On Hiatus.

I'm sorry.

This blog will not be updated for a few days/months.

I moved to a new house, at least for me.

Will be moving back to my house next year probably in January/February depends on situation.

so will not have internet connection until further notice.

To my friends in JB.

Right now I'm staying in a quarters guru located somewhere behind the Thistle Hotel.

For direction do text me ;)

I miss Bb.

He misses me too, I know ;)

anything sayang just call me.

You know how to reach me :D

Buat kerja sambil main farmville.

haha.

mampus if manager or senior tau.

buhsan la buat kerja memanjang.

Another Monday.
The day I hated so much.
But not for long ;)
got 5 weeks left than I'm gonna love Monday for EVER!
haha..

Tomorrow's I'm gonna be in the office, InsyaAllah.
Karen called last Friday informing me that I still haven't take my September allowance from her.
She said that if I want the allowance please see her next Monday or else she would bank in to her account.
haha. so cute of her for reminding me ;)
I know la Karen.
Allowance is IMPORTANT to me.
haha.
By the way, Karen is the person who's in-charge for giving out allowance to the interns.
I think she's the head of admin department.
not so sure.

will update more tomorrow.
I'm very sure that tomorrow's gonna be a boring and stress-free day :)
I think I'm gonna start doing my intern report.
takot tak siap nnti
till then.
xx

Lucky I am?

Been busy for last couple of weeks. Non-stop doing outside jobs were exhausting. I had no life! seriously! like I said, waking up early and staying up late. Went home and straight to bed. No socializing except in Facebook But that would be for a short while only.

Last week, a senior asked me. Did I ever felt lucky? Lucky for being given a chance to do audit for companies of different nature from port to plantation to manufacturing. She even said that even a permanent staff hasn't had the chance to do so. Well, yes sometime I feel very lucky. I was very glad that I was the chosen one. I remembered the very first day of my intern I was being left behind. 2 of the interns already been given a job and I was left behind doing nothing. I was very sad that time. I felt that I was not in the right place and that I don't belong there. But seeing how far I've been through I can say that I'm very proud of myself :)

I just hope that the managers, seniors, friends, kakaks and abang there in PWC are/were happy having me with them :)
I love working with them...sometime :P
hehe..

abah suruh baik2 with the partners so that after grad I can apply and work there. Tapi nak ke kerja situ lagi? macam malas je cause most of the auditors macam nak resign jer. They'll dah tak larat nak kerja audit nie. But for a beginners like me, I had no choice. Try to apply later and we'll see what happens. Right now just concentrate on the intern. Happy weekends my friends :) xx

Golf Club & Resort.

I'm in a Golf Club & Resort somewhere in Kota Tinggi. I'm here not for holidays but for audit purposes. But it feels like I'm on a vacation with some work to be done. Hehe. The place is so peacefull surrounded by Palm trees. The resort is in the middle of forest and awaayyy from the busy city. The food is FREE!!! for us only laa.. Actually the food is very expensive! prices are like those cafes!! Ye laa! resort kot! golf place plak tue. sure la yg dtg main golf datuk2 and tan sri2 kn. sure la kene charged mahal as they are all very

I'm so loving the life of auditor right now. hehe. Can travel to the places I might not be able to go or go to the places that are restricted to outsider. Like for example last week, I went to audit a factory and I was given a chance to do asset sighting where I need to walk around the factory and sees whether the asset were still in used or were they being disposed or written off. I get the chance to enter the operation rooms with loads of guys (of course non of them were better looking :P) and with machines! BIG one! loud noices here and there. It was a bit scary but it was fun. Hehe. I want to do asset sighting again! This job is hell full of fun ONLY if the place is fun enough and the senior charged were also fun! hehe..

ok. shutup! Whatever it is, life of auditor or others might not be as best and as faboulous as the life of students! yipppieee!! few weeks left! I cannot wait. :D

ooh! I think my lecturer called me yesterday. Surely he wanted to set the date for our date! hehe. Owh! I'm scared. Dah la banyak lg weekly report I haven't submit. The manager in the office is very hard to deal with. Tulis skit2 tak nak. What else you want? tue je kot aku buat dlm office dah kau tak nak bg kerja. pastu nak ckp kiteorg tak ada semangat nak kerja. Ok! I've been writing the same 'ol thing for ever!! Yeah! I'm pissed off with her. Susah sgt nak sign. Lagi baik baut kerja audit luar. senang je nak mintak sign dari other managers since from morning to evening ada aje kerja nak buat. lgpon the seniors in charged mostly same kepala. sukee!! :D

Ok la.. still banyak kerja lagi. tp buat slow2 cause nnti tak ada kerja. I knew my work today would be less cause I finished some of it yesterday. Now bergoyang kaki sambil vouching and internet and blogging. oh! the internet connection here is supper slow!! isk!! later~~~

2 days of weekends isn't enough!!
OMG!
Tomorrow's Monday!
m going to outside audit for 2 weeks maybe.
another 2 weeks of waking up early and sleeping late.
haish!

ooh!
my face looks horrible!
blackheads and whiteheads everywhere!
pimples and dimples (aik? tipu!) everywhere!
hair falls like no body business. dah hampir botak dah.
badan membesar gila2.
I think I might gained few kilos already.
fyi, whenever I'm in stress I tend to eat alot as in CHOCOLATE!
haha..
Its bad but its waaaayy to good for me ;)
and and
I really looks like makcik2 already.
I hate this life!

cpt2 2 bulan.
penat dah.
my dad pon ckp bila la suraya nie nak abes practical.
penat dah asek nak kene hantar and amek sana sini.
hehe..
abah, if penat beli kan la kereta ;)

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rase nak nangis and menjerit and memaki hamun aje!!

isk!

tension la kerja ngn org yg tak reti nak stop

or are they kerja because they are too bored to stay at home?

or are they have no social life?

or actually they do not know how to socialize?

or are they anti-socialize?

OMG!!

ada ke org mcm nie???

Tak nak socialize pon at least think of others.

People might and DO NOT have the same lifestyle as you do.

C'mon laaa!!!

aku memang dah marah2 sgt2 nie..

keeping me more than my time is a crime!!
haha..

bole sue pwc nieee!!

Officially hates what I'm doing now!

I hate the environment!

I hate the seniors!

I hate working as AUDITOR!

Can I change my profession now?

Is it too late??

44 More days!!

cpt2!!!

countdown to the end of the stupid life!

end.

My nose is bleeding!
OMG!

What NOW??

See!

I was correct! The flu is getting even worst! The weird part is, its worsen only when I'm in the office. ONLY when I'm sitting in my seat. But when walking or out to the toilet automatically its gone! My nose would function like always. Ngek betol!

And the most irritating part is that, my stomach buat hal! ONLY when I'm in my seat rase nak yakyak. But when I rushed to the toilet.. nadaaa~~ tak nak keluar. Several times already I run rushing to the toilet takot2 terlepas kt dlm office jer. haha.. tp sia2 aje usaha. haishhh!!! :(

Dah malas nak layan. Suka hati kau!

Notice in a day I did quite alot of blogging? Well you probably can guess it! I'm BORED and I'm NOT in the mood of doing ANYTHING! What I know right this moment is to sleeep! Hopefully tonight I can sleep peacefully. Penat dah nak dtg office with panda eyes and dizzy mind.

Best of Luck ;)

To ALL MMU-ians especially to

IKHWAN HAFIZ HASSAN a.k.a Si Dendut:

in your final exams.

;)

Nak Tidur!

Weird!

Normal days with normal body condition, the office would be bloody cold! But today with flu and headache I am HOT! well except from my running nose of course. The nose keeps on running like mad! Two, wait three and will turn to four in a short while of tissues I consumed in the past 1 hour! you read me! In ONE hour!! Gile! I brought only four. Thats it la! have to buy more tissues during lunch! sheeeshh!

