Sunday, December 30, 2007

Bb dearie,
You woke me up with an unexpected LONG msg.
because of that I am wide awake!
i don't blame you for waking me up.
i blame you because for almost 3 yrs we've been 'married', you still didn't trust me!
trust in the sense of not trusting how much i love you.
for still not knowing the love i have for you.
( havent i shown it enough?)
Bb,
i didn't expected that with a testi from a i-called-friend,
u suddenly felt so upset & hurt.
Bb,
he is just someone whom i knew from my BFF, azy
he is someone i never met before & seriously he's not my type.
( he's ok though, but he is just not my type)
even though he had been living in UK or study in UK or whatever UK,
he is still someone whom i think i will not happy living with.
Bb,
I'm 20 yrs old okay!
& so are you.
& at this age (even though still fresh young ;p)
i still think I'm over finding for a new bf.
u know,
finding a new bf is hard work!
you have to go back to stage 1 where u have to get to know each other first, bla bla bla....
I'm tired already for that.
& therefore i have been saying this to me over & over again that you are for me.
& that no matter what, i will & always try keeping this relationship work till forever.
Bb,
i love you so much ok!
& please don't u ever doubt about that!
do you think we will remain almost 3yrs if I'm not in love with u?
c'mon!!
I sacrificed alot for you
& I'm willing to sacrifice more and more and more.
Bb,
seriously honestly,
the testi he sent was unmeaning to me.
& the testi i replied back to him was only like Q&A
( u know like he asked i answered)
that's about it!
no other intention.
Bb,
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER!
i was kinda surprised with your msg.
& sgt2 terharu!
& after i reply your msg on the spot,
u imidietly called me.
& i was shocked on how you sound.
you sound so scared that something might be happening with us.
Bb,
nothing will happen to us ok.
not something from me i promised!
& i know you wouldn't do something that would break us apart too would ya?
Bb,
even though we always argued or have miss communication of stuff..
please bare in your froggy mind (",)
I WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU!
( jumpe la abah cpt!!)
hehe..
yours truly forever,
suraya aminudin
Bb is watching football match.
i dont even know which team vs. which.
&
i dont give a fucking damn about it okay!
i msg-ed him before the match telling him that i was hungry & lets buy a burger!
&
like always he would say..
'sue mkn la apa2 yg ada dulu ok?'
'Bb nak tgk match jap'
'after the match if sue xtido lagi kite g beli okay?'
boleh kahh??
i mean the match start at 1am.
& probably habis around 3am...
3am to buy & eat a burger???
are u nuts, bb??
haishh!
looks like football match are WAYYY MORE important than me huh??
u know,
like i told u millionth of times before, i dont care if u addicted or desperate for a football match..
but as long as u dont forget what is more important than the stupid football match!!
fyi,
me myself also like to watch football match okay!
but am not that addicted!!
haishh!
sometimes, NO! EVERYTIMES!
i just dont understand whats GOOD about football??
it is just a match which is like sooooo wasting of time!!
ok la..
whatever!

Violet Afflex.









-owh! so cute!-

nothing important bout this post.
i just really like to see the cutie beautifol violet affleck.
& she has been choosen the cutest baby by the parade magazine in USA.
* oh! she beat suri cruise okay! hows that??*
** but suri also one of the cutest baby today!**

Saturday, December 29, 2007

I was wondering,
why those ugly people (sorry to say) doesnt know that they're ugly or knew they're ugly but stupid enough to act like they're 'THE MISS UNIVERSE'???
please la...
i didnt say that im pretty or the bomb or whatever...
everyone is pretty in their own ways..
but please la....
put some thought in you..
dont act like pretty things when the reality isnt..
you just polluting the environment with the 'konon-konon sexy menyakitkn mata yg euuwhh! disgusting tue...
haish!
agak2 la kn..
aduii!!

hmm..
ok la.
later~
hmm...
i viewed my ex's friendster page just now..
& i saw that there's my name in who i wanna meet coloumn..
but not quite sure whether its me who he meant or another suraya.
but then i searched for other suraya in his friends' lists..
& the result was none..
only me the suraya in his lists..

