Bb dearie,

You woke me up with an unexpected LONG msg.

because of that I am wide awake!

i don't blame you for waking me up.

i blame you because for almost 3 yrs we've been 'married', you still didn't trust me!

trust in the sense of not trusting how much i love you.

for still not knowing the love i have for you.

( havent i shown it enough?)

Bb,

i didn't expected that with a testi from a i-called-friend,

u suddenly felt so upset & hurt.

Bb,

he is just someone whom i knew from my BFF, azy

he is someone i never met before & seriously he's not my type.

( he's ok though, but he is just not my type)

even though he had been living in UK or study in UK or whatever UK,

he is still someone whom i think i will not happy living with.

Bb,

I'm 20 yrs old okay!

& so are you.

& at this age (even though still fresh young ;p)

i still think I'm over finding for a new bf.

u know,

finding a new bf is hard work!

you have to go back to stage 1 where u have to get to know each other first, bla bla bla....

I'm tired already for that.

& therefore i have been saying this to me over & over again that you are for me.

& that no matter what, i will & always try keeping this relationship work till forever.

Bb,

i love you so much ok!

& please don't u ever doubt about that!

do you think we will remain almost 3yrs if I'm not in love with u?

c'mon!!

I sacrificed alot for you

& I'm willing to sacrifice more and more and more.

Bb,

seriously honestly,

the testi he sent was unmeaning to me.

& the testi i replied back to him was only like Q&A

( u know like he asked i answered)

that's about it!
no other intention.

Bb,

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER!

i was kinda surprised with your msg.

& sgt2 terharu!

& after i reply your msg on the spot,

u imidietly called me.

& i was shocked on how you sound.

you sound so scared that something might be happening with us.

Bb,

nothing will happen to us ok.

not something from me i promised!

& i know you wouldn't do something that would break us apart too would ya?

Bb,

even though we always argued or have miss communication of stuff..

please bare in your froggy mind (",)

I WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU!

( jumpe la abah cpt!!)

hehe..

yours truly forever,

suraya aminudin