm happily back in jb!
oooowhh JB i miss!!
;))

this tym only abah yg dtg amek.
mak tak.. cz she's working..
;(
then straight to cyber amek my sis n bro..

i am soOo happy that i already packed my things..
and i will bring home lotsa baju!
hhehe..
some that i wanna wear during hari raye ;))
&& some are unused here..
so bwk balik bg my siss pkai..

i got headache.. well Bb said that it is migrain bcz it happened only at one side of my head.
i dont have a medical chekup saying that i have migrain.. so will not believe it!
heheh..

shaxie is studying n sleeping ;p
mcm mana tue?
tny shax.. ;)
she's got exam tomorrow (i mean jap lg kol9)
goodluck ok sayang!
xxxxxx

ok gtg..
nak siap2 g sahur.
(which i xpuase pon.. ;p)

tomorrow!!

yay!
tomorrow is my last exam!
oowhh so cannot wait!
pls cpt ;p

hehe.
tp takor jugak okay!
FAR2!!
major subject!!!!

owhh..
daddy texted me yesterday..
he and mommy will picking us up on tuesday.
changed of plan..
;))
oowhh so happy!!

raya raya raya!!

p/s: nesya apa blog baru? hehe ;)

trip

owh gosh!!

i miss this moment.

;((

i miss lepak-ing with them.

i miss all of them!

but now,

most of us separated.

fara - dh pindah melaka.

(tp xpe. nnti still bole jmpe kt melake)

basha - dh kt usa. seem like yrs baru jmpe.

azhar? i just dont know bout him.

its no fun anymore.!!

FARA!

jom plan buat trip lg nak??

this time kite g langkawi ker..

hehe.

but make sure ramai ikot.

jgn la 6 org jer.

( actually, i just talked to Bb bout going for a hols!)

;)

i'm uber excited bout it!

but...

can we make it??

......

shax is having a wonderful relaxing sleeping ever!
hehe.
she have been sleeping for hours.
jealous nyee!!

the 3 stooges outside making noises pon shax xsedar!
must be a very good one aite shax?
hehe.
me very jealous of u!

okay.
my nxt paper will be on thursday & i havent start reading a single thing.
knowledge economy?
a very boring subject!
y must we learned all the unnecessary things?
haha..

Bb called me.
die keluar an hr early time exam agama td.
he said he did most of the Q's but theres some he left out.
its ok Bb..
as loong u'll pass i wouldnt mind ;p
its only a pass & fail subject.
not a big deal right?

2 1/2hrs till break fast.
nk mkn apa erk?
hehe..
buhsan mknan kt bazaar MMU..
;(

ok la.
want to TRY to start study.

what a day!

i havent had much sleep this past few days..
my sleeping time has gone very bad!
& of course my eye bags too..
i tend to go to sleep around 10-12pm.
after that i go out studying till early mornings (after sahur)
gile laa weyyy..

exams exams!!
u make my life miserable!
how i hate to love you!
ahakzz..

its only 10.15am
should be sleeping now.
but there's so much things bothering me right now..
Bb got exam now.
& have another paper later today.
so at 11am i have to accompany him.
its only islamic studies.
but u know guys!
nvr take pot a small things.
fyi.. die baru nk study ptg nie.
bole x?
i mean study betol2..
haiishh!!

td pg after sahur.
me and Bb saw this one couple kissing!!
in public!!!
to be more specific..
in ixora dkt bangku bwh tue!
whaatt??

haha..
xtahu malu langsung..
owh & it was chinese..

raye mode!

ok just a quick one!

my dad called me...
oh wait jap...
i called my dad because i missed his called.. ;P
he told me that he would picking us all up ( me, my sis in cyber n my bro in limkokwing) on 11 october..
which i have to wait like for a week.!
but its ok!
i dont wanna go home with bus.
i rather wait a week than naik bus!
hehe..
i am so happy!!!!
&& Bb is happy.!
he was begging me to balik 11 because he still have papers on the 9&10.
cian Bb..

owh btw..
my last paper will be on 6th.

yayyyy!!!
mau raye!!