so what do you guys think?
is it me??
hmm....
*pk2* jap..
is he still have feelings for me or just wanna see me as a friend??
but.............................
i have no idea!
i wanna send him a testi asking who the suraya..
but takot he will think that i am so THE PERASAN!!
hahahha..
wutever laa!!!
urgh!
exam is in 2 more days ;(
&& like every semesters i'll always have not enough time!
this is due to the last minutes of studying ;(
hate it so muchh!!
why are u such a lazyy arsee, suraya?????

my first paper would be MARKETING!
& i think most of u would know that marketing is SO BORING!
hahhaha..
seriously okay!!

on the other hand,
am jealous of shaxie... she managed to wake up very early EVERY day to study!!
VERY VERY EARLY!
around 5-6am, she will be at her desk studying ;(
good for her but bad for me ;((
jealousnyee!!!

owhh2!
after the marketing paper, me, shaxie, hanim & the other gurls are planning to go swimming at ixora's pool.. i know its lame!
hahha.
but i am so excited ok!
spending new yrs eve in the pool!!!
wOOt!!!!
hahahaa...

ok.
wanna take my shower then ..................................STUDY! ;(

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

haha =)) *gelak guling2*

1) DON'T LOOK AT NAKED LADY

Boy 1: Why do you
run from a naked lady?
Boy 2: Becos my mum said that if I
look at a naked
lady, I'll turn into
stone. A part of me is getting hard
already!


(2) NAMES OF WIVES

A malay man had 4 wives, and he called
his...
4th wife..... baby doll
3rd wife.....china doll
2nd wife.....barbie doll
1st wife..... panadol !


(3) HOW INDIA GOT ITS NAME

This is how India got its name.....
The king was having sex with his
mistress while
thinking a name of his
country and his mistress ask him "is
it In
Dear?"...


(4) RESEARCH FINDING

Research shows men are fatter than
women because
every-night men get fresh
milk & 2 big papayas
women only get 1 banana, 2 peanuts & 1
tea-spoon of
starch!


(5) ARAB MAN

An arab was being interviewed at a US
checkpoint.
'Your name pls.'?
"Abdul Aziz "
"Sex? "
"Six times a week!! "
"No, no, I mean male or female! "
"Doesn't matters, sometimes even
camel !"


(6) SERVICE

Sex is like a restaurant.
Sometimes you get full satisfactory
service, and
sometimes you have to be
satisfied with self-service"


(7) HAPPY MAN

What makes a happy man?
Daughter on the cover of cosmo.
Son on the cover of sports illustrated.
Mistress on the cover of playboy
and .. Wife on the cover of "missing
persons"


(8) SWIMSUIT

Why was the 2-piece swimsuit invented?
To separate the HAIRY section from the
DAIRY
section.


(9) GOOD AMBITION

Teacher: What do
you want to become?
Little Johnny: Doctor !!
Teacher: Why?
Little Johnny: Coz its the only
profession where u
can tell a woman to take off her
clothes and
ask her husband to pay for
it.


(10) DENTIST

Woman complaining to dentist: "It's so
painful, I'll
rather have a baby
than
have a tooth removed."
Dentist: "Make up your mind soon, I'll
adjust the
chair accordingly."


(11) VIRGIN

Old lady, 85, a virgin, about to die.
wanted
her tombstone to read :
BORN A VIRGIN, LIVED A VIRGIN, DIED A
VIRGIN.
The engraver shortened it to: "
RETURNED UNOPENED "


(12) OLD MAN AND YOUNG GIRL

75 yr old man got married to a 15 yr
girl.
On their first night both were crying -
why???
Coz she didn't know anything, and he
had forgotten
everything.
after reading my previous post over & over again i found out that it was sucks!!
there're lotsa gramatically errors..
sorry for that..
maybe i was kinda emotional that i forgot how to write..
or maybe that i actually very stupid in english ;(
i just dont know which one is right ;(

her i dissapointed with.

