her i dissapointed with.

Dear S,
I thought i know you very well. I thought you are my BFF. I thought you are someone that i can rely on when i'm down and someone that i can share my happy moments with. I thought we are meant to be forever as a BFF.
But all the thoughts that i have towards you seems to be so un-true! so bullshit!! why on earth suddenly you became someone totally different from the girl i used to know 9 yrs ago? what had made u changed so drastically? arent you care about me like how i care for you? is it because you have a NEW bf u forget all of us! including ME? dont you remember how we spent our evenings walking around tmn perling, played under the rain or lepak-ed at perling mall till magrib? dont you remember all the good days with had together??
oooh.. && dont you remember how i had to entertained your 'love' life at that time?? walking around in front of your 'then-bf''s house just so you can see him or at least his family?? Dont you remember how i sacrificed for you by telling lies to your parents on where you are going? Dont you at least have in your heart how much i sacrificed my time, effort, love, & dignity just to see you happy?
Dont tell me bacause of him (new bf) suddenly you can forget all those things. This ain't supposed to be the way they are okay!. we supposed to have fun! MUCH MORE FUN than before.
I dont hate you but seriously i am dissapointed in you. i did msg-ed you but you didnt reply. what are you expect me to do? begging you to save our friendship? oooh c'mon!! i had enough ok! enough of making the 1st move. I can try once more but if you still with your stupid bad attitude, sorry bye2 we are.

p/s to the readers: sorry for my suddenly emotional post. i am kinda dissapointed with her. someone for me to know & for you guys not to ever find out! hehe...