*mintak mak, kuih sepotong....lalalllalaaaa~~~~~*

finance oh finance

pheww!
just had my 2nd paper.
it was quite ok i might say..
well most....
No no no..
ALL of the Q's was from tutorials and text book.
&& if i wasnt lazy enough i should have answer all of it..
but there's still Q's which i dont know..
demmit!

ok.
ive got headache..
will update again later..

toilet ixora.

s***!!
bersin non-stop!
stupid toilet ixoraaaaa!!

urghh!
tension gile laaa..

since pg after sahur bersin non-stop.
caused of it?
mase nk g sahur after study, singgaah toilet kt bwh ixora..
mls nk naik umah...
then after that?
teros bersin..
Nooooonnn-stooppp till now!!

esk nak exam..
xstudy lg...
xbole nk study..
geram2..

bodo!!

to all yg sensitive: jgn pegi toilet bwh ixora. because it is Sooo Blooodyyy busuks! &&& taik bersepah kt lantai...!

tension!

i am super duper stress!
gile susah weyh AIS!!
tension sioott!

baru try nk buat lesson one.
since pg td xsiap2..
asyik salah @ hilang..

bengong!!
&& past yr papers pon nmpk mcm susah!!
how how how???

urghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

exam saturday nie!

(tue la!! study last minutes!!!!!)

tuesday.

woke up very early today!
7am. early for me la of course..
hehe...

actually i cant sleep.
it was bloody hot!
shax was fast asleep.
i am sOO jealous!

anyways,
today my things to do list is:
1) pay house rent.
2) jln2 dlm MMU. nak cari venue exam for the AIS. which i dont know where. haha
3) study
4) & study smpai lebam.
5) && get some sleep cz i am sleepy now.
6) owh yeah... probably go to mc to buy ticket bus for RAYA!! yayyyyyy!!

movies!

;)
this past few days i've been watching lots & lots of movies!!
Bb downloaded and burned it for me!
how i love him SooOo much..
hehe..

but most of the movies was violence and damn scary!
me and shax was like what the f***.
gile laa...
hahhaha..

the movies are:
- hills have eyes 1&2
- dead silence
- dark ride
- black christmas
- waris jari hantu
-zombie kg pisang (which was so stupid!)
-premonition
-perfect strangers
-employee of the month
-evans almighty
-code name the cleaner
-i think i love my wife.

&& byk lagi!
penat nk remember.
haha..

well guys..
because of that i havent finish study yet.
urghh!
mls nk amek exams.
bleehh??

pg yg gelap..

4.40am.
jz got back from having my sahur..
woke up quite early today.
3.30am

ate at d'simpang..
which is famous of its ayam goreng panas, telur masak smbl..
and also air free!

well..
the food was ok!
i mean.. when u eat there..
u feel like home!
all the food was cooked like ur mom cook!
seriously..

but everydays the same old menu..
of course u'll get bored..

while waiting for subuh prayer..
i'm chatting with shela..
my adik comel!
hehe..
windu die!

goodluck!

ok.
now its time to get serious suraya!!
be VERY serious!!

i'm telling about a week of revision before the BIG final exams!
have to make sure that i'll get what i targeted to get!
not for ms winnie.. but of course for ME!

so therefore..
my blog will be in silence for a couple of weeks till exams' over.
but like always if i'm bored,
ONLY if i'm bored with nothing else to do (penat of studying)
then i will blog.
;)

ok then.
good luck people for the finals!!

mmu bongok!

tension nye nk register subjects!!

bongok la MMU nie.

nama je multimedia..

tp server die la yg mcm haram!!!!

haiiihhh!!!!!!

hehe..

Bb busyuk!!

hehehe

;))

huhu.
its 6.08pm.
i skipped my tutorial class.
so lazyy!
yeah3!!
so what!

about an hr for break fasting.
lambt lg laa ;(

seriously i am damn lapor!

facebook again.

blehhh x?
i dont know how to play around with facebook!
& i dont know what i had done with it. (my page)
hahaha..

i remembered...!!
its jz like the 1st day i knew internet.
and the 1st day i started having fs, ms and emails.
& not to forget using MIRC.
which gave me thousands and thousands of memories.
haha.
sucks!!!

now i feel like a new born baby with nothing in my head.
bleeehhh??

tuesday.

tuesday jz started and i've already post 3 entries!
hahaha..
sungguh rajin!

yeah2 right!
rajin to update blog. but not rajin to study!
apa la sue nie!

wanna know why suddenly i rajin update blog?
haha ;))
after i've changed my templates the other days.
i was like so-very-the-semangat-ness to blog.
and if i can, i wanna update it every hour!
haha..
sure everyone finds me very-sangat irritating!