Dear S,
I thought i know you very well. I thought you are my BFF. I thought you are someone that i can rely on when i'm down and someone that i can share my happy moments with. I thought we are meant to be forever as a BFF.
But all the thoughts that i have towards you seems to be so un-true! so bullshit!! why on earth suddenly you became someone totally different from the girl i used to know 9 yrs ago? what had made u changed so drastically? arent you care about me like how i care for you? is it because you have a NEW bf u forget all of us! including ME? dont you remember how we spent our evenings walking around tmn perling, played under the rain or lepak-ed at perling mall till magrib? dont you remember all the good days with had together??
oooh.. && dont you remember how i had to entertained your 'love' life at that time?? walking around in front of your 'then-bf''s house just so you can see him or at least his family?? Dont you remember how i sacrificed for you by telling lies to your parents on where you are going? Dont you at least have in your heart how much i sacrificed my time, effort, love, & dignity just to see you happy?
Dont tell me bacause of him (new bf) suddenly you can forget all those things. This ain't supposed to be the way they are okay!. we supposed to have fun! MUCH MORE FUN than before.
I dont hate you but seriously i am dissapointed in you. i did msg-ed you but you didnt reply. what are you expect me to do? begging you to save our friendship? oooh c'mon!! i had enough ok! enough of making the 1st move. I can try once more but if you still with your stupid bad attitude, sorry bye2 we are.

p/s to the readers: sorry for my suddenly emotional post. i am kinda dissapointed with her. someone for me to know & for you guys not to ever find out! hehe...

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

in memories of yr 2007 ;p
(taken from nesya's blog)

1)Where did you begin 2007?
- home in jb kot.
- perasaan : happy cz baru abes exams.

2) What was your status on Valentine’s Day?
- not available. ;)

3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
- yes in MMU

4) How did you earn your money?
- pama scholar ;p ooohh && ptptn (tp only for MMU's fees)

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
- nope. i was all healthy ;p hehe.. only clinics.

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
- this year....no.. xnak dh la.. polices in melaka all mcm ****

7) Where did you go on vacation?
- around m'sia only.

8 ) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
- huhu.. saye xmmpu ;(

9) Did you know anybody who got married?
- my neighboor's & abg wanzul

10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
- my neighboor's mom ...(is it this yr?? sorry lupe)

12) Did you move anywhere?
- nope..

14) What concerts/shows did you go to?
- none.

15) Are you registered to vote?
- saye masih kecik ;p

16) Who did you want to win BigBrother?
- apakah ituu??

17) Where do you live now?
- the xbest melaka ;( & the very best jb ;)

18) Describe your birthday?
- happy2.. celebrated it with friends & family.

19) What’s one thing you thought you’d never do but did in 2007?
- g genting?? hahaha... (& the story behind it ;p )

20) What has been your favorite moment?
- genting trip!! & Bb ;)

21) What’s something you learned about yourself?
- i always learned that i am soOOo gedik & emo at small thingy... but only to Bb.. oooh && i am too dependent on him *wink*

22) Any new additions to your family?
- xd kot...

23.) What was your worst month?
- cant remember ... but it was the days when my housemates had a very huge fight.. & i also involved.. not to forget my stupid idiodic ex-rummates.

24.) What music will you remember 2007 by?
- byk tuh!!

25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
- i nvr drink n will nvr do..

26) Made new friends?
- tak kot..

27) New best friend?
- since msk beta... amal, & huda.

28) Favorite Night out
- weekends. ;)
Since its nearly the end of the year 2007,
i think i better make some new year resolutions..
& i wanna put 100% effort on it!
& i wanna make sure by the end of year 2008 i'll achieve all of it!

no more 'malas2'
no more 'its too early'
no more 'miss nice girl'
no more 'i dont care'
no more those negative attitudes..!!

i wanna change!!
change for the better not for anyone...
but of course for ME

after my 1st paper(exam) - 31/12/07
i'll list all the resolution that i wanna make sure to achieve nxt year!

ok.
now study!!!!
My new layout!
gile HOT pink!
hahahhaa...

i am bored ok!
well...
pink rocks my world!
hahahhahahaa ;p
things i did these couple of days:

thursday:
- went back to jb to celebrate raya haji.. went back to kg.. and we lapak-ed there for hours..

friday:
- teman my sis buat passport (3hrs!!!) then went to cs....
- celebrated my mom's bufday!

saturday:
- met rasyiqah and azy for the 1st time in like yrs!! rasyiqah getting hotter!! ;) azy maintain cute ;)

sunday:
- out with family.. bought my bus ticket n went to angsana...

monday:
- back to melaka ;(

so basically my days was full of jln2.. my kaki hurts! hahahha....
ok now its time to study ;((