I think the flu will get even worst in a couple of hours! I can sense that. I want to take MC but I don't know how. Well I knew it but what I don't know is whether I can claim the medical expenses or whether if I take MC would it be a free leave or would it be deducted from my allowance. I'm so lazy to find out so I think I should bare with it for NOW.

I couldn't open my eyes properly! I'm so damn sleepy and my head is gone crazy! I couldn't sleep yesterday because I'm HOT and the nose is being a biatch to me! had to woke up every now and then to blew my nose and kept on going to the toilet as I drank too much water. haish! I'm screw today!

oooooooooooh! I can see my bed! yaikkk!! Nak tidur! :(

Flu

I'm waiting patiently and desperately for the month of November
to be exact 30th November.
Hehe..
Roughly two more months!

Tomorrow's gonna start the boringness of life as an auditor.
urgh!
I think I'll be in the office for the whole week.
I checked allocation and it shows null
meaning I was not allocated to any job.
should I be happy or sad?

happy: because I can go back on time (5.30pm) happily without stresses. If I was assigned to a job the earliest time to go back was usually 6-ish pm.
sad: because I'll be in the office doing nothing and will be the attention of 'her' and probably she would AGAIN sounds us/me for not asking for work!
blurghh!!

on other thing
I've got flu!
WORST one!
started yesterday after I shared my drinks with my brother who was at that time smoking!!
Thank you brother!!
isk!! you just making my life BETTER!!
haha..
Now I couldn't stop myself from sneezing for the whole days (yesterday & today) !
my nose has turned to RED.
and
my body is itching like H*LL.

oooh!!
bile mau baik ini selesema??

When I'm in the office and other people are enjoying their raya :(

In the office.

work starts today.

but not to worry.

I'm on leave tomorrow.

awesome!

another holiday!!

weeeee~~

am not in the mood to work.

AGAIN!

I just hope time fly more faster so that the tortures and stresses could end.

I wanted the life as a student back.

I don't think this current life of mine is something I was looking for well minus the allowance/salary.

hehe.

siblings are at home.

probably still sleeping because right now is freaking cold here in JB.

heavy rains and of course heavy sleeps should put together, no?

Now I'm jealous!

Am planning for a raya-raya together with friends here in JB on weekends

but I don't know who's here.

I texted shikin but she didn't reply so I assumed she still somewhere in her kampung.

so I have to think of another friends of mine.

susah when most of the still somewhere undetected.

fara moved to Melaka so probably hard to ajak raya.

who else live in Perling?

I mean ex-SIGS

gosh!

cannot think of any!

some of them probably moved and some of them are outside the country.

This is freaking hard!!

whatever peeps!

Selamat Hari Raya again!

hope you had a wonderful Hari Raya.

& hope you eat like a cow!

because only hari raya you can so many good nice food

:)

p/s: I wonder what my weight would be now? hmmm~~

Eid Mubarak!

Wishing ALL Muslims across the world

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!
Maaf Zahir Batin.

take care
xx

demmit!

we don't get half day today

ooowh!

I'm so sad!

:(

Why are they so kejam?

there's no much work to be done today or at least for now.

bg la balik awl.

nak simpan semua kt office wat ape kn?

lg pon most of the staffs here dah amek annual leaves.

me want also!!

tapi I'm only a VT (Vacation Trainee).

amek cuti pon potong gaji.

sedih nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

:,(

Nak raya!

Crossed my fingers and hoping that the KL HQ approved our request to let us have half day of work only.

pls pls pls..

I can't bare it anymore.

My mind right now is only for RAYA!
I know raya wouldn't be as fun as when I was a kid.

But still raya is something I've been waiting for.

hehe..

Nak plan raya with kwn2 kt JB nie la..

Nak raya rumah officemate.

Nak raya rumah besties.

Nak raya rumah ex-schoolmates.

Nak raya rumah Bb (tp jauh sgt kt Ipoh) kt Melaka je bole?

hehe..

Nak pergi open houses and makan puas2..

emmmm~~

banyak nye nak makan!!

paling penting sambal lodeh!

yum3!

my most favorite raya dishes!

hehe..

ooh! esk nak suh mak ajak wat sambal lodeh la.

it wasn't that hard la.

but I still need to learn.

nnti dah kawen bole bg mak mertua :P

ye la..

mak mertua org utara sure jarang/tak penah makan org selatan nye dishes kn?

hehe..

yum22!!
dah terbayang2 makanan niee...

ouch!

lapar sudah!

:(

NAK CUTI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Penat!

I couldn't sleep all night!
But now I still have to go to work with puffy eyes and tiring mind!
sheeesh!

Hoping the day will go by smoothly!
gambate sue!
just three more days..

:((
Monday I hate!
Esok pergi audit company 'itu' lagi.
eish!
malas sungguh!
nasib baik ada that CFO yg kacak bergaya.
hehe.
nasib baik muda lagi.
but...
dah kawin :(
tp tak ada anak lagi.
ada chance tak?
hahahah..
ok! joking!
mampus Bb marah karang :P

daaa~~

eish!!
I couldn't signed in my blogger's account due to some stupid problem!
I lodged a report to them and have to do some few steps.
Luckily I can reset the password and blog again :)
If tak dapat hari tue... I
'm sure I will quit blogging!

but

I"M BACK!
:)

Unpredictable lady

I'm sick of reading all the FRS, audit guide, IFRS and all that got to do with auditing. I'm tired and sleepy and I just couldn't wait for the day to be over! I have to read all those because my senior manager (or people called her here as senior partner) I also have no idea what position she's in. WTV la! Anyway, she said she won't sign our logbook if we didn't write properly. Properly here in a sense that we must do thing not just sit around doing nothing but playing games (which die tipu cz we only played games the first 2 weeks of intern here). At first I did typed in my logbook properly according to what I've done that day (like casting & photostating) but then yiwen (Intern from MMU Cyber) told me that her friends all wrote 'administration' for the full 8 hours everyday she's in the office. If I were the manager I also wouldn't want to sign the logbook. But I followed with what yiwen said and ended up both of us got scolded and lectured and nagged by. blurghh!! & now everytime she saw us doing nothing she would sound us. She would said 'haaa just sit there doing nothing never want to us for work!' WHAT??

Oh! She said that this is the first batch of intern students here that she thinks never have the determination and courage and energy to work. She said we are so dull and 'pemalas' (although she didn't used that word but I know what she meant!). She said its not them (her or the firm) that didn't want to give us outside audit job but that certain clients already mentioned NO trainee to audit their company. She also said that she is more welcomed and happy to give us outside job but she just couldn't. FINE! She even asked us to asked her for job or asked other managers. What? How to ask when they all busy with their works. Nak mintak signature itu hari pon dh cakap esk2 ok? busy la.. nie pulak nk mintak kerja. And to her: Why don't you give work to us everytime you saw us doing nothing! OMG! your desk is just near to us of course boleh nampak whether we have work or not. kan?

I'm sorry. I shouldn't said that. I'm just bored and scared. I know what you nagged were all true and that you have a good heart of wanting us to learn and not just sit doing nothing. I know that. and I also know that I wanted to learn as much as possible. But people inside the office are all so busy with their own work and I'm kinda scared to come to them and ask for work. Takot tetiba kene marah plak :( People are unpredictable right? and of course they differ from one another. I will try.

I don't wanna mentioned her name. Takot if die googled name die terjumpa plak blog nie :P haha.. But she's actually a very fun lady. She talks alot and she talks loud! She's always making jokes (when she's in a good mood) but than sometimes you wouldn't know whether what she said was a joke or not. She is awefully unpredictable. susah! :(

So now, I'm reading all the auditing standards to show her that I do have the determination to learn! and hopeffuly by that she could signs by logbook. Tak banyak untuk 5 weeks aje! haha..