but wuteve!
ada ke people yg sudi bace my blog?
i dont mind.
i blog because i like it.
i blog for myself and not for others to read.
but dont mind if u wanna read my blog.
i'm cool with it!

ok3..
i need to take my shower.
then get ready for class.

i'll blog later with info of the boring classes of today.
& perhaps some gossips that i might get from zami, amal or huda ;p
(thats what we like to do)
but ooopss!
bulan ramadhan bulan kemuliaan.
bertaubat la sket.
jgn ngumpat2 org..
but wait!!!
ngumpat ker??

hahaha...
no la!
we xngumpat la.
we are the baik-ness ppl ever!
like yaikkss!
puji diri sendri.

urghh??
membebel plak i nie.
ok
gtg.

g'day ppl!
strt the day with a prayer and a smile!

insomnia?

i cant sleep now!
its all because of my nose.
and i've got classes 8-12pm!
blehh??

since i came back from jb.
its hard for me to sleep.
yesh i was sleepy.
but the needs to sleep jz not there.
no matter how hard i tried to sleep but jz ended up guling2 atas katil.

and i think i'm like an owl!
i tend to sleep during the days. and not at night.
gile apa?

i need to change my habits.
exams2.!!
how??

INSOMNIA??
is that the word?
(terok sungguh eng)
big NO please!!

hidungku tersumbat!

i think my nose is getting worst!
i think i've got 'resdung'. (eng apa erk?)
urghh!!

after my subuh prayer jz now.
i blow-ed my nose.
and its bleeding!
donno why!

&&&
its hard for me to breath!
its like a pipe tersumbat kinda things.
tension ler!
dh la tym pose.

see yourself!

oooh my!

too small for the eyes to read.

but so u know.

i wasnt lying.

cannot show the whole emails cz u know.

whats if its true?

then someone might stole the ref. no. there and saying that it was his.

hahaha..

there's more but i deleted it

&&&

as a muslim.

shouldnt trust it.

even if its true.

but still the money is HARAM!

wooahh!

dreaming2 my life as a billionaire!

kalah siti!

hahhaa..

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

is all i can see right now!

lame!
hahahaa

lottery??

i know i shouldn't and i can't trust it.
but..
its kinda confusing..

u probably was wondering what the hell am i talking about aite?
hehe..

well..
i've got this tons and tons (ok i'm exaggerating) but lotsa emails saying that i've won a lumpsum of money from the UK lottery whatsoever.!
urghh!!
if its true? than i'll be a billionaire in malaysia!
hahaha..
its 1milliom pounds ok!
times 7.5??
i get like wwOOOAAHHH!!!
manyak duit!
with that money i can...............SHOPPING like there's no tomorrow!
hahahaha... gelak guling3..

but. whats like bothering me was that. i had email to the person saying was that true? and he reply yes! and he even gave me the what certificate thingy.!
gile la weyy...

&&&&
the most unbelievable thingy was that..
from those emails i recieved..
like most of them saying ive won the money.
but with diff amount on a diff date of 'cabutan'

urghh!!
hahaha..

pls be true!
i need those money to pay ptptn!
hahaha..
bole study ngn aman without ptptn bothering in my dream.
hahaha...

so so so??
whatcya guys think?

wanna prove?
sure..
i'll post it later ok!

ok. stop!

ok.
i wanted to start study for finals now.
but my mind blank!
there are lots & lots of things to study..
urghh!
stress!

i will try anyways.
will study & watching evans almighty at the same time.
blehh??
thats my way!

i mean.
i'm not genius.
but i just cant study in an empty environment or in a 'bising' place.
at least should have some music or movie playing at my pc.

but anyways.
i've got almost all the result for my midterm exams.
only left AIS which only god knows when the lecturer will release it.

here the marks:
FAR 2 - 11.4 out of 15
knowledge economy - 15 out of 20
finance - 12 out of 15.

pretty good huh?
but how bout finals?
sure hancurhs..
blerghhhhhhhhhh....

facebook.

facebook!

i am sOOo into it now.

hehe.

just started this thingy like.... YESTERDAY!

found out about it through my friend, nadia.

was wondering what the hell was it so i browsed it in the net.

finding it quite interesting, i joined.

&&&&

u know what?

seems like most of my friends back in OZ are using it.

yay!

now i can keep in touch with them.

fyi,

friendster is not common amongst 'mat salleh'

they tend to use facebook or myspace or hi5.

hehe.

so happy ok!

but i'm still not familiar with facebook.

need more time to learn how its operate.

hehe..

so for those who have facebook acc.

pls add me.

su9raya@hotmail.com

thank u!

lallala~

why am i sOOoo fcuking lazy??
hello! hello! hello!
final is next week for god sake!

go and go and go study la weeyyy..

huishh!

puase in melake

its my 1st day this yr berpuase di melaka.
it was ok.

break fasting with shax.
bought some food at bazaar ramadhan near mc.
we ate laksa penang, ayam percik some kuih-muih.
ooh not to forget, kurma i brought from jb.

sahur was at ciptarasa.
kinda bored oready with the food there.
but hey!
we got no other choice.
blergghh!

urghh!
probably will be like this for a month!

Bb just reached melaka from ipoh.
sian die sahur dlm bus.
thank god! he save ;)
bit scared when he told me his bus was at 12.45am!
ya llahh..
when all the bus accidents and all..
*sigh*

new templates

so u know.
i've changed my templates once again!
yeahh...
i know i'm busy.
but i've got this complaint from my friends saying that they've got hard time looking at my old one..
sorry.
didnt know that it caused troubles to u guys.
agaknye..
thats y ramai xnk view my blog.
hikhikhik..

so hows my new one?
comment2 please.
;))

happy ramadhan.

sorry.
i've been very so-not-busy this past few weeks.
just a bit lazy to update due to the server here in ixora.
but anyways..

fasting month jz started 4 days ago.
and i started the 'bulan penuh kemuliaan' with my family in jb.
was a superb!
good food.
good enviroment.
woahhh!!
heaven!!!!
will miss it..

so..
to all the muslims,
happy fasting.
happy ramadhan.
may u're bless with ramadhan miracles..
;))
insyaAllah.

actually i was relieved though that i dont have to balik jb.
this is because..
i've got this scary horrifying news about jb!!

there's this thing where we called 'rusuhan kaum'.
yeahh!!
malay and india..
i dont know whats behind the story..
but what i know is that, the indian was very angry with the malays that they created problems!

what had happened in JB was that the indian killed malays!!
wtf!!!!!
and with the celebration of independece in jb!
they were a rumors saying that the indian will attack in dataran.
and they might probably kill even more people..
-kill the guys
-rogol the girls!

fuck la i tell u!
what is the real story?
why things have to be like this?
we are in a free peaceful country..
should this stupid things have to happened???

goshh!!
some ppl seriously got no brain..
killing ppl really solve all the problems?
think carefully my dear..
u surely dont wanna end up like in middle asian right?
u surely dont wanna waste ur tym in jail do you??


but to all JBians!
be carefull..
especially to my family...
will pray day and night for the safety on my family..

xoxo sue

i feel soOOo down right now.
dont know why.
its kinda strange u know..

well actually was sad knowing that most people here will going back home to celebrate merdeka
while me?
stuck here in melaka alone!
shax, hanim everybody!
not Bb of course..
he's the one who dont allowed me balik jb.

;(( ;((

i am sOOo jealous!
jealous of basha.. ;p

hahhaha..
tetiba je rase jealous teramat sgt ngn die...
besh nye study kt overseas!

it was once my dream u know..
& still is..

but..
but....

saye xpndai mcm tue..
gile2 mcm die & always caused trouble pon otak still the bomb!!
jealous nyee!!

seal slaughter!!!

Last night as i was browsing through the Internet, i came across this one stupid uncivilised human being in Canada.
u know what??
every year, the government of canada allowed to seal slaughter!!
yerpp!!
u read me!
slaughter the seall!!
and its a baby seal!
FCUK!!

in 2006 je, the government allowed 354,344 seals to be killed, of which 98% were less than 3 months old. !!
gile kejam yg teramat sangat i tell you!!
&&& u wanna know the most kejam thing??
the way they killed the baby seal is by beating the seal pups to death with a club or a large ice-pick.
babi!!
eishh!!
geram laaaa!!
and if u read the whole article u would be crying your ass immediately..
;((

here's some bloody and horific pictures of the stupid human behavior nowadays...



tgk la... poor baby seal ;(

sial nye org!!

huhu.. help!!!!

cibai laaa org!!