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

i'll be back to my hometown tomorrow morning..
celebrating raya haji in jb!!
wOOt!!!
lama jgak dh xbalik jb ( 2weeks ago dh balik pon kot ;p)
but anyway,
this weekends was planning to hangout with my gurls from jb..
iqa's flying to nz nxt yr..
so since everyone is in the middle of hols (except for me! like duhhh!!)
its easier to plan now...
takot xsempat nk jmpe before she fly....
hmmm...
tension gile!!
assignment still berlambak!!
& finals is in 2 weeks..
&& i'm dead!!!!!
enndd~

Sunday, December 16, 2007

weekends ;)

huhu..
i had a very good splendid weekends.. ;)
asilah came down to melaka for lepak2....

friday night
- kak izza drove us to jus buah for dinner.. we talked n talked till kak izza sgt ngntok... then went back... continue talking in my room until 3-ish in the morning....

saturday
- i went to mc with Bb.. we bought our bus tickets for raya haji... had our lunch at the new open McD in mc...
- at night, lepak-ed at mamak with hanim, shax, asilah n reez.... we had so much fun! especially ada reez bapok tue! ;p
we talked n talked like there's no tomorrow... we lepak-ed till 2-ish morning.. gossip2 ;))

sunday
- we 5 went for breakfast in mc... asilah balik ;( but still talked n talked....
- did my marketing q-aire assignments.. not that complete.. i dont know how ;( sorry amal.. i did what i can...
- had dinner with Bb n now i'm studying for finals ;(((

so basically that's how i spent my weekends... although i didnt have much sleep but hanging out with them made my day ;)

to asilah:
be strong okay! i know u can do it gurl! just dont think anymore bout the thingy... its not worth a penny okay! u'll find someone WAYYYYYYYYYYYY better than him.. ;))
oowhh!! nnti dtg melaka lg ;p


love love u guys ;))

Friday, December 14, 2007

Bb ajak tgk movie alien vs. prediator.
but i dont know nk g ke x..
its nearly to the exam weeks..
cite tue pon kuar 20th kn?
not sure....

every weeks tgk movies..
huhu.
bankcrupt!
hahaha...

nak lwn milie list movies for this yr ;p
(tp xlist kn when the month we watched la ok)

1- Transformers (i watched 3 times!!)
2- Golden Compass
3- Hitman
4- Enchanted
5- Die Hard 4
5- Ratatouille
6- 30days of night
7- Sunshine
8- Hannibal Raising
9- Ocean's 13
10- 300
11- Bridge to Terabithia
12- Pirates of Carribean
13- Spiderman 3
14- Ghost Rider
15- The Return
16- The Holiday
17- Bee Movie

hmm...
rase nye byk lagi kot..
but xigt ;p

huhu..
with those movies.. rase2 nye how much money i spent just to watched movie??
u do the math ok.
heheh..

ok la..
wanna get some sleep...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

have u ever feel that at certain period of time all u wanna do is lay down doing just nothing??
u dont feel like to go out..
u dont feel like surfing the net..
u dont feel like watching tv...
u dont feel like chatting or hanging out with friends..
basically u dont feel like doing anything...
all u wanna do is just lay down with a nice cup of coffee or hot chocs.
do anyone of you feel the same way as i do right now??

urgh!
musim stress dtg lagi!!
i hate it!!
i just wanna lay down without stressing my mind thinking of 'unnecessary' thingy.
huhu...

bad news for me:
- my finals exams start on 31th dec. 07
- my last paper is on 5th jan 08
- & all of my housemates finish their exams before 4jan 08.
- 2days i live alone in ixora. ;((
mcm mana?? what should i do??
;((
I'm addicted to multiply..!!!!!!!
now i can dowload so many things with just one click?
eyh??
hahhaha..
wutever pon i already found sooOo many things (especially musics with full albums!!)
oooowhhh!!!
lalallallaaa~~
& right now i'm downloading the ost for enchanted!!!
yippiieee!!!
;))
but the songs are not all best..
some of them.
especially the part of giselle n the hero (sape name erk?)
ok la..
i got to go..
class!!
ddaaadaa~~

Monday, December 10, 2007

haha..
looks like my previous previous post was wrong...
haha..
today was a totally super duper hot!!
i sweat & sweat & sweat...
its like living in the desert la plak..
hahaa..
apa daaaah!!!