Ok la. Back to reading :( xx

I'm in the process to have my second blog.

Its still in the process.

I hope it would be a success.

teehee :D

xx

How?

Miss Bb :(
I want to go to Melaka this weekends.
I want to have our 'sahur' and break fast together.
I miss those moments.
After this sure will be hard to have those moments again.
Lepas kahwin la jawabnye kn?

Tapi..
Takot abah tak bagi je.
Nanti kene lecture dengan abah.
macam mana nie??

:(

Have to make decision pronto!
Nak kena beli ticket bus lagi.
huhu

MERDEKA!

Happy Independence to ALL Malaysian!
:)
Enjoy the holidays because once you're working you will know how holiday means alot!!
Haha.
Trust me!

p/s: can I stop the time? I don't wanna work the next day :(

Fun Fun!

Yesterday was amazingly FUN!

I had so much fun! Hanging out with them sure was fun. Eventhough in the office they seem preety moody and always looked fierce but in reality they were a bunch of happy go lucky people including the senior manager. I guess their work had 'transformed' them into something they actually wasn't and that the environment of working forced them to be moody, always. I had experienced half of it so I can feel :P

Anyway, yesterday was the day of the farewell party for two of the seniors in PWC. Mostly every month sure have someone resigned. Every month I faced the saddness and gloomy situation. And by looking at the office now, there're not much people left and even worst the numbers of Malays also is sad. For permanent staffs there are roughly less than 10 Malays. Sad isn't it? Well, I hope one day it will change. I hope I might be one of the Malay staff in the near future :)

The party took place in a very romantic french restaurant (La Chateau!) the food was scrumptious! I had fillet sea base which will be really good without the capsicum. The sauce was so 'muak'. I finished eating the meal of course but muak. And it was very worth it. It only cost RM35!! Where can you find such elegant romantic place serving french cuisine some more? Hehe. Seriously! That's the place to celebrate love day with your love one. sgt2 best! I like the place so much!!!

The photo will be upload soon after I get them from HweeVoon! :)

Happy working people!

I have a terrible headache now! sheesh!!!

xx

COLD!

The time goes pretty slow today. A bit frustrated here. haha. It means that I'm freaking bored in the office. And of course I got nothing to do except browsing through the net. I'm getting bored of internet now and Facebook! Everyday after work, I would open my FB account just to see any updates. If any friends' request or other requests. After ignoring most of them I would signed out and turned off my pc/laptop and go downstair to eat. I have no mood to play pet society or any other games in FB. I would play with it sometime but kejap aje. sudah buhsan! Now I feel like a grown up! haha..

Anyway, I've been trying to get my managers signature since last week. Sampai sekarang baru je 1. hish! tension betol. Asek2 busy je. Yeah I know they all busy. But jgn la wat bdk intern mcm nie. We have to submit to the lecturer la.. If kene deduct marks mcm mana? sedih nyeee! Hopefully Mr Rajah tak deduct marks. and hopefully he understood. I dah email explaining things to him.

Anyway, its just an hour past noon and I'm already starving gile gile! Since 10am my tummy started groaling and jumping and screaming. Haish! Penat aku pujuk. Probably because its freezing cold here. mana tak lapar kn? my nails turn purple already! After this should buy gloves. Cannot handle it anymore :(

SEJUK!!!!!!!!!

ok la.

enough for now

I'm going to haunt my managers.

hehe..

Nak siapkan thisweek jgak.

then weekends boleh pergi Melaka jmpe bdk paling gendut skali kt ixora tue. :P

lovelove

damn!

Damn!
I'm exhausted to the max!
I've been non-stop going here and there for audit.
I just couldn't take it anymore!
Feel like taking leave.
I wanna rest!

I think when I graduated I wanna do something else beside audit.
Audit is so much tiring and stress.
I think I wanna do tax.
So I have to start loving tax and start hating audit.
haha..

Write later.
I wanna sleep.
I slept for 10 hrs last night but still I felt so tired and moody and gloomy.
ish!!

I'm seriously in need of HOLIDAY!
My head is spinning like a roller coaster.
My legs are hurting like I just stepped on the pointed rock.
My eyes are hurting like I never slept for 10 years.
My eye bags are growing bigger as big as the sun.
My heart is hurting like crazy.


oh!
HOLIDAY!
Bile kah?

Traffic Jam

I'm in the office already.

I reached office around 7.30am

An hour early.

If I was really their permanent employee they should be proud me.

hihi.

I will always be the early one.

I didn't mind at all as long as I don't have to wait for anything/anyone.

I rather be alone feeling free & peace.

Right now in the office, there are only me & kak Mai (who's senior tax consultant).

I wasn't that closed to her. In fact I never talk to her yet.

She seems very cool and quiet.

She's very hard working I might said.

I think she live near my house but I never see her before.

I bet whoever live in Perling and works in area near the city will and forever leave their house as early as possible. And that because of???

TRAFFIC JAM!!!

dammmitt!

In Perling the problem actually has been solved. The government already reconstructed the road making it from 2 to 4 lines. But the problem lies along the highway to the city. Jam teramat jam! I have no idea what caused the jam but the jam just wouldn't want to stop. penat dah! luckily I wasn't the one who's driving the car. Dad who can be considered as 'Otai Perling' knows jalan2 dalam. so settled :D sape2 org JB sahaja yg tau ikot jalan dalam. If not, You would stuck in traffic jam for more than 2 hour. Believe me ;)

ok.

Blog soon.

xx

Virus H1N1 is getting very citical.

Today in Malaysia there are 4 more death cases.

totalling to 14 death cases or more (I think)

This is bad!

and not to mention SCARY!

Lets all pray to Allah for the safety of our family, friends and loved ones from the virus. May we all live in harmony and away from the virus.

amin.

sheeesh!

Sheeesh man!
Tomorrow I'm gonna be all alone!
sheesh sheesh!!
alone here mean... alone as in alone as an intern in the company.. sheesh!
The other 2 interns will be doing outside audit in the same company.
and me?
all alone in the cold office practically will be doing nothing beside staring through the woods (my laptop background image). sheesh!

Haha..
I think I wanna paksa Bb to join me for lunch tomorrow. Can ey Bb?
* Bb's here in Jb & obviously he won't read my blog till next week. I think I should just call him and begged for his empathy. hehe

Rase macam malas plak nak g office esk. I wanna stay home and sleeeeeeeeeeep :(

isk!!

sheesh!

If only I knew it sooner. It surely be much more easier!

Just now I went to see the senior manager whom I thought would be the one who should/will approved my intern log book. Well, at least that what the company secretary told us. She said that that senior manager would be the one in charged of signing and approving that sort of thing. But then the senior manager said it should be the person who asked you for help or gave you the job. I agreed with the senior manager. Because how she surpposed to know what kind of job I did since she was not the one who gives me the job. Fyi, here we do not have any specific supervisor as the person who gives us job changes through time. & here there are more than 2 manager/senior managers. This week I may work for A manager then next week may changed to B. So its all depends on the vacancy of job and the needs of people. I on the other hands enjoying the changes of managers as I can learn so many things and I can experience working with different people. Untill now I had worked with 3 Managers with different style of working environment. I was LUCKY ;)

But than again. I have problem remembering the person in charged of giving me the works. How am I surpposed to remember those yg bagi kerja since day 1? Yes! since day 1 baru nak pergi mintak approval. gile tak? haha.. booo to myself! But the one I dont remember were those given inside the company which of course tak sure sape bg. In a day, there were several people asking for help. how to remember? tell me!!

ok la.

malas nak pk.

I wanna sleep!!!

cpt2 5.30!!!!

bla bla blaa~~

Yiippieee!
This week is gonna be a good week after all ;)
Looks like Allah listen to my prayer. hehe
Alhamdulillah.

You must be wondering what the hell that makes me happy. right?
fyi, 2 days in a row I've been assigned to do other job somewhere in JB. Audit a Japanese factory. Which is cool! and of course less stressful compared working with her. hehe.

But last Monday surprisingly she was okay! She treated me really really nice. I was shocked! seriously! She taught me details about auditing. She gave me the knowledged about doing audit that I was once blurred. She's actually a nice ladyy provided that you did exactly how she wanted it to be done. I was quite happy working with her but still got the feeling of scared & stressfull. haish! But tak tau la if die baik because I was fasting that day ke or mmg she was in a good mood. Tp Aliff kene marah time tue. hmm~~ nasib badan kot :(

I still wish that I will be assigned to do other job with someone else besides her. Tak boleh la kerja2 tmpt stress nie. Sakit kepala.

I'm sorry I have not been updating my blog properly. I mean, I only blogged about my work. about my intern. and about my seniors. I just have no idea what else to blog about. Because right now (and for the rest of 5 months) I will be living with the same routine over & over again. & I think it would be difficult for me to find something exciting to blog. I actually getting tired of work. Sometimes I had fun! But most of the time I get frustrated. :(

I dont have enough time to enjoy myself and my face look so tired. My face look much much older! and one day there was a guy asking how old I am. I told him that I m 22yrs old. He said..... Seriously? I thought you're 25! WTF? haha.. begitu tua sgt ke muka ku?

Because of that... everyweek I will not miss my 'me' time where I would pampered myself with good facial mask. teheee! Hopefully dpt memudakan wajah ku :P

Monday!

Another Monday!! :(
I hate it!
How I wish the day could just disappear.

Today I'm going to the place where I audited before (the place where I blogged saying that I was happy not the be chosen for the final audit. remember?)
Well, today I have to go in. & I have no idea how long I'm gonna be there. probably a week or 2 weeks.
oh! my life gonna be in hell!
Like I said. I don't like her. I don't like working with her. I don't like her. I just don't know why.
I'm sorry. But that is what I feel right now.

I wish I could just go back to Melaka. Meet Bb. and have the life back as a student. I really want that. :((
Bb! save me pleaseeeee :((

I have no heart, no mood, no strength to go to work this week. Because of her. JUST HER!

Jahat tak ey?
Ok la. Nak get ready...

xx

Urgh!
Penat gile gile tak hingat dunia laaaaaa~~~
sakit mata tgk laptop lama2 buat vouching.
sakit kepala handle client yg lembab carik documents.
sakit kaki jalan banyak buat fixed assets sighting. tp best ;)

more about intern.

Sorry Bb,
bukan tak nak update but my life is too busy these couple of weeks. asek kene keluar audit company aje. I've got no time to relax except on weekends. But tue pon macam tak relax sangat. You knew what I've been doing kn? I called you every single days and texted you every now and then. So don't worry eventhough I did not update anything in my blog but you can still text or call me. I'm free for you whenever you want me ;)

Well, the senior auditors were right. Once you started to be busy you will be busy like hell! haha.. But once nothing to do you will be bored like hell jgak. Haha.. its true. I've been there :P dulu mula2 start intern punya la buhsan. 2 weeks jgak la menatap laptop yg tak ada ape2 tue je.. But now since week 3 of intern I've been busy keluar masuk office. and believe it or not, I miss my office! haha.. Miss nak ddk senang lenang without work. Penat sgt la audit luar. But the best part of it, tak rase langsung masa berlalu. rase kejap sgt. Tengok jam eeeeeeeeehh dah pukul 5.30pm! BALIKKK!!!!!!!!!! haha..

Ok la.
Nak mandi2.. and rest.
tomorrow will be busy. I get to do asset sighting ALONE! my first time. hehe..
terujaa~~~

take care guys especially Bb ;)
xx

My thoughts.

I just found out yesterday that I would not be going to do the final audit for the company I audited (interim) few weeks ago. I was a bit sad and dissapointed. I wasn't really wanna go, but I still wanna go. Hehe.. paham tak? ok! Actually, I was so eager NOT to go because I knew I will get tired and exhausted every single day I'm there. But I still wanna go because I wanna learn new things. New things that I didn't get the chance to learn when I audited for the interim. Yeah la, I'm doing my intern here and of course I wanna learn as much as possible about the audit world. I wanna know EVERYTHING before I decided I wanna do what for my living later. I need to gain as much information as possible and I need to learn. I need to perform my intern so that I can push up my cgpa. People said that this is the time for me to improve my cgpa. and I needed it so much!.

other thing:

I watched the memorial for the late MJ yesterday through Singapore channel (TV5) after I came back from work. gosh! I was very thouched by the speech made by Paris, MJ's daughter. Such a sweet innocent lil girl. Anyway, I still has a doubt on whether MJ was a Muslim or not. People hasn't mention about that and that they didn't refer to him as 'allahyarham'. Well, I guess that thing is only between MJ and God. Whatever it is, MJ was a legend and hope he rest in peace. oh! I really loveeeeeeee his songs. :)

Other thing:

The news about changing back the teaching of Mathematics and Science to Bahasa. How did you find the decision made by the Government? Personally, I did not agreed with the decision made. This is because I've been there. Been there mean I've gone through schools and right now I'm in Uni. The environment on both the schools and uni are very different. In school usually you have someone that guide you. Teachers can easily monitored you on both your academics and socials. And some schools even have teachers you spoon feeds the students. But when you in uni, the environment changed. In Uni, you are on your own. Yes, there're lecturers you will guide you, but the way they guide you is not the same as the teachers. anyway, tak ada kene mengena with PPSMI pon kn?

Anyway, when I first started my classes in Uni few years back I actually had a very tough time to master the English terms for Mathematics. I knew I learned that somewhere (between add math and modern math) but I just couldn't figured it out then. I was quite dissapointed in myself that time. But few weeks of learning Mathematics in English I can say that I'm proud of myself. That time how I wished I learned Mathematics in English in schools. And when the teaching of Maths and Science changed I was very happy. I thought then that the youngster (especially my bro & siss) can have better future in terms that bila masuk uni they can easily understand and can perform better than me.

But right now, everything will be back to normal. I have no idea why lotsa people are against the idea of teaching in English. What actually they were thinking? Were they have any idea what might happens if everything when back to normal? Were they knew that in this globalization English is VERY important. If everything when back to normal, I afraid that our country might fall farr awayy back and that the neigbouring country (especially Singapore) will be leaving us faaarrrr.

Well, whatever the decision made by the Government has pros and cons. I just hope it will help the citizen (especially Malays) in the future. I hope the decision made will not be something be regretful later on. I really hope our country will be a better place for you and for me ;)

ok.

I got headache now. Haha..

I've been blogging since I got back from lunch. And that is.............. one hour ago.

Haha..

lama jugak ber-belog nie :P

last words from me...........

I LOVE you Bb! :D

take caree~~

Finally I get my internet connection! After 1 month of internship here.... haish!

ok update later. nak balik :D

@ office

I'm in the office basically doing NOTHING! I'm pretty sure this week I will be a statue pretending to be pretty ;p

I'm borrowing my friend, yi wen's internet connection because mine hasn't been setup yet. tired of waiting already. thinking of applying for the broadband. easierrr!! eish!!

I got 1 and half hour to go! bummit! wanna go home! gile buhsan!

call Bb tapi die tak nak jwb :( ntah mana die pergi. msg pon reply mcm nak tak nak aje. Bb dah berubah ker?

hmm~

ok la..

i'm out~~~

sorry guys! emo post!

BENCI!!!!!!!

Benci kerja under die!
rase macam die nie gatal!
Nape aku die marah dan bukan aliff??

I mean. I tau I did my job pretty slowly but so do aliff.
Tp kenapa aku yg kene sound with that 'weird' face of yours? igt cantik sangat ker??
& nape time sound aliff macam punya baikk aje??
tau la die lelaki!
& tau la muka die (org2 kt office ckp) macam Ikram dinzly (mcm tue ke eja?).

isk!
Susah jgak kekadang kerja ngn Melayu nie kn??
ari tue kerja ngn chinese semua pon lg best.
sheeeesshh!!!!

isk!
hilang mood aku kerja ngn kau.
ddk semeja ngn kau is like living in HELL!
nape 2 weeks aku kene kerja ngn kau????
oooh!!
cpt2 la 2 weekss!
mati mati mati aku!

Intern again!

Work has been pretty boring last week. Nothing much been done. All day the same old things. Boring! I want to do new things and I want to go out and audit company!! I don't wanna stay in the cold office and stare at the empty laptop! Empty here means with only basic laptop with no internet! I repeat NO INTERNET! How am I gonna live with that? They said that pretty soon I would be able to get the password. But how long should I wait? Didn't they know how boring our life has been??

Intern in a big firm actually give you pros and cons. Well same goes with medium/small size firm. Actually it doesn't matter which firm you choose as long as you'd do your job good and shows the firm your determination to work. Ceyh! macam dah abes je intern cakap cam tue :P But its true (according to my dad).

I actually very envy with my friend who did their intern in medium/small firm. Because at the very first day they had the chance to go out and audit a company. JEALOUS! Me? Nadda~~ No company lagi :( What I did was only casting and cross checking the financial statements. oh! and filing and photocopying accounts and minum kopi and staring at the laptop. Haha. My friend pon actually told me that in 2 or 3 months time they will change to tax department! They actually get to learn many things during their intern. Me? tak ada change department pon. I will stick to audit department for the rest of the program. :((

But looking at the postive side it actually is a good thing. 6 months intern is actually not that long. I mean during these months you can't expect to learn so many things. Let for example, If you only learn auditing for 3 months, you might not get the chance to learn thoroughly about auditing. You might only be able to learn small things about auditing and that there is still lots more to learn. You know what I mean. right? But on the other hand. If you have the whole 6 months to learn auditing, you might have the chance to learn more than those who only learn for 3 months. you actually have double the knowledge! (InsyaAllah!). But If you get to learn tax... thats a bonus! well... mana2 pon still ada baik nye. so no worries :D
Actually I was trying to calm myself and telling myself not to regret doing my intern there. Haha.
well, lagipon I hate tax. So it doesn't really matter if I dont have the chance to go to tax department. Hehe. Thats a bonus to me *wink*

hmmm~~
I miss Bb!
Like gile gile gile gile miss!
Everyday I would called him and we would 'gayut' on the phone for few minutes. (kekadang almost 1hr) Haha. Seb baik celcom agak murah. So its okay! lagipon ada prepaid banyak2 pon nak call sape if bukan dak dendut busyuk tue kn? hehe..

ok ok ok!
STOP!
Its time to sleep!
gosh! my sleeping time is now as early as 9pm!! gile tak?
If I slept over 10pm I would wokeup as a panda the next morning and in the end have to consume lots and lots of caffein! which of course NOT good!!
Haish!


off to sleep.
daaaaaaaaaa~~ xx

Internship Day 1 and Day 2

My two days of work has been pretty good! Even though there weren't many jobs assigned to me yet but it was still good ;)
The other staffs were very welcoming and they are a bunch of cool people! They are so friendly and treated me and the other two intern as a friends. The staffs of the company I work for actually are around the age of me and maybe older. But I don't think its more than 40 year of age. Well of course ada yg more than 4o years old. But susah nak jmpe since the staffs that age are mostly audit managers or audit partners and that they are hardly in the office. Actually, I tak penah jumpa dieorg lagi pon. Maybe dieorg busy kt branch lain kot. Or maybe they are out the country.
But seriously! Most of them muda sangat and sangat la friendly. And surprisingly most malays workers jugak. Best sangat la the environment.

Anyway, What I did these two days:
The first day I didn't do much. We just assigned to read some survival kit of the company. The kit contained the procedures of audit and what type of 'first' audit work that we should know as a beginner. The survival kit give us the guidance of audit. oh! did I mentioned that three of us were give laptop each! and that we can bring them home!! Haha.. Not a big deal there :P
Pastu after lunch till the end we just sit at our own desk and go through the kit which was quite boring! and cold too! haha..

Today (2nd day)
It was better than yesterday though. In the morning I didn't do anything. I on my laptop and go through the kIt (again!). Then tetiba one of the audit senior interkom me and told to meet her. So I went to her desk then she assigned job to me! She assigned Jobs to me till the very end of the day! which of course I like :)) Fyi, She's soooooo young to be an audit senior. She joined the company around 2-3 years only. She's so cute! and akan marah if I called her, kakak! Haha. She wanted me to use kita-awak instead which I felt awkward of course! Hehe..
Ok! Now I'm exhausted! banyak sangat Financial Statements kene check td. And do the covers for company's working paper files. pheww!

Nak tido!
till then~~

BYE BYE MELAKA!

I'm going back today! GOSH! I'm SO gonna miss Melaka especially the places where Bb and I would go and lepak-ing. Hehe. And of course I'm gonna miss my friends especially those who will graduate. Sure after this it would be hard for us to meet. :(

I hope that whatever happens we would still stay in contact. I would never trade anything with the friendship I had with all of you ;) Jiwang tak? Hehe.. But its true :)

Malas dah nak buat kawan baru. I just need to stay with the ones I have :)

I would be busy starting next week and as I reach home around evening today I need to do and sort out alot of things before anything else. I need to buy and shop anything necessary for work. I need to prepare mentally and physically.

Ok la.
Got to go.
Later.
xx

The first experience :)

Boy!

Its a relief thinking of NO MORE exam for the next eight months! I love to study and go to class and most importantly meet friends and all. But the most puking thing is to think of exams and the stresses I have to go through! urgh!!

Anyway, I'm so NOT ready for my intern next Monday! I kept on thinking about how would the environment be. Can I handle working there alone without my friends and Bb by my side?? Can I survive with the 'old' people? gosh! Who I wanna have lunch with? Its in the middle of the JB city and I'm scared! I have no friends there. I'm scared that I might not find any friends. I'm scared thinking of the people reaction towards me. I am not that bright and my cgpa explained all. I'm scared knowing that I might not perform to what their expectation would be! I heard that there will be one more intern from the UITM Melaka in the same company as I. But surely that intern guy is brilliant! yah la! UITM students always get the dean lists. My friend studied in UITM and she always get the Dean list. Me? In my dream la kot! Never have I experience to hold that title. When would my turn be?? hmm..

Well, I think I should do my best and like Bb told me 'Just be yourself'. yah! Just be myself and InsyaAllah everything's gonna be okay! Thank you Bb! And I'm surely gonna miss you for the eight months!! But you promised me that you will always find the time to come down to JB and we would do our weekly routine together. aight?? Don't forget yeah!

Working as an intern would be my second jobs experience. I had my first job way back after the SPM exam. Shikin (my bestie) and I worked as a cashier in Giant Supermarket in Perling Mall just to killed time while waiting for the result. I worked as a part timer and it did give memorable memory! hehe. Rindu plak time tue. But wait! No! I had worked as a promoter too! Two promoter jobs! haha. One is for vanish pink color cloth liquid washer and the other one is some kind of ice-cream brand! Haha. Well the promoter jobs I done were only to help my friends. They asked me to help since at that time I just resigned as a cashier and that they need someone to do the job for awhile while they search for the new promoter. Haha. Sangat best dapat job experience! and sangat best some more because they paid me RM50 per day! Imagined that! I just need to promote the product to customers and if they wanna buy it than its good but if not, its okay! haha. Tak payah paksa orang beli pon. I don't need to have the pressure to beg people to buy! and the best part as being a promoter was that.... I get to relax! haha. Memang time kerja tue aku relax memanjang. Jalan2 satu Perling Mall la. Survey barang-barang kt Giant tue la. Haha. Okay! I'm such a bad worker!

Well, I hope the next experience of mine would be more awesome than the previous ones. I just hope that I would love working there and that there would be less pressure and that I can work open hearted! Haha. And most importantly is that I hope that every day I would wake up and have the feeling of eager to work! Boleh tak? Well I might become a workaholic someday ;)

wow! This is such a long post! Random post of what I feel right now. I actually cannot wait to work but at the same time I'm just scared. I just not ready yet! I need HOLIDAYS! I need couple of weeks to fresh up my mind before start working. Nie bagi 2-3 hari aje? Mmg la macam tak ada mood nak kerja. Stresses from the exams pon tak hilang lagi weyh! haish!!..

oh! starting next week my blog posts would almost be about work and work and work! Hehe. Best plak!

Ok. Thats about it. I need to do more packing and that off to lunch. I'm going back home tomorrow morning because there're still tons of things to be pack and I exhausted! :(

Write soon. xx

BARCELONA!!!

isk!
NOT FAIR!!
Everyone is busy watching the match between Barcelona and Manchester United while I'm stuck in my room doing????? STUDYING!!!
iskk!!
NOT FAIR AT ALL!!
I wanna watch the match too!!!
(ok! Bb bace sure gelak dengan tak percaya)
But its true.
Eventhough I'm not some fanatic football fans but I do love football!
I said that before right?

Anyway..
right this moment I heard that Barcelona is leading with 1.
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!
Hehe..
I'm so NOT into Man U.!
Wkakakakakka...

Other thing is..
I cannot wait for the clock to strike 12!!
Isk!!
nape lambat sangat nie?
Penat dah study.
Oh!
I had a terrible stress level last night!
I was sooooooo down that I'd kill myself!
I never imagined that the forensic paper could be that hard!
I looked at the past year papers and that what made me stress!
The paper contained too many questions! with looooooong articles to read!
5 Questions with loads of sub-Q!
MATI LAA!!
I takot gile if tak sempat buat semua.
& even scarier to imagine that I might not be able to understand what the articles/cases are all about!!!
aduuii!!
MA pon tak setakot ini!!
(ok membebel lagi!)

CEPAT2 PUKUL 12!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok!
back to the notes.
Later my darl! xx

SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT!!

I wanna cry!
I wanna scream!
I wanna sleeep all day long!
I wanna eat lots & lots of chocolates!

Yerp!
I'm in a VERY stress situation!

I need holidays!
PRONTO!
But it doesn't help also since I have no holiday after the exams.
screw MMU!
haish!

oh!
I'm stress with securities investment!
This subject is being a biatch to me now!
urgh!
I have less than 24 hours to finish back ALL 8 chapters!!
I did study but I don't know why that suddenly I feel stress and tension and I seem to forget EVERYTHING!
I repeat!
EVERY SINGLE THING!!

This is BAD!!

What should I do?
I need HELP!

L.A.Z.Y
T.I.R.E.D
S.L.E.E.P.Y

What is your choice?

So, SUE?
You want the result now or later in the future?
Your choice mate!

xx

Its RAINING!

Weeeeeeee~~~
It's raining here in MELAKA!!
Its been awhile!
NO!
Its been toooooo long!!
Melaka had been too HOT for the last couple of weeks!
and its about time to feels the COLD!
Thank you Allah for the rain.
We really really need it!
& finally I can sleep soundly with my body covers in blanket. :)

ooh!
Kesejukkan!
But I'm not complaining!
I appreciate it & thankful for it!
:)

I'm off to sleep!
xx
SUE~

GLOBAL WARMING!

Grrr~~
Ya Allah! Kenapa panas sangat sekarang nie? Tak tahan gila dah nie. Hari hari nak kena mandi lebih dari dua kali. Lepas mandi aje tak sampai sejam badan dah mula berpeluh dan tak selesa. huhu :( Tensen sangat!

Nak tidur pon susah! Tidur sure bermandikan peluh.
Nak keluar jalan-jalan pon sure bermandikan peluh jugak.
Nak keluar pergi makan pon sama!
aduii!!!
If keluar peluh aje tak ape... nie sampaikan gatal2 satu badan macam orang tak betul dah asek garu-garu..
Nak hujan!! lama dah tak hujan!!

GLOBAL WARMING shuuuuuuuuuuhh jauh jauh!!
You make my life miserable! With you, everything seems to be wrong! GO AWAYY PLEASE!!
I NEED to study! But with you here by my side..... IMPOSSIBLE!!!!.

I want to go HOME!!!!!!
Homesick!!!

Miss my parents!
Miss my sisters!!
Miss Thumper and nenet2 sekalian!!
ooh!!!!!

Baru plan nak ikot abah balik this week but then kawan-kawan ajak makan ramai2 kt umbai.
:((
dilemma!!

Nak Balik or Not to balik??
hihihi..

Suddenly
I feel so NERVOUS!
what is the reason??
omg!!
Is it because of tomorrow's presentation??
BIG yes!
It scared a shit outta me!!
oooohhhh!!
scary gile gile gileeee!!

ok!
seriously my hands shaking.
I can't right or even press the keyboards well.
at this moment I've been typing like a kid who just learned how to type.
sangat slow and full of backspace!
urghhh!!

I need strength!
this is the most nervous scary and cuak presentation ever!!!!
:(

phew!!

pheww!

I'm done with the assignments!
Now I only have 1 presentation to prepare.
I'll start that tomorrow morning.
I hope by tomorrow I'll finish the presentation then I can start studying for the finals!
urgh!!!

Anyway,
a mystery thing happened just now.
till now we have no clue!
what???
haha..

ok la nak tgk movie.
xx

OMG!!! urgh!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!
schedule for individual presentation for accounting theory:

Following is information relating schedule for last tutorial session in Week 13 (4/5/2009 - 8/5/2009).

This is to avoid logistical problem in Week 14 due to examination arrangement.

Group A : Thursday 2.00 - 3.00pm CLCR 3006 : Mary Ong and Michelle Lee

Group B : Tuesday 8.00 - 10.00am ACR 1008 : Mohd Syahir Osman, Munir Mohamad, Wong Jun Wei, Isabel Tay Chze Huay, Suraya Aminudin, Kisant Menon and Khairul Aizat Khairuddin

Group C : Tuesday 11 - 12 noon FSER 4018 : Rosmahlina Mansor, Loh Yoan Lim, Chen Hui Fun, Loo Xue We and Liew Zhi Wei

Group D : Tuesday 12.00 - 1.00 noon FSER 4017 : Bukenya Hamza, Gan Yuan Yuan

Group E : Tuesday 1.00 - 2.00 pm FSER 4019 : Ang Ai Jun, Shernlynn Sua Jin Sien, Nurul Huda Idrus, Nor Akmal Muslim

Nama aku terpisah dari kawan kawanku!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!! tak ada kawan kt time aku present tue. dah la most of them guys! OMG!!!! cuak gileeeeeeeeeeeee!! :((
jap2! aku ada class kot dr 8-10am tue.. abes tue? kene ponteng la er? aduiiI!!
ACCOUNTING THEORY yang sangat mecuakkan and the lecturer sangat physco! :((

sangat merepek. please ignore!

4.13 am!
Woke up early hoping to make the last preparation for accounting theory test. But??? tak boleh :(
suara sudah macam rockstar dh. nak cakap pon sakit and payah. tekak memang tak boleh nak wat ape-ape lagi la. rase macam dh bernanah aje tekak nie. pedih yang amat!! habis semua mineral water and plain water kat bilik nie. I NEED more water please!! sakit nie. tekak kering!! aduiii!!!

I had too many sleep but I just need more! what? haha.. seriously! my eyes hurt so much, it seem that I lack of sleep. but NO! I had too many sleep. Tapi kenape still mengantok gile gile gile nie?? adui! kesan dari those madicines I took ker? Lepas nie nak makan chocolates banyak-banyak la!! ooh! semalam baru beli milky wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! SUKE! :D

ok! SUE! stop blogging for now and study!!!!
test la weyyyyyyyyy!
haha.

xx

Demam.

Demam+selesema+sakit tekak+sakit badan = mengantok sepanjang hari.

haish!!
macam mana nak study nie?
Esk ada test accounting theory.
adui!
dah la subject tue memeningkan.
entah ape-ape aje theory yang wujud.
name orang pun pelik-pelik aje.

ooh!
mengantukkkkkkk nyee!!
katil dengan evil nye memanggil aku. :(
nak tido laa!
haha..

Beautiful Day ;)

Hehe..
Woke up pretty early for Sunday! I'm feeling fresh even though I slept very late yesterday. I did not know what to do so I changed my blog template :D Its kinda girlish with birdie and flowers. hehe But who cares? It my blog! I am kinda like it. Hehe. However, I'm pretty sure this template will not last long. Well at least until I find the perfect one later on :P

Anyway, schedule for today?? hmm~~
I think I'm gonna finish my security investment assignment. Then I'm gonna read on few financial statement of AMAssurance for the Accounting Theory assignment. Then later at day I'm gonna study a bit for the midterm exam :(
Right now I'm gonna have a nice shower and have my brunch before I get to work! hehe.
Until then.. xx

Aku penat!!

I just need one full day for 'me' time!!
That's all I'm asking.
PLEASEE!!

Penat la hidup macam nie.
Semua benda nak mengharapkan orang.
Susah sangat ke nak ikut instructions given by the lecturer??
Kenape perlu orang lain ingat kan?
Tak reti nak baca kat mmls ker?
susah sangat ker nak bukak mmls?
Susah sangat ker nak buat parts yang dah divide by the leaders?
OMG!!!
susah nye ada groupmates macam nie la!!!!
Kalau semua subject ada groupmates macam nie mmg boleh mati la!!
sakit jiwa di buat nyee!
aduiii!!!
Budak-budak nie tahu nak hidup senang aje.
Copy and paste je tahu!
Kalau yer pon nak copy and paste.
Pandai-pandai la nak hidup.
Jangan la copy bulat-bulat mangkuk!!
haduii!!
Nak copy pon amek la yg relevant sikit.
Nie yg tak ada kene mengena pergi amek kenape??????
haishhHH!!!!!
SAKIT JIWAAA!!!

Menyusahkan orang lain la..
Tak kan part kau, kiteorang nak buat balik.
Habis kau buat ape??
pastu senang-senang aje dapat marks.
weii!
ingat kiteorang tak ada kerja lain ker???

ok! Aku dah penat and bengang sangat!!


IMPORTANT DATES:
1) April, 16 = Presentation Advanced Management Accounting (almost ready)
2) April, 17 = Submit Assignment Strategy. (Sepatutnya dah siap but ada budak yang sangat bernas pergi copy and paste part yg tidak relevant lalu menyusahkan group members yang lain dan terpaksa buat balik untuk diaorang)
3) April, 20 = Submit report for MA (mmg tak siap satu hapa la kan!)
4) April, 25 = Presentation Strategy (langsung tak sentuh ape-apa lagi)
5) Presentation Accounting Theory ( Nie lagi tension!!)
6) April, 29 = Midterm Accounting Theory.


aduiiii!!
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!

Off for a day!

I'm going to KL today.
We are going to KL.
We?
Huda, Amal, Hizami, Damia and I are going to KL.
We have some work to be done.

Update later.
I have to get ready now.
See ya'!

Take five!

I am tired and stress.
I've been doing a lot of exercises for tomorrow's night paper which is Advanced Management Accounting from the tutorials to the moduls that the lecturer uploaded in mmls. But the thing is I seem to forget everything I do. I have to redo it over and over again. But still..... susah nak recall balik :(
What is wrong with me? I'm scared!!

I guess I need to relax and stay calm. InsyaAllah everything will be alright. Pray for me please ;)
I need to take a nap. My head is killing me right now.

p/s: I just can't wait for the exam to be over! Letih laaaaa :(

Stress.

I wanna go home!

or

I wanna have fun!!!

I can't bear even for a second studying things that I actually didn't understand.

What with Variances and external factors and SWOT and all the terms?

urghH!

All mixed up in my head especially regarding the variances.

and one more thing.

I think I'm getting old :(

I seem to forget everything pretty easily.

I think I'm going to be 'nyanyok'.

woahhhhh!!!!!!!

I used to be EXCELLENT in remembering things. I can recall everything I did for the past 2-3 weeks. But now? everything seems to changed.
Like for example I forgot where i put my ixora access card, I forgot to bring my facial soap and I forgot to bring my glasses!! (from JB to Melaka)
These are the basic things that i SHOULD remember but............ :((

I think I should do something before its too late.
Perhaps I should take some vitamins to improve my memory.
or perhaps to STOP thinking too much!
yes! I think too much even on tiny weeny stuffs..

And I think I should changed my lifestyle.
To the better one of course.

I'll think about that after the exams.

The exams are being a biatch to me!!

till then.

xx S

Thumper

Sorry for NO updates. I was practically busy with my holidays :P Hehe.. I was so in need of holidays due to the stress of mid term exams. I had a quite worst migraine again! urgh! tired of migraine! Anyway, a week of holiday surely is not enough for me. I want more! I demand for more holidays!!!. and After this I still got 3 more papers for mid term. blergh! miserable I am :( jgn migraine lg sudeh!

What I did during my holidays? Honestly I did not do anything. I was lazying around, waking up very very late, playing with my kittens, ate a lot, surfing the net, facebook-ing and ate again! haha.. Makin gemuk aku!

Ok. Bb has been bugging me for the whole week of holidays to reveal about thumper. Sorry Bb, sue malas. But here we go!!. Thumper is the new love of mine *wink*. Thumper is my new kitten. I got it... actually my sister bought him from my friend, huda. He is around 5-6 months old. But he's pretty big for his age. He is so manja & gedik. He like to kiss people, He won't eat if no one feed him or at least stay beside him while he's eating. He eat only on certain catfood. He love to sleep during the day & being the annoyingly-adorable kitty during the night. He like to jump around after the bad influenced by my other 3 kittens. oh! so bad! and He's afraid of the dark! hehe. so cute! If we left him in a dark room he will meoooowww really loud asking to get out! haha.. Not just that, he hate to be left alone!. And one more thing, he hate to be caged. There're one (more than one) incidents where we left him caged for a few hours because we wanted to go out. And when we came back, he was already out of his cage. Unbelievable! He knew how to get out! He's a smart kitty ;)

Oh! now I miss him :(

Hi! My name is Thumper ;)


did I tell you that I have a song for him?
Jom nyanyi:

Thumper udak utuk (stand for busuk)!!
Thumper udak ateen (bacen)!!

(menyanyi dgn cara gedik & annoying)
ngeeee~~~~



My other 3 kittens.
The brown one we named him - Nenet (kenet)
The black one with the blue necklace - Beyonce. Hehe
The other black one - Lili (my sister, Lilis punya)

Ok. These 3 lil brat are sOooooooooo naughty! They like to jump around and making a mess to the house. So as a result we kurung them. Only on certain time will we let them out. haish!

ok. Thats it!
for more photos for thumper, like always you can find them in my facebook ;)

Thinking of you.

When I'm with him
I am thinking of you.
Thinking of you.

part of the chorus from Katy Perry's Thinking of You.


This song is really sad. Every time I listen to this song I will get emotional and sometime boleh menangis :(
I was addicted to this song on the day O'yen died.
Yes people!
My beloved kitty, O'yen died on Saturday (7MArch) due to unknown reason.

Sebenarnya die dah 3 hari xmakan. I mean, my sisters bg die makan tp die refused to eat. My sisters tak tahu dah nak buat ape. I told them to send him to the clinic but everyone kt rumah tue was all busy and have no time.
My elder sister was gonna send him on Sunday but unfortunely he died the day before :(
Everyone in the house cried on his death. He died was kinda tragic I might say. They found him lying in the drain and his face was in the water. Tragicc!
My sisters left his body semalaman because the found him time magrib so no one was able to angkat and tanam die and lagipon dh gelap.
sedih gilee!
After my sister told me the bad news, I cried like gileeeeee punya la.
I love him very much okay!
gosh! I miss him noww!

and that song remind me of him.
and everytime I'm with Bb I am always thinking of O'yen
:((

rest in peace my love, O'yen.

Homesick

I hate my weekends in Malacca!!!
Menyesal tak balik ikot abah hari tue.
Menyesal sangat :((

I hate this feeling.
oh god!

I wanna go hommeeeeeee!
*crying*

Hungry whale!

I've been eating like a whale this past few days!! NO! I'm not complaining of the sudden appetite of mine. Actually my appetite nie dah sejak lahir kot :P This is because as you can see I'm the biggest in the family. so what? salah er? hehe... well what to do :P (ceyh! konon2 tak kesah la kn)
Anyway, teringat dulu time form 4 and form 5. Jarang balik kg then when raya time... semua relatives like.............. 'nape suraya makin kembang nie?' or 'nape adek lg besar dr kakak?' or 'kenape badan naik sgt nie? mkn ape?' huhu.. sebok aje :P hahha.. tp time tue hanye tuhan saje yg tahu bagaimana remuk berkecai hati ku ini. Boleh ker ckp mcm tue? I mean the words used was kinda hush to me :( But I'm used to it. so dah okay ;) ckp la whatever dieorg nak ckp asalkn perutku happyyyyy :))
But now.... since I look much better than when I was in high school.. this is what their reactions were...
1) Suraya ke nie? woahh! dh susut badan..
2) eh? dulu kembang. sekarang dh x?
3) Nape mcm lain aje skrg?

hahaha.. lebih kurang mcm tue la.
the truth is I never do any diet (masa alpha). Tak pernah tahan lapar or tak pernah kesah pasal makan. But I managed to lose some weight. But the wierd part was that... time form 5 I was too eager to lose some weight but failed. Then after msk MMU I dh malas gile nak diet2 nie and makan sepuas2 nye.. but berjaya!!! Kenape erk? haha. smpai sekrg pelik..
So everytime rase2 badan naik and perlu diet.... I makan banyak2! hahahha...

Anyhow...
nak citer pasal td dinner.. Before I went out to dinner with Bb I already ate my sister's fried rice. Then keluar mkn dgn Bb I ordered thai fried rice. Not just that... I even melantak Bb's mee basah!!!. hahaha.. gile mcm whale kelaparan dah!! hahahah..
Food is heavennnn!!!
so jgn diet2... Kite makaannnnn!!!

oh! now saya lapar lg :( perut nie tak pernah nak kenyang! haishhh!!

demam.selesema.hariminggu.

gosh!
kenape selesema nie xnak hilang??
dah 3 hari dh!
penat la asek nak bersin memanjang aje.
merah dah hindung 'mancung' aku nie :(

skrg kepala rase pusing2 sket.
bdn dh mula tak sedap.
adakah saya mahu demam?
atau sebenarnye dah demam?
waaaaaaaa!!
tidakkK!!

Hari minggu saya dipenuhi dgn tidur.
tidur awl (dlm pukul 11-12am dh tidur)
bangun pulak around 10am.
terok x?
lepas tue after zohor sure tidur lagi..
sebab ape tidur banyak??
sebab saya tidak tahan lagi dgn hidung saya.
rase nak bercerai talak 3 aje.
penatt dh layan kerenah dieeee.
tenseenn!!
lagi pula hari minggu sangat la buhsan.
Bb bz buat persediaan peperiksaan dan 'blogging'! bukan suke2 punya.
die terpaksa sebab subjek enginer&society punya assignment.
mls layan! :P
jadi disebabkn itu....
sambutan hari jadiku berlalu dgn penuh tidak best sekali!!
sangat sedihh!!
Saya menyesal xbalik JB minggu nie.
Famili saya menyambut birthday saya di rumah walaupon saye tidak ada :((

Hidung saya gatal sangat!
dh tonyoh banyak kali dh bg hilang gatal tue.
tp xnak hilang2.
apa patut saye buat?
ooh tidakk!!!!
saya sudah ngantok.

Ok laa..
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
nittte!

saya yg demam
suraya.

I received the letter today but it was sent to my home address in JB.

My sister told me this morning.

I was actually very happy and I cannot wait for the day to start.

But.............. still takot :(

Nothing.

I didn't go (will not go) for the classes this whole week. I know I am such a bad kid. :( but what to do? my mind right now is only for the last paper (this Thursday). I can't concentrate in class so better not wasting my time there. I promised that this attitude of mine will be vanished once the exam is over. ooh! i so cannot wait for the Thursday 12 noon!
Anyway, I've met one of the lecturer in charged of the subject yesterday. She gave me a positive feedback about the upcoming paper. but somehow somewhere in my heart i was terribly scared at the time she said it. My legs were shaking and only god-knows what was i thinking. Right now what i can do is not to stop studying & pray. Hopefully i can do it. Amin.
On the other hand, I was thinking to go back to Jb right after the exam because I have no class. But my dad surely will not allowed as he will be coming to Malacca. Will see about that later.
Ooh! I miss my kitties. :( at this moment surely they're chasing & querying & making a mess in the house. Ooh! i miss shouting and calling their names. :(

Name saya O'yen-chan.

Name saya kenet-chan :D

Kenet tidur in her own style.




kenet: saya mahu mandi jgak! saya nak main dgn air :(

Melaka

I'm in Melaka :(
I have to study for my ethics paper this Thursday morning.
ooh!
boring!!

update later when i feel like it.
-end-

iqa!

short note to iqa ;)

I nak bace ur new blog but invited readers aje.
invite me yeah?
hehe.
thanks :)

oh btw my email is: su9raya@hotmail.com

Something has changed.
I'm sure of it but i hope it ain't true.
Oh please :(

Banyak nye NOTES nak kene bace & hafal!!!
omg!!!!
kepala mahu pecah sudahh!!

:(



Bb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jom keluar :P

Our new kitty~

Our new kitty which i haven't officially give her name yet :P
but my sister called her bubu (short for kelabu)
& i find that name sangat la xbest!
hehe.
I'll come up with more good name for her after the final exams.
:)

Ooh!
We got this cutie from my bro's friends.
kucing biasa aje but its GREY!!
My favorite color :)
I always wanted for a grey cat!
Nasib baik dpt :)

Anyway,
here some pictures of my two cuties sleeping together on O'yen sofa









Ooh!
aren't them adorable??
hehe.

I can't wait to get my hand on this cutie!
My sister told me that this is one of a VERY active kitty.
hehe.

Tak pe I can handle it :P

Taking a break.
Studying company law really pisses me off.
I've been studying the chapter of directors since 9-ish pm and am still not finish.
urgh!
There are still a couple of pages more.
buhsan nye laa :(

update shortly.
stay tune :P