but anyway,
today was so lazzyy!!
mondays always the most lazy day ever!!
i have class at 3pm..
only!!!
but today i have to wake up early to see AA.
& now im sleepy ;(

ok bout my new AA.
his name is Mr. Ramaiyer Subramaniam..
he's a pure indian & graduated from somewhere in bangalore..
& he's Good in Accounting..
td jmpe die, he told me to improve my accounting as he's the accounting man..
hahaha
bengong!
im dead after this ;(
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no waterrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it only ixora or all of the bukit beruang have no water????
urgh!!
i've got appointment with my AA at 10.
& i havent taken my bath yet!!

looks like meeting him without bathing ;p
hahaha..
but seriously im stresssssssss!!
urgh!!!!
tension2....
grrrr~~~
friggin' cold here!!
feel like living in the ice cube!
( apa nama the house kt antartica tue erk??)
hehe..
anyways,
it has been raining madly like forever!
& i dont when is the last time i felt hot & sweat & thirsty!!
seriously!
all i feel now is only grrrr~~~ & grrrr~~ & grrr~~~
get what i mean??
hehheee ;p

anyway,
i spent my weekends in jb..
& of course with my family ;)
at home me n my sis spent the happy hours watching jelatang n spaQ episodes which we missed through the internet..
hahaa..
gile semangat kn???
& because of that i ended up sleeping around 6am!
& had to wake up around 10am to get ready to go back to melaka ;(
but but but...
while watching those episodes, all we do was laughing n eating & eating lotsa chocolates till 6am!
hahaa..
gile la..
now i wonder how many kg's i gain..
huhu ;(

ok la..
i think thats about it for now.
wanna get more sleep before i could struggle for the notesssssss.....

toodless~

Friday, December 07, 2007

My dad had reached M'sia around 2am just like what i'd mentioned..
but anyway,
Bb like always didnt let me go back home (jB)
he said he will miss me soOo much! (hehe, so sweet)
but i have to...
& i wanted to..
sorry Bb...

but to make thing ok...
i'll go back tomorrow (saturday)
& will be in melaka on sunday..
only 2 days & a nite in jb...
so in that, Bb would not miss me that much ;)

ok..
pre-exam schedule out yesterday..
& my exams start 31 dec & ends 5 jan..
huhu..
start awl abes lmbt!
ngek betol....


hmm...
ok la..
i've to go...
daaaa~~

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

since the day i went to jj with Bb ( the day i bought ps i love u novel), since that day..... i cant stop thinking of the wedges in vincci!! urghh!!! im so in love with the wedges... fyi, i'm not a fan of shoes.. especially vincci.. but that wedges.... really makes me soOoo uhh no myself!! hahhhaa.. but seriously! the wedges sgt cantek ok!! & after balik jb nnti wanna ask my mom for some money ;p hehee...
nak jgak!!! xkira apa jd!!
hehehe...

owhh yeah... my dad will reach m'sia around 2am today (tomorrow to be more specific) hehe..
so cannot wait!!
my sis bgtau abah beli lotsa & lotsa chocolate & rings for all of 5 of his girls ;)))
hehe.
so sayang kt abah!!!
hehe...

ok la..
wanna take my shower & do whatever i should do...
taadaaa~

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

;)
had my dinner at jj yesterday...
& i bought a novel...
its a old not quite old novel...
but i wanted that novel for all that i know ;p

a novel by cecelia ahern... haahaha
yah2..
u know...
p.s. i love u!!!!!!!!!!!

hehee
but i've got the movie one (front page)
& its only cost rm28+
;)
i am soOo happy ;))

Sunday, December 02, 2007

i miss my dad!!
pelik kn?
i mean when he's here in m'sia i didnt missed him like how i miss him now..
but since he's in nz i cant help but thinking of him every single seconds ;)
selalu aje mcm nie.


but whatever pon, he'll be back on wednesday, insyaAllah ;)
then nxt week i'll be back home.!!
JB!!!!
here i come!
ahakz...
;)
yesterday i was extremely tired!
i woke up at 5.30am. ( this is due to the last minutes study!!)
did some revision for my 9am OB exam..

then after exam i had my breakfast with Bb.
had to walk like 10 minutes to the medan seleraa.
then right after that i went out with huda n amal for shoppinG!
not exactly shopping for me.. but for them!
hehe
but actually it was just window shopping.

ok now!
mega sales just started!!
urghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe...

xpe2..
wait till next week
then we shop till we drop okay??
;)

now i have to do lotsa assignments...
;((